Unsent messages to SABRINA

I love you forever. Thank you for everything. Please forgive me for not trying a little harder.

I miss you a lot. I miss our calls at night where we would just sit there and talk and laugh.

I'm sorry for being such a bad friend.

i gave sm of me to the point where i feel half empty.

You will never understand what you put me through

I'm starting to have feelings for you

I know what you did and it hurts.

You deserve the whole world.

don't ever think you can't survive without a man.

Please don’t be hooked on someone else you mean too much to me

i dont think your ever going to know how much i love you

You could have made the time for me.

U LITTLE FUCKING WHORE CHOKE ON SOMETJING IDC JUST FUCKING DIE I JATE YOU SO MUCH STOP EXISTING YOURE SO ANNOYING WITH YOUR FUCKING HIGH PITCHED VOICE U MAKE ME SO MAD STFU LITTLE FLAT SLUT

i know i'm not good enough for you, but you still put up with me for either one of us. i have yet to find out which one. but thank you

i love you so much i’m sorry i probably fucked up from not eating and you having to tell me to eat everyday but i hope you find someone

Você é minha melhor amiga, talvez seja paranóia minha mas as vezes sinto que não sou tão importante pra você como você é pra mim, sinto muito que a gente tenha se afastado recentemente, te amo muito.

I have a hard time holding people close. And yet you managed to break through my walls and what did you do with my heart? You broke it. I’ll always love you, but I know you don’t feel the same.

youre the first friend i had that truly made me know what love is and i think that ur gonna mean everything to me forever.
you forgive my stupid mistakes and comfort me even when i didn't listen to ur advice
just something about u makes u feel like my soulmate i don't want more then our friendship i just want u to know that ur my best friend
my yellow
i hope u see me in ur dreams too

happy new year. i am still in love with you, do you understand that? please just say the words. please.

I'm sorry for not telling you the truth, it's easier for you to hate me than to tell you that I'm truly head over heels for you but I want you to have a future and I can't give you that, I'm so sorry.

I've always hated that you complain about your problems so much that it invalidates my own struggles :/

I wish you didn't ditch me in school. You were my only friend and now life is so lonely. I hope you feel good with the distance between us :/

i loved you so much. it hurts my heart. i wish i could hold you but i know that you are done with me, as i am with you

i never said goodbye. and even after all you did, if you asked, i would be back before the words came out.

i admire the way you hide me. nobody would know of the pieces of yourself you gifted to me. i am your secret, your shameful, quiet, ignored secret.

how can you look me in the face and say you care more about what people say and think, then you love me. i loved you so deeply on a level that was unhealthy. i would have dropped anyone or anything just to have you. yet you saw my love and used me only when you felt like it. leaving me alone to pursue the people you said you were scared of. i never understood that, i wanted to help you free your demons. but i see that instead of laughing in the faces of dumb, stupid, clueless people who judged other people, you became a coward. I still think about you all the time, but ill never forgive you for the heartbreak you left me in. I never said goodbye, i never said we are done. I sat in my car and cried, i knew that you were bad for me and you weren't ready to face the world together with me as i was.

the amount of love i had for you is embarrassing. i cant believe you used my love as a fucking weapon.

It’s going to get better, I promise. Just hold in there and try to get ready as best as you can. I know it’s hard. It’ll be all worth it in the end. I promise, at least I hope it will be.

I genuinely miss you so much. I know I don't text you anymore since you moved but I hope you're doing good. You influenced me as a person and saved me in the worst time of my life. I never got to say that to you and there are a thousand other things I never said to you too. I took you for granted and I realize that. I will always treasure the time we spent together as stupid kids. You made me feel alive. I miss you so much dummy!! I hope we meet again someday

Sé que fui la primera persona a la que de verdad quisiste y que marqué un antes y después (según esos mensajes que me enviaste); que después de 4 años y de confesar tu amor tantas veces sin ser correspondida; todavía seas capaz de hacerme sentir tan incómoda cada vez que me tocas de esa manera.

I think I was mean to you in 3rd grade and I feel so bad about it. you were my first friend and you didn't deserve it at all I don't know why I did that

There was a moment when I realized I wasn't your best friend but considered you mine for years. I felt like I was always the first one to reach out, so I stopped texting you first in hopes that you would text me first. You never did. We drifted apart eventually, but I think a part of me misses you and our childhoods together. You're a completely different person now. I don't think we could even be friends at this point.

I love you still to the point I hate you... you left me in shambles and didn't look back... I cared for you every second and still got put down and treated like shit... fuck you for getting me to fall for you

i loved you more then my entire existence. i still think about you every single day. i wonder if you ever think of me.

i hope you're okay now. make sure you always have self love. never let anyone or anything put you down. :) from younger you.

u were a manipulative bitch who was fake to everyone who met you but i would still go back to being friends because u made me think we were smth else

Hey it's me; we have been friends for a long time and i finally realized why i get so jealous of your boyfriend. It's because i do like you but the problem is that i know you could and would never like me back. i also don't want to say anything because i'd rather have you a a friend over nothing at all. i just want to say that i love you so much and that if i don't make it out of my battle alive i want you to find this somehow. I want you to know that from the first day we talked i knew you were the one and that i loved you. And if you do find this; hi its lee and never forget; je t'iame.

I don't know why I wasn't enough. I always gave you 150 percent and the most I ever got from you was 30. Why him and not me?

The only way this will work is if you move on, move forward. Forgive, even forget, or else it will be an endless circle
M

I can't breathe when I think of not being able to reach out to you. my chest tightens, my throat in knots, my eyes watering
I love you
MB

I fell in love with you before I knew what love was. it was too young and it broke something inside me that i'll never get back. i wish you nothing but happiness now. it was so long ago but some form of closure was needed.