hi. i want to reach out. things are hard at home for me but i know they can be for you too. anyway, everything comes back to you. this is my favorite color and it also somehow reminds me of you. i know we're not really talking, but please know that forever and always i want the best for you. i hope you are in a good place. you are such a good person and you deserve the whole world. don't let anyone convince you otherwise. if they do get to you, i will be here for you -- in your corner -- anytime. you will always be the person that got to me how no one else did and i was foolish to even let you believe you could ever be too much. i was scared to put in effort because i felt so much for you. still do. all in all, you called me your best friend in a letter and that's all i ever want to be now even though it's gone. i miss you.

you are my first love. i will never forget that. i will never forget our first kiss. i will always love you. i wish we talked more.

i literally think im in love with you but it would never work bc we're best friends and id end up ruining the friendship lol

I love you and it was you who made me into I am. It hurt me that you don’t like me anymore. I thought 4 years would be long enough to heal wounds from when we were 13. I miss you and wish you the best maybe one day we’ll reconnect

you don't have to lie to keep me happy. if you know you can't keep a promise just tell me. i'll appreciate it more

You helped me learn things about myself that i never could have imagined. you did so much for me and i am appreciative of that. Sometimes i still miss you...

I mainly fell hard because I wanted to love myself the way you loved yourself. Now I do. Thanks for showing me.

I regret not taking the chance to be with you. You know what they say “you never know you love her till you let her go”

Why all the lies at the end, why all the coldness, why all the deception. All you needed to be was honest and you turned all good memories sour with how it was in the end.

Thank you for loving me when i can’t love myself, you bring so much happiness into my life, i’m glad i get to wait up to your face for the rest of my life, you’re my yellow?

Your the most amazing and beautiful person I’ve ever met. I just cant love you like you love me. I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry

you were my first crush on a girl. I was so scared and didn’t want to ruin anything between us so I kept it hidden. Maybe I regret that now because we barely even talk anymore. I get that you have other friends, friends who are probably way better than me, but just a text would be nice. I love you and I hope you’re happier now.

You are my first real love. you also made me realize i do like girl you made me question myself so bad. but we just aren’t right for eachother, and i should know that but yet i’m still in love with you. we fight every week and i’m on your blocked list every week. but yet i always come back you, cause you just have something special about it. i wish i could tell you this to your face but i’m scared. So Sarah, I love you, and goodnight.

Everytime I see you i feel happy but yet your out of my league but I can't help want to be with you it hurts me so much that I can't be with you

Why didnt u fight harder to help me, u were my best-friend and got a bf and just gave up on me..I wouldn’t give up on u, ever and even tho u r still my bestfriend in my heart I will never rely on u like I used to ever.

i never thought i would meet someone as amazing as you. i'll always love your unapologetic honesty and your never ending loyalty. i love you.

I need you to let me go. I want nothing more than to be your gf but if you can't even give up a little bit of your time to me then there is no way this can work. You know exactly how I feel about things and I have never been dishonest, I'm not sure I can say the same for you. I hate the way you've stolen my favorite songs and how I can't look into blue eyes without thinking of you. please make up your mind and be 100% with me or not. I can't keep doing this anymore.

I wish I could still see you running into my room with your arms wide, so that you could fall asleep in mine.

I don't understand why you did that. Everything was fine. I know we probably wont keep in touch. And thats fine with me.

you are so beautiful and i love you with all my heart (even though i'm bad at showing it sometimes), you're one of the best friends i could ask for.

lets make a frog cake some time soon

I know we're best friends but I caught feelings for u and I'm not going to tell you I don't want to ruin our relation

you broke my heart just like it said you would, but in a way where you broke my trust. i want to talk to you more and help you but ur so lost and just keep hurting me.

please stop hurting me when all I’m trying to do is love you. I didn’t expect there to be this many bad days and I’m holding on to you by a thread that you’re pulling loose.

It hurts to know our relationship ended, but it was for the best. Hope you found the help you needed. Also dont contact me again.

i don't want this to be "right person, wrong time" because i know i'll never find someone like you again.

do you still think about me? do you imagine what things would have been like if we were still together? i do. every day.

I know you miss who you used to be back then, but maybe you’re holding onto that version of you a little too tightly. You’re letting 2019 define you and nothing else. You’re picking apart the past and replaying it over and over again. You’re being really hard on yourself. And I just wanted to let you know that it’s okay if things are different. It okay if you’re different. I think we can both agree that change is good. It allows room for growth. It’s okay to not be as good as you think you should be. It’s okay to grow apart from friends who used to be your everything. It’s okay to be sad. I love you even if you don’t love yourself.

We were bestfriend's but I thought of us as more until you admitted you had feelings for someone else. I was immediately heartbroken and never thought of us as anything more.

Sometimes I can still feel your face in my hands like it was that night.. I should have kissed you. Now I’ll never get the chance.

I constantly wonder if things would’ve been different if I’d taken my chance. Now you’re his, but you never leave my mind.

i went to a party where seven people were sitting around and when asked to raise their hand if u had hurt them, they all did

You are literally one of the most beautiful girls in the world. I haven't seen you in awhile but I saw a recent picture of you today. You are so beautiful. I feel like I've ruined a lot of things. I wish we would've stayed friends but I also don't think I could've because I was in love with you. I say that I'm in love with people alot but I think I was genuinely in love with you and I fucked it up. I'm sorry.

this is a love letter to myself. you finally cut out all the shitty things in ur life !! make sure it stays that way ! you finally found your people and your past self really hopes you don't screw it up.

i miss you so much it physically hurts me. one of the only things keeping me from falling apart completely is knowing that once this is all over we will finally get to see each other. fuck covid

It was cool while it lasted, but it’s over now and I have come to accept that. It’s going to take some time for me to act normal around you again because it’s hard for me to not dislike the situation which registers as disliking you in my mind right now

it was the first time i felt happy in a long time, but i was scared. though there are many forms of first love i found innocent love with you, wanting to hold you in my arms while we talked away our problems and found happiness. though we aren't close anymore, i genuinely wish you'll find the very happiness you and i searched for so many years ago. i love you.

we don't need to use fake names anymore. i want the whole world to know. nothing matters, but you do. i am in love with you.

even though i’m not ready to say it, i honestly think i’m in love with you. i’ve never been in love with someone before, and i’m glad ur my first :)

I know it ended messy and not how it should have. we were young and messy. I wasn't too sure about anything mostly myself. In a way I wish it never happened and we were still friends. But it also changed who I am I'm grateful for that. I hope someday we can dance together again and nothings gets weird between us. Theres always something unsaid between us or maybe thats just on my part but you still mean so much to me. When I roam the city streets I still look out for you hoping we will accidentally bump into each other. Maybe we will in a few years go for a walk along the hillside with a broken bottle of wine gaze at the stars and I'll tell you how much you mean to me.

I saw you in town yesterday. I had a panic attack after. You ruined Halloween and Autumn. Btw your new hair looks like shit x

I said everything wrong but I think even if I said everything right you still would’ve found a reason to leave.

i deserve more. i need more support. i know you mean well, but you’re not ready in the way i need you to be.

I mean like I wish I could say that I loved you but I actually actually have a hatred towards you bean

i love you so much, i know you’re having a hard time right now but i love you so so much you’re so gorgeous and funny i wish i could hug you rn

i miss u I hope things get better for you and you find a space to feel comfortable and safe in. please take care of yourself.

sarah you are an amazing person
I know that things in your life are not going well, that you are probably going badly at certain times but despite that you continue again and again to make others smile and to make them happy
I love you with all my heart and even if you don't feel the same love, it doesn't matter? as long as I manage to make you happy or that you just are

thank you for being my tracy and the cousin that i could go to for anything, i love and miss you so much.

you are so fucking two faced. you will give anything to be in that one group of friends and it makes all your other friendships miserable. all you do when we hang out is talk about how you never get invited to their group hang outs when i want the same thing just as bad as you. i know you keep mentioning me joining a group of girls bc your scared that if any more girls join that group you loose control over the boys. stop being a bitch. i cant take it anymore and i’m watching you complain about how your so lonely and the boys always like your friends and not you. you have life better than all the ppl your complaining to and it’s making all of us slowly start hating you more and more. wake up and realize how much your letting this take over your life and hurt everyone around you

i fall in love with you everyday, and it gives me a reason to wake up. i go to sleep knowing that tomorrow, i get to fall in love with you again.

Thank you for always believing in me. You were the only one who I could trust and the only one who believed in me. I love you and I always have. I will wait for you. I will wait for as long as it takes. It’s always been you and that will never change. Since the first day of freshman year and your smile lit up the room when you walked in. Your the girl for me I just hope you realize I’m the guy for you.