I was having an okay day for once, I hadn’t cried yet. And then I looked through our old messages and ruined my own day. Honestly fuck you for leaving n getting my hopes up. I really thought we’d work out. Like always it didn’t and now I’m left here hurting wishing it’d go back :/

i think i still like you i dunno, your a peice of shit but your so cute and your personality and i just love you but i shouldnt because im in love with someone else but like wtf is wrong with me lolol

Why did we end up this way, these bruises will take time to heal, the pain we both suffered caused by your pre empting of the worst for us. But all is true, not once did I go behind you and make trouble for myself. I know you will never believe me, but I can't keep sitting here hoping you'll one day come around.

I'm really unsure to be honest about if we will ever get back together again I loved you and I still do and I never wanted to break up with you but I had to. I loved thinking about our future together we were continuously planning daily. It was an escape from reality for a couple of moments before I had to be brung back. Just wish I could build a time machine and make it so I'm old enough to get out of the house so we can be together, unfortunately I cant :( . I think the worst part about all this is knowing I'm never gonna find another you and I'm going to be stuck thinking about you and the life we could of had together for the rest of my life... -zax (sorry for all the run-on sentences lmao)

What happened lol? I miss talking to you so much. I don’t know what I did wrong but I really wish I knew so we could go back to normal. I always knew this was going to happen because it always does but I don’t know I thought you were different for once. I got my hopes up for no reason and now I’m left here wondering where I went wrong. You always made me so happy. I really need that happiness right now. I’m struggling and the chats we used to have kept me sane. But now I have no one and nothing. You made so many promises and told me so many lies even though you’re the one who said lying is a deal breaker. Looks who’s the fucking liar. Why the fuck would you do this? I don’t understand. I told you about other guys and how it always ends and you said it’d be different. I really believed you. I’m sorry I keep randomly texting you but I need to. I just can’t do it anymore. Can we at least still go to nyc please? I need something to look forward to, something to be alive for. Right now I’m just existing but with you I was living. Please come back luv :/

we may not ever talk again but you have so many people who appreciate you dummy. i hope you find endless happiness okay

we may not ever talk again but you have so many people who appreciate you dummy. i hope you find endless happiness okay

i hope you’re doing okay, im sorry for everything. i wish you nothing but the best. <3

ty for being my friend. i’m so happy to have you in my life<3

I will always love you. And maybe someday you’ll come back home where you belong.

There is nothing I want more than to be yo ur girlfriend.

i miss you everyday

I want to show you the stars one day. I want to point out constellations and make you laugh.

i missed coming here to tell you i love you

I wish it was you. I guess we finally know who loved who more,,

I know your terminal and wont see this but I love you man :( your a really great boyfriend

i still have the playlist i never deleted it

thank you for loving me when i didn’t think i was worth loving <3

i know i’m probably not permanent to you but i‘m so glad you‘re mine to love for now

i’m sorry i haven’t been the best partner recently. but i hope u know, i love you sm.

Hey, bub. I miss ya and still think abt u
even after two years. I hope you're good as can be

look at us you and i back at it again

It wasn’t just me, it was you who broke my heart and trust in the beginning.

so into you it’s insane

i cant wait to spend every changing season with you. living feels so exciting by your side

im scared ur eyes are moving other places or that you wish i was somebody else. i hope im wrong ):

why ):

i just want you to love me like i love you

thank you for being there for me. I'll never forget you and our relationship

i heard you go by this now? which is a really nice name. i hope you're doing well these days. <3 ★

When you play that playlist I made I get so nervous. Do you like the music or that I made it?

i wish i could hold you, i really miss you. i feel so homesick

i love you to the moon and back, and i fear i always will my love. please dont forget abt us.

I love you sweet boy

please text me back. you're my best friend, i miss talking and laughing with you :(

I miss us sometimes. Is that weird?

sometimes I wonder if you still think about me

im sorry i get so scared, you love me in a way ive never felt before. i want to heal for you

I hope in the future we could be more than friends, I love you.

i really like you and i think you like me too!! thank you for being so tender and reassuring. <3

I still love you after 3 yrs. I see you doing great things and I told you I know you would succeed.

I’m sorry for my mood swings. I love you so much darling <3

i know i wasnt what you wanted, but you were everything i ever dreamed of.

I wish you could fix yourself so I can run back into your arms and be in love with you again.

I miss you a lot, I wish you weren't ignoring me.

Why did u pretend to love me for so long

Compared to everyone else you have, I guess I'm not that significant. Just know I'm always here, ok?

i love you more than anything in the entire universe. i miss you always.

did you really love me or was that just to impress her?

I’ll never forgive myself, I truly hope you are thriving.

I love you, I’m sorry.