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how can you look me in the face and say you care more about what people say and think, then you love me. i loved you so deeply on a level that was unhealthy. i would have dropped anyone or anything just to have you. yet you saw my love and used me only when you felt like it. leaving me alone to pursue the people you said you were scared of. i never understood that, i wanted to help you free your demons. but i see that instead of laughing in the faces of dumb, stupid, clueless people who judged other people, you became a coward. I still think about you all the time, but ill never forgive you for the heartbreak you left me in. I never said goodbye, i never said we are done. I sat in my car and cried, i knew that you were bad for me and you weren't ready to face the world together with me as i was.