Unsent messages to SASHA
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: August 26, 2023, 11:01 am UTC
i love you so much, i wished i could tell you that
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: August 10, 2023, 2:12 pm UTC
I want to be your friend for the rest of my life little nerd
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:40 am UTC
i wish I was important in your life just as you were to mine
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: July 16, 2023, 10:06 pm UTC
i wish i could let go of u as easily as u let go of me
i miss u
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: January 13, 2021, 3:23 am UTC
I absolutely fucking hate you. I despise you, i hope your life is as shitty as you made me feel for 2 fucking years.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:18 pm UTC
We haven't talked in a while and we aren't friends anymore but our friendship meant so much to me, U were my first best friend and I will never forget that. I wish you all the best:)
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: January 1, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
it's funny we share the same name now. u were my first love, i still haven't felt like this about anyone else. i think about u every day. you used to make every second of my life better, now your absence makes it living hell. i'm sorry i didn't have the balls to be with you, to comfort you, and made things ugly. i hope everything will be good in another life, as you said. i hope someone will save u, and save me, since we cannot do it for each other. x sasha.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 27, 2020, 9:47 pm UTC
je t’aime beaucoup. you are the love of my life. i cant wait to keep watching you grow. thank you for everything you’ve ever given me. i cant say it enough.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 27, 2020, 9:37 pm UTC
je ne sais pas ce qui est pire entre ne pas avoir de tes nouvelles ou en avoir et savoir que tu vis ta meilleure vie sans penser a moi
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:08 pm UTC
I don't care how bad you treat me, ill still be waiting for you. i'm still thinking about what we could become.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 18, 2020, 2:55 pm UTC
this is the color of your eyes; my only wish is to be your friend, i cant even think of you loving me - youll never love me. thank you for giving me the ability to enjoy small things cause its the only thing i can do having all the feelings i have and not having a chance to give them to you. i could give you all the love in the world, but you dont need me :( i thought that u could like me too or that i could be your friend but 27th june ruined everything - now im just nothing for you. im happy that you have all those friends and im happy if you are happy. truly. but sometimes i feel so much pain that i think i wont be able to handle it (still everytime i survive). but i will live for all the small things you give me, for your beautiful eyes looking at me (like friends-dont-look-like-that-but-were-not-even-friends), for your smile. youll never read this but still. i love you and i think youre the love of my love :)!
ahaha my love for youu would break my heart in two lets dance !
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
i was so in love with you. i was obsessed with you. and with time that’s all we had left. love. obsession. you were my first true love. i’m so sorry we didn’t work. i know you loved me. you never meant to hurt me. i can’t listen to baby blue anymore.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:16 am UTC
i miss you and i miss what we had but it just didn’t feel the same after she came along. i hurt for a long time and it just felt like you didn’t care. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 2, 2020, 7:06 am UTC
hey sash, it’s me. I know you seriously HATE me but I j wanted to thank you for our friendship. I won’t ever forgive myself for what I did, and I deserved it, I really did. I just really miss you... hope ur doing well-
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: December 1, 2020, 2:03 am UTC
things have been rough lately and it’s hard not to think about the worst, but you make every day i’m alive feel worth it. thank you
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 27, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
Even though I say Im over you, and I truly think I am, If you ever told me you liked me I would drop everything to be with you
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:08 am UTC
Thank you for always being there for me when I need you. I feel bad because I feel like when it's your turn, I'm never there for you. You saved me. I will never be able to repay you for everything that you have done for me.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
please achieve all your dreams, you inspire me more than you know even though i told you i don't want to speak to you. i said that because it hurts me too much to have the possibility of you coming back be possible, in reality i just want you or i want to know the possibility of what could've been.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:14 am UTC
I never loved you nor even knew you personally, but I just needed to tell you this: take care of him. be careful with his heart. give him extra hugs and kisses and hold his hand when he wants to. play video games with him all night and fall asleep on ft with him. treat him good and don't lie to him. tell him your problems and feelings, he'll understand. be good to him.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 16, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
im so sorry, i wanted to be able to handle everything but i couldnt. pls dont hate me, i wish you all the love in the world :)
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 13, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
I really, really like you. I want to be more than friends. You mean so much to me. I truly appreciate you being in my life. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:20 am UTC
i miss you, ever since you came back, even before then it seemed like you didn't even want to be friends anymore. You met other people, people who make you happier than I do, but I miss your random facetimes and laughing with you about how much we hate this stupid school and I was so excited for our trip but now it seems like you don't even want to go the worst part is you wont even tell me you don't want to be friends, you just barely talk to me anymore when you used to tell me everything and now I don't know anything about whats going on in your life, I just want my best friend back
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: November 11, 2020, 2:20 am UTC
I wonder if you still wear my sweatshirt. I hope it still smells like my perfume and you remember what you lost.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: October 29, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
Baby... my one and only... you are my soulmate and I can't wait to walk down the aisle one day and see u :)
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
i love you with all my heart sasha don't ever leave me ever. when you move to austrlia i will be very sad but you'll be happy so i'll be happy. chase your dreams chica
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: October 2, 2020, 9:48 am UTC
you fucking RUINED me why did you have to screw me over so many times when all i wanted to do is help you i never would’ve hurted you but obviously you didn’t want the feeling to be mutual ?
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:38 am UTC
Hey sash.. Ik you literally despise me but I just wanted to thank you for all of our memories. You were my person. We did everything together, even tho it was through a screen. I know I messed up when I lied. And I regret it so so much. Ily, I hope you’re doing well :) goodbye
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: September 19, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
I’ve been listening to your music lately. It helps when I miss you. If you’re reading this, I hope you don’t take that the wrong way. I’ve always admired you in everything you do, even now.
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: September 13, 2020, 5:27 am UTC
if i wrote you a letter about what i think of you, would you read it? do you want to know what it's been like being in love with you for two years?
From: ABC
To: sasha
Date: September 11, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
you have such a kind soul ? you are such an interesting and precious person and I really appreciate you more than you can imagine
