you made me so happy, but when you left you also created an emotion in me that i've never seen before.. complete pain. thank you for being a lesson in my life that made me change and better myself. i still do think of you to this day.

You keep fucking me about and I am so I love with you that I let you. I know we will never be nothing more but it hurts to think we could have been.

everything was perfect at first but now its just werid. i feel like you lost interest and it pains me so much. ive been in love before but this is different. it's true love. but i dont think you feel the same.

i'm shocked you havent asked for nudes yet, or about my sex life or about my body. youre not like other guys, either that or youre not interested

i've never met anyone like you, and i don't think i ever will. you are everything and SO much more that i've wanted in a friend, nothing else can compare. you're such a sweetheart with the kindest soul. i wish you knew how amazing you are. i want only the best for you. i'm so incredibly thankful i got to meet you, and will never forget our memories together. even though we hardly ever talk anymore, you're still my favorite person and i will ALWAYS love you. i don't want to say goodbye to you, i can't. i will forever be here for you, no matter what. i hope you're doing well and living your best life. i wanna give you the biggest hug but you're too far :( please don't forget about me, ily sam.

bitch, if you manifesting me or sum weird shit, stop. get out of my head. or at least be straight up w me like you used to

can't you see i'm giving up. can't you see i'm hurting. i love you. i am in love with you. and i know you're not as broken as i am. maybe you just don't understand how relationships work. i am trying so hard and it's literally burning me out. distance is hard. i wish college campus would reopen again so we can meet, then maybe i will feel better. im just fucking getting tired. i feel like it's one way and it's frustrating. you never text me gm or gn first. you text me back hours later and leave me on read. but i dont know what to do because i know you never had a true relationship. please God show me something because i am so close to just giving up. i am in love with this man. please.

you're pathetic and you need help. Apologize to the people who you've hurt. Just stop being malicious, it's just sad.

I think I loved you the first time I saw you - and the fact that it was only timing that stopped us hurts. a lot. so does how much you love her.

Es imposible que veas esto y aún más imposible que te acuerdes de mi,conocerte fué lo mejor que me paso y quien diria que 3 meses despues estaria rota de dolor,no comia,no dormia solo queria volver a oir tu voz a traves del telefono contandome que tal iba tu día,siempre me hacias reir. Nunca podre olvidar lo nuestro,lo bien que me sentía y podria jurar que era la persona más feliz del mundo. Siento mucho que fueras así conmigo,te queria de verdad y hubiese dado todo por tenerte,nunca te disculpaste,desapareciste sin ningun mensaje de despedida y por eso deberia de odiarte,aunque como tu dijiste ¿seguiremos siendo amigos si se termina? te odio

I just realized it was always her wasn't it? You loved the idea of me and that I was yours because she wasnt at the moment. You wanted me to be "normal" so I toned down but I could never be who you wanted before we dated I waited and watched for a year you be hurt by her over and over and comforting you but you never took your eyes off her and I watched you with her finally when i thought you were mine she wants you I addmit that I was dramatic and insecure but we both had our faults and i hope you realize that I already came to terms with her I used to envy her but she provided me with closure which you did not I want to believe I was never her replacement and believe what you said but you went back in some cases I want you to admit that I was a replacement and you understand what you did or you love me but neither will come from your lips anytime soon so i will say one I love you otay maybe one day I will be able to talk to you without wanting you back

No se como me llegue a enamorar de ti pero me has hecho tanto daño, me has lastimado tanto, las palabras más hirientes que me dijiste una vez fueron tu y yo no somos nada ni seremos nada. Como es que dices eso a una persona que luego de hacer muchas cosas por primera con ella, luego de decirle te quiero te amo, fueron simples mentiras. Lo peor de todo es que sigo para ti a pesar de que no estemos juntos. Pero bueno tendré que a prender a vivir con eso no, solo se que no me arrepiento de nada de lo que hice contigo ya que fue totalmente sincero y por la gran confianza que te tengo. Solo espero que nunca la traiciones por que si lo haces me destrozarias como no tienes idea. Te amo a pesar de todo cariño.

Te voy a querer para siempre, gracias por hacerme la persona mas feliz del mundo, t voy a extrañar todos los dias de mi vida

I always had a soft spot for you growing up, i remember when i would see you after school, and you would put your cigarette behind your back because you knew i didn't like smoke:') you were very sweet, you havent been the same since you got with her, and since you broke up. I wish i felt the same about you still because that was the purest i've ever felt about anyone. even the other year when i saw you by college and you told your friend that i was the only person to ever call you samuel. tbh, you made me feel like the prettiest girl in the world for years. i wish i would have met you on valentines day, that way you might still be the same, i was just too sad about life. i hope the old samuel returns soon.

i’ve moved on & found someone who treats me better than you’ve ever did but i still wish you well.

I never thought you would leave me for that skinny blonde with blue eyes whos git daddies money and whos popular; but you did you left.

I never thought you would leave me for that skinny blonde with blue eyes whos git daddies money and whos popular; but you did you left.

The one time I needed to hear your voice the most, the one time I cried for you....god you're such a jerk.

you really played me for 2 whole years. you manipulated me into thinking you wanted me, you know how bad that hurts? so fucking bad. i hate that it’s been 8 months and i still think about you:( fuck you!

ojalá en otra vida las cosas sean distintas. ojalá en otra vida nos volvamos a encontrar por que se que de ser así, de volver a conocerte, me volvería a enamorar de ti, de tu voz, de tu mirada, de tu risa, tus ideas, tus sueños, tus miedos, de todo lo que te hace ser tu.
te amé, te amo y te amaré siempre.

i love you. i love you so much and i know you don’t feel the same. i just wish it could work. i’m sorry

how much I miss you, you’ve made me feel so loved, miss your hugs and kisses, it’s Nov. 17, 2020 and it’s been 1 months and 16 days from our breakup, I just wanna say I love you so much, and thanks for the best 1 year and 11 months I’ve spent with you... right person, wrong time

u will probably never see this but u are so mesmerising and i’m so in love with every inch of u. pls never hurt or change urself. ever.

i hate the fact you always come back everytime im almost over you, its exhausting, im so deeply in love w you and you know it

I wish I could hug you and have you in my arms again. There isn’t a day where I don’t think of you. We were too immature and young and insecure to really see the true love we had.

hey here’s a list of reasons why ur so special to me bc u deserve to feel appreciated ASF at the least :)))
1. u care about me: that’s kinda rare and people don’t generally do it for that long so literally thank u for that bc ik i can be such a pain to deal with (IM SORRY)
2. U TREAT ME SO WELL: u literally make me feel so special and u know i haven’t had the best experience with any of the men in my life before so thanks for being the first and the best to treat me SO well.
3. u have been the source of almost all of my happiness: i smile every time i see ur name pop up on my phone. i still get that rush of adrenaline every time i get ready to go and see u because every time is so special and i know that i’m gonna come home with the biggest smile on my face. i get teary eyed so many nights bc of the kind words that u say to me even tho i don’t even deserve to hear them- u have the kindest soul of anyone i’ve ever met and it makes me smile to myself to know that ur mine and that i’ve been so luckily blessed to have u in my life.
4. uve given me so many reasons to enjoy my life: quite frankly, u are the light of my life and life without light is pretty dark so i would not be doing half as well if u weren’t here rn or if i hadn’t been so blessed to have met u
pretty much, u have smiled more honestly and frequently than ever because of u and there are so so so many reasons to love u and i wish i could offer u more bc u deserve so much. ur the best and i mean that w my whole fkn heart. thank u.

Why can't I be enough?

I compare myself to her everyday. I know you would go back to her instead of me if you could...

I haven’t given up on the idea of us. I miss you

You’ll never know how much I like and admire you. You’ll never know..

5 years passed and I’m still hung up on u. Idk it could just be me romanticizing the idea of u :/

I always wanted it to be you.

You were my best friend, my brother. Why did you have to give up?

Why are you moving on so fast? Did you even love me like you always say?

I wish you understood how much I loved you

i can’t take what i’ve done back but i can show you i’ve changed if you give me a chance

i can’t take back what i’ve done but i can show you i’ve changed if you give me a chance

i am so in love with you. i hope one day things work out between us and you feel the same way <3

we never even dated but i still ly. if you miss me as well, just text me :)

I miss hearing you laugh

we dont rlly talk but i always find myself admiring u from afar especially when u play bass

I guess it's too late for us.

Sam, my heart still beats for you
Even though you don't feel it beating

you look happier now i'm glad, that's all i wanted, even if it means we never talk again

I’ve learnt to love you until I wish all your pain was mine, just so you’d be safe.

I guess im still in love with you. Even though after that day you never spoke to me anymore.

the connection i feel with you is one i haven’t felt in a very long time. i want to be yours.

I hope the next time I look at this you’ll be a great memory. Wish u liked me like I liked you.

i still think of you i wish we had kept talking we connected so well i had the biggest crush on you

I look for you in everyone.