i love you with all my heart sasha don't ever leave me ever. when you move to austrlia i will be very sad but you'll be happy so i'll be happy. chase your dreams chica

I wonder if you still wear my sweatshirt. I hope it still smells like my perfume and you remember what you lost.

I absolutely fucking hate you. I despise you, i hope your life is as shitty as you made me feel for 2 fucking years.

if i wrote you a letter about what i think of you, would you read it? do you want to know what it's been like being in love with you for two years?

i miss you, ever since you came back, even before then it seemed like you didn't even want to be friends anymore. You met other people, people who make you happier than I do, but I miss your random facetimes and laughing with you about how much we hate this stupid school and I was so excited for our trip but now it seems like you don't even want to go the worst part is you wont even tell me you don't want to be friends, you just barely talk to me anymore when you used to tell me everything and now I don't know anything about whats going on in your life, I just want my best friend back

this is the color of your eyes; my only wish is to be your friend, i cant even think of you loving me - youll never love me. thank you for giving me the ability to enjoy small things cause its the only thing i can do having all the feelings i have and not having a chance to give them to you. i could give you all the love in the world, but you dont need me :( i thought that u could like me too or that i could be your friend but 27th june ruined everything - now im just nothing for you. im happy that you have all those friends and im happy if you are happy. truly. but sometimes i feel so much pain that i think i wont be able to handle it (still everytime i survive). but i will live for all the small things you give me, for your beautiful eyes looking at me (like friends-dont-look-like-that-but-were-not-even-friends), for your smile. youll never read this but still. i love you and i think youre the love of my love :)!
ahaha my love for youu would break my heart in two lets dance !

i miss you and i miss what we had but it just didn’t feel the same after she came along. i hurt for a long time and it just felt like you didn’t care. i’m sorry.

Thank you for always being there for me when I need you. I feel bad because I feel like when it's your turn, I'm never there for you. You saved me. I will never be able to repay you for everything that you have done for me.

je ne sais pas ce qui est pire entre ne pas avoir de tes nouvelles ou en avoir et savoir que tu vis ta meilleure vie sans penser a moi

je t’aime beaucoup. you are the love of my life. i cant wait to keep watching you grow. thank you for everything you’ve ever given me. i cant say it enough.

Hey sash.. Ik you literally despise me but I just wanted to thank you for all of our memories. You were my person. We did everything together, even tho it was through a screen. I know I messed up when I lied. And I regret it so so much. Ily, I hope you’re doing well :) goodbye

Even though I say Im over you, and I truly think I am, If you ever told me you liked me I would drop everything to be with you

I really, really like you. I want to be more than friends. You mean so much to me. I truly appreciate you being in my life. Thank you.

things have been rough lately and it’s hard not to think about the worst, but you make every day i’m alive feel worth it. thank you

Baby... my one and only... you are my soulmate and I can't wait to walk down the aisle one day and see u :)

hey sash, it’s me. I know you seriously HATE me but I j wanted to thank you for our friendship. I won’t ever forgive myself for what I did, and I deserved it, I really did. I just really miss you... hope ur doing well-

im so sorry, i wanted to be able to handle everything but i couldnt. pls dont hate me, i wish you all the love in the world :)

I don't care how bad you treat me, ill still be waiting for you. i'm still thinking about what we could become.

I’ve been listening to your music lately. It helps when I miss you. If you’re reading this, I hope you don’t take that the wrong way. I’ve always admired you in everything you do, even now.

please achieve all your dreams, you inspire me more than you know even though i told you i don't want to speak to you. i said that because it hurts me too much to have the possibility of you coming back be possible, in reality i just want you or i want to know the possibility of what could've been.

i was so in love with you. i was obsessed with you. and with time that’s all we had left. love. obsession. you were my first true love. i’m so sorry we didn’t work. i know you loved me. you never meant to hurt me. i can’t listen to baby blue anymore.

Im sorry you feel like you have no more number one. I wish I could still fill that hole.

i’m missing you, angel boy. please reach out, i can’t bring myself to.

I still hope it’ll be us in the end.

i’m so sorry

everyday without you is another handful of dirt thrown onto my grave. bury me in your indifference.

I really want to talk to you.

Maybe in another universe we confessed to each other

im finally starting to get over you. please dont come back and make it hard for me to forget again

You’re the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen.

I wish I could know how you felt about me

i'm done with you

you make me believe again.

I am in love with you, and you’ll never know. I wish I could be what you want, I wish you loved me.

Hope I didn't ruin the songs you like

You changed my life even if you are not in it, it's been a long time.
But I love you.

i hope someday you can let me go. i know it’s hard.

I wish I would've said something. Cya

was i just another girl to you?

im afraid i will never be able to admit my feelings to you.

I just want to hug you and never let go

I'm slowly beginning to accept it was all a lie.

i like you but idk if i’ll ever tell you

you’re an awesome person. ily so much, i believe that soon we’ll be together :)

i wish i could let go of u as easily as u let go of me
i miss u

it’s hard to accept that what we’re longing for isn’t always what we are needing at that moment

every fall reminds me of u. ur smile and ur wet hair after i had dyed it. please reach out.

I miss that year

I though what we shared was real, you were the first to accept me for me. I'll never forget you.

in my dreams we're still there on that last night and you're sleeping by my side.