Choose the blue background bc its your favorite color. I miss you more and more everyday. We aren't on good terms right now and its hurting me alot. But you have moved on and so I need to do the same. I pray that sometime in the future God lets us meet again and maybe it will work. I am sorry for the pain I have caused. I still love you. I will forever and always love you. I will always remember you. As the first person I truly loved, the first person I rlly hurted, and the first person to hurt me more than I could do. I will never forget you. I Love You.

I can’t deal with this anymore I can’t deal with waking up feeling awful every day because you’re not here

I always wondered what it felt like to meet a soulmate. I was really losing hope that they were real. And then somewhere out of nowhere, you just strolled into our classroom and sat down next to me. For some reason, I wasn't nervous, I wasn't scared to look you in the eye like I used to be when meeting people. You relaxed me. You changed me. I have forgotten what the old me was like. And that's a good thing. I will be forever grateful, Blair. I love you

Hey, it's me again. It's been over 4 months since we dated. But over a week since we last talker. The last time we talked you told me "I don't like you. You are making me hate myself even more" That stung. I remember when you once told me "You ain't neva even cut yourself before". Well guess what. I do now. I do it every night. I hope you are happy. I don't feel any love for you anymore. Just regret and sorrow. You promised me that you wouldn't hurt me. But you did. You used to tell me "I love you". Now you tell me "I hate you". You said you would always care. Now you longer do. I still care i just don't feel any love for you anymore. I never really opened up to people. But you begged me and promised you wouldn't leave or hurt me. Yet you did. You taught me that love isn't real, forever is only temporary, no one really cares forever, and don't open up because you are only asking to be hurt in the end. Now that I know that i will never open up again. I also choose blue again because it's your favorite color.

i've never had a crush on you or anything so idk why i'm putting this on a website that's supposed to be to your first love but i wanted to say i love you so much. you are one of my best friends in the whole world. i know you're always there for me. i've known you my whole life and i hope i can know you for even more years. i love you so much

I fucking hate St Patrick’s Day because of you. I wish you nothing but the worst for ruining me. You took things from me I will never get back. It’s been 3 years and I’m still struggling. How did you not know I didn’t want it?

I can tell you don't love me anymore, It was expected but it still hurts. I still love you and I probably always will. You're the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm happy you're happy with her.

My best friend told me in order to heal from the traumatic events, I need to really feel them. I think my mind went blank as they happened. But lately I’ve been drawing. Drawing when I see you, drawing when I think of you, drawing semi-abstract images to express what I’m feeling. I dig into the hurt, but so far, I’ve only dug up more. I wonder at what point I’ll be able to move on. I wonder what will happen to me. I wonder if we’ll reconnect at a coffee shop in college. I wonder where you’ll be. I think of everything often. I broke up with my boyfriend. I am single again. Single with no one to tell me I’m not. I am single once again. I wonder also if you’ll ever see this. How is your home? Do you have any friends left.... I’m sorry. It’s hard to type what I want to say. Something is holding me back from typing it out. What is holding me back? Is this a sign of progress in the steps to reconstruct what was broken? Will typing it help? I’ll force myself to, because it’s true. And because I can. I love you, Blair. It’ll always be you, you’ll always be mine. I wish we met in another city or under a different sky. The bright fluorescent lights that were once a sign of hope, remind me only of you. Do you think of me too? Send me a sign. I miss our love. I have no bad words that I could say about you and truly mean. I want you to be happy and successful. If you need anything.... I hope you find it.

kinda sad you’re a trump supporter now. it’s sad you don’t care that my rights are on the line with the upcoming election. atleast i know your true colors.

kinda sad you’re a trump supporter now. it’s sad you don’t care that my rights are on the line with the upcoming election. atleast i know your true colors.

I still check the cancer horoscope, I don't think I'll ever stop loving you

i still miss you everyday even though you hurt me. lets talk this through, we both deserve closure

I wish you would just love me

I’m gonna rage quit soon. Idk when, but it will be soon. It’ll be for the better

You ruined me. I will never have a normal relationship because of you. I hate you.

i had a dream last night that we were friends again, can we make it a reality? i miss you.

I wish I could tell you I love you but I don’t know if we deserve that for each other

you where one of my best friends. i wish you didn’t end things the way you did. i miss the old us

Take the risk and text me

I hate that I only hear from you in my dreams

i hope your happy and you live your best life with her, you deserve it. you deserve to be loved.

i love you more than anyone i will always appreciate you and i think you deserve everything

Blair,

No matter how far you go, the door is always open. For you, Always.

I wish you hadn’t changed so much in such a short span of time. U were a good friend.

will I ever stop missing or wishing what we had would be into worth it? I miss u nd hate u :p

love ya always

i wanna understand u like nobody has before, i wanna know everything bout u in the most innocent way

You might think he left you for me but he left me for you

i’m bummed that you didn’t invite me to your birthday plans. i wish we could go back to old times

I wish I could take back everything that has ever hurt you.

i have never been luckier, my sweet girl

l miss you so much, give me a chance to make it right

I saw you in my dream last night. I miss you every second of every day. I’m sorry, but I do.

I hid this here hoping u don't see it, but if you did then maybe ur trying to fill a void like me

Thank you for always being so kind to me. Especially when your best friend broke my heart.

I miss you so much I regret breaking up with you but Ik you don’t miss me.

pls come back pls come back pls come back plsplspls come back i cant do it without you

Bro please notice me already

I regret not telling you I loved you every time I thought it. Only once in the end, now never again

do you ever think about me

Blair,
I miss you. I regret everything. I wish I take the risk.

My feeling are more important so I can’t love you, you humiliated me.

even though it’s platonic i love you more than i’ll ever love anyone else

I’m sorry, I wish I could take back what I did I miss you but I know you don’t love me anymore.

I miss you so much. I need you back so badly

green is ur favorite, but you're mine. the gentle love u bring me beats all. i love what makes u you

I left you a message where we use to talk

honestly i would much rather you love me but if you hate me then atleast your still thinking of me…