You were my first boyfriend. You made me have butterfly’s in my stomach every time I saw you. But I wish that we actually took time to get to know each other instead of rushing everything. I just felt like I knew nothing about you and you knew nothing about me. And that just complicated things. Then came the day you broke up with me. You said that your mom found out we were dating and that she was gonna take your phone. But I didn’t believe that. In fact I heard from someone that that wasn’t the reason. It made me feel more insecure about myself. But when you broke up with me I felt so guilty because you told me you were crying and I was sitting on my bed with no emotions. I wasn’t sad or mad I was actually relieved. I felt so guilty and I thought that I had to feel bad and be sad but those emotions never came and to this day I’m guilty of not having those feelings. But anyways I hope your doing good. Goodbye

Even though we’re broken up you’ll always have a place in my heart and I’ll always be here waiting.