Unsent messages to SCOTT
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: November 15, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
Seeing you with her makes me extremely angry I know I’m not ready for anything serious but I can’t help myself I can’t stop thinking about you you say you don’t want a relationship then why are you with her. Man I’d do anything for you your always going to be my soft spot but maybe just friends is what’s best right now
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: November 13, 2020, 3:38 pm UTC
After spending all morning packing stuff and rushing because you needed it right away, you told me to unpack the stuff. That was DA BOMB. I'm sorry, it felt almost insulting.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: November 4, 2020, 12:32 am UTC
i love you i do and i keep telling myself that i don't and i don't want to but i do. youre smile makes my heart melt so hard it makes me feel so good when you laugh at my jokes, and my god before i met you i thought that brown eyes were just brown eyes ya know but no, you make them so much more. whenever we talk i feel so happy and like i am on top of the world stress free. but why do you just keep hurting me? it hurts so bad to know that if youre upset i will ask if youre okay but if im crying in the corner you wont even turn your head. it hurts to know that i dont mean as much to you as you mean to me. i hate that youre so bias, you will nonstop talk to me one day then ignore me the next? why? is it fun for you? do you enjoy that? god i look forward to every day i get with you,, it fucking sucks. i wish i didn't like you so much but i know that we wouldn't last long anyway. it just hurts seeing the person you love in love with someone else. i love you dickhead even though you're the reason i cry, i fucking love you scott.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:51 am UTC
I was convinced that you were the one so when it turned out that you weren't, it completely tore me apart
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 24, 2020, 1:32 pm UTC
I hope you find peace and love. I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you. And I'm sorry that I didn't believe the things you said. One day I hope you choose to forgive me
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 24, 2020, 2:23 am UTC
For your birthday this year, I threw away the drawer of half-written poems I wrote about you. I hope she loves you.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
Sometimes the memory of you saying I was just an ill girl and you didn’t want to be dating a sick person still makes me cry
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 20, 2020, 8:14 am UTC
I’m so deeply in love with you. Thank you for being the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. You are my piece and my peace. And I hope you stay. I don’t know what I would do without you. Thank you for loving me.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 11, 2020, 2:32 am UTC
I’m not even sure if you loved me back, I’m not even sure if it was love... but I miss you with all my heart
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 8, 2020, 11:17 pm UTC
The way you pretended to care about me broke my heart, and 5 months later you are still all I can think about. Idk if I loved you or not, but it kills me to see you living your best life without me when I want you back more than anything. I hate that I still want you.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:38 pm UTC
I just want to know why you couldn't love me like I loved you. You told me something stopped you feeling more but didn't know what and i just want to know
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 3, 2020, 2:02 pm UTC
How the hell can you call yourself my father? You are a manipulative son of a bitch and I can't wait to free myself from you. You've made me hate myself. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
You're hurting me by stringing me along. I know you love me but please show me with your actions. I know you don't know that you're hurting me but I think deep down you know that you aren't supposed to be treating me like this, like an afterthought, like the second choice of a person to hangout with.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:18 am UTC
Your true colors showed, and they weren’t pretty, yet I still miss you. I know you don’t miss me or love me anymore, but I miss us.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
i want to talk to you and get closer but i am too scared to say something and i want you to say something first.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:10 pm UTC
Go back to her. I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted but thank you for what we had in the short amount of time.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
I never felt pretty or good enough till you noticed me. Then when you left, I fought to be good enough for myself
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:04 am UTC
Even if we don’t find our ways back to each other again, I hope this time makes you better for the next girl lucky enough to love you. Take it seriously. I miss you and I would give anything to be laying next to you tonight.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:44 am UTC
you’re literally thousands of miles away from my small english town and we haven’t talked in months. yet ur still all i think about.
From: ABC
To: scott
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
I sometimes miss you and I feel stupid cause you don't deserve me. I have moved on but that's not to say you don't pop into my head multiple times a day. I searched my name on here, and my nickname, to see if you could have possibly written anything. Obvs not. U dont give a shit and neither should I :)
