it's funny we share the same name now. u were my first love, i still haven't felt like this about anyone else. i think about u every day. you used to make every second of my life better, now your absence makes it living hell. i'm sorry i didn't have the balls to be with you, to comfort you, and made things ugly. i hope everything will be good in another life, as you said. i hope someone will save u, and save me, since we cannot do it for each other. x sasha.