I don’t want to loose you, I don’t know how to fix this and ik it’s my fault. This I feel has become to an extent toxic for the both of us. And i know ive hurt you and you’ve hurt me and I feel like we just don’t match as well as we used to and I wish we did. But regardless I feel like we’ve both taught each other a lot and I hope if this does end that the good will out weigh the bad for us both,I love you and I always will

Ik no matter what if this ends we will meet again maybe in a couple years, maybe longer who knows but this isn’t the end

i shouldn’t always have to be the first to initiate contact. just text me or call me sometime, you have no idea how special that would be

I wish I never met you, but your presence and our situation has changed me in a good way when I was low

After you left, I had to meet the real me. I miss you but I’ve never been more myself than now. Thanks

this feels so wrong... right? i can't be the only one that feels like this is not how our story was supposed to go. we were supposed to be more than this. i'm begging you to see me.

You broke my heart but now it is fixed, I never loved you the way I thought I did. Have fun with Z.O!

did you pop back into my life like this just to mess with me? to remind me you existed, to cause me more heart ache, and to leave again? this somehow made it worse because now I can’t stop thinking about you

You made me feel special with your words but they were all just lies. I never meant as much to you as you claimed I meant. It took you blowing me off the last time to realize it.

please forget about them. you deserve so much more than someone who only thinks about their feelings and not yours.

Years later I realised all my insecurities were rooted in the way you treated me. I'm so glad I moved on and learned to love myself again.

the worst part of my day is coming on here and seeing posts that could be from you. yes, i check. mostly because when i’m sad, i snowball, and seeing posts like “toxic” and “biggest hypocrite” really feed into that. but no, i don’t send you things in hopes of communication here. this is my first and last post to you here after all of this. i’ve clearly been sitting on this for a while. i obviously don’t know what’s written from you, but i can make a few guesses. i didn’t just up and leave just because. i hit a low point and somehow you made it about yourself. pointing blame at me. and at the point i was at? that was the final straw. i don’t need to look inward about anything further bc it all boiled down to that. within a single hour i got a text saying “hey can you at least react to a message so i know you’re okay” and “you could at least message me back so i don’t have to go through your other friends” or whatever it was. being that i hadn’t been answering anybody, it showed me who actually was a friend to me. who actually cared about my well-being. that is the sole reason. there’s nothing deeper to look into. i am not interested in some back and forth discourse because i made peace with my decision already. i just hope this gives you some clarity, as the posts on here make me think otherwise (though, again, might not even be from you but i feel like after all that has happened i could at least tell your words apart from others). i won’t be checking this website anymore.

I know you’re hurting. They meant a lot to you and in the end you only wanted to be truthful and they made you feel bad about your feelings. Being misunderstood is one of your worst fears and it came true. I’m sorry. But don’t give up because of this one person. There are so many people out there that love you and people you haven’t met yet that also will. You’ll meet people that WILL understand you I promise, just hold on longer.

I've healed now but I will always care and that one moment seeing you still makes smile

i think id come back if u contacted me. meeting new people doesnt feel right. i miss you

U were in my dream. We laughed and talked. I still didn’t get to say goodbye tho. Hope ur doing well

I'm sorry I'll never be able to tell you how much I love you.

i wouldve liked to have stayed friends at least, i really enjoyed having you in my life.

i can’t see a day without talking to you and it pains me to ever think i won’t

you broke my heart and I'll always be angry with you, but deep down I'll always love you.

Why am I still thinking of you a year later.

Making eye contact w u is heartbreaking. There’s so much we both want to say. Say it and I’m urs

I thought you promised that we’d stay together forever?

did you ever even like me?

I rlly hope we get together at some point. I rlly like you.

i really did love you, but i had to end it for both of ours sake

Please love me forever, I don’t think I could love again after you

I became the version of me I wanted you to know instead of the crazy me.
I’ll always love you.

If only you could’ve met me now instead of at my worst. There’s no one like you.

Do you remember my name?

I find we have a lot in common. I genuinely wish you well, it's hard to keep hating after this long

Thank you for making some days interesting !!