i think abt u every day. ik ur over it all and living ur life but i miss u so much. i wish u would tell me what i did

I don't think I will ever be able to love someone like you. I mean it and I am scared. I have never told you how special you were. I still have that photograph of you that I made. You killed me that night when you rejected to listen when I was ready to tell you how I'd been thinking about you every single second of those damned four months. You made me feel crazy. And I cannot hate you because you were that one human being, who made me feel like no one else makes sense. It's been a year since our last "goodbye" and you're on my mind since then, since forever.

My brain is broken I don’t know how to love and I’m always an asshole, don’t expect words of appreciation coming from I

-this is to yourself or anyone named rose reading this- please don’t give up I know life is being hard rn but you have so much to live for! You haven’t been on adventures with people who love you, you haven’t been on night strolls with friends, you haven’t bought your first pet! So please please stick around for the memories you have not yet experienced! I’m not going to stop you doing what takes your pain away but please think about life whilst your gone how are your parents going to feel? Your sister? Or even your pets? And for the love of god get a new style hehe!

what you have brought into my life is unexplainable. you leave an impact on every person you come across, i dont think you fully realize it. you deserve more recognition, you are a light in this world and i never want it to fade. i hope that this world brings you everything you deserve. i hope it returns to you every smile you have gifted others, every laugh, every moment. you deserve to receive all of the joy you put out. on behalf of everyone who has crossed paths with you, thank you for being you.

i really miss u. u taught me a lot abt self love and sexuality. ur an amazing individual. i just have to work on myself rn.

I felt like a child lost in a store when I was around you. But instead of finding me, you left. Why did you leave?

I just want to dance in the rain. Sit on the back of a convertible going 100 mph. Reach the stars and give them a kiss goodnight. Hug a stranger and hope for the best. Run for miles on an empty beach at 1 in the morning in a dress and no shoes. I just want to live.

I wish that you realized that I gave you everything and loved you from the start and you gave me nothing in return.

I love you. But you’re toxic for me. Ever since we stopped talking my life has been going better. And as much as I want you in my life you don’t want me in yours and I’m better off without you.

i always wonder exactly how easy it was for u to fuck off the way u did. i genuinely hope u one day feel the way i have every day. i wish i hated u.

you still have a special space in my heart. even though it didn't last, you're still on my mind. i miss you

i wonder if you've searched up your name here. im really scared to put your full name just in case you figure out who i am roselin... i've had a crush on you like 3 different times but i just never really acknowledged them until this one... it's been almost a month since i realized that me imagining you in romantic scenarios was bc i had a crush on you. i really thought you had no interest in girls... but ?? i don't know but i would really love to be ur gf and do cheesy stuff with you, you've been one of my best friends for about 4 years now... i really wish i could hug you. love you rosie

how was it so easy for u to leave and never talk to me again?? u didnt even say goodbye. i wish i hated u

I was so young and you were so kind. I didn't even know what love meant and I thought I could learn by watching you. You're a trump supporter now and I'm a lesbian so I guess that's life

I really like you. And it's not that you don't care about me. It is the fact that I can't ask you out. It's unbearable, but I just can't bring myself to do it.

i see your messages on here and get sad because i miss you and you used to make everything better. now we’re just friends who occasionally talk but i still love you more than you’ll ever know.

i see your messages on here and get sad because i miss you and you used to make everything better. now we’re just friends who occasionally talk but i still love you more than you’ll ever know.

i’m just gonna write the paragraph i have for u on my notes so if u see this you’ll probably know who i am cause it’s rlly specific and i told abt this website today SBSKBD i’m scared to actually send it to u cause i feel like it’s too clingy so i’ll just tell u u can look for ur name and maybe you’ll see this ? anyways let me copy and paste ?
rose i love you so so much, u mean a lot to me and i love talking to you :)) u make me so happy and u always help me whenever i’m sad u sent me a fucking paragraph and u have no idea how much i appreciate every single one of them. i love you i wish i could help u as much as u always help me bc i just want u to be happy :( u r an amazing person and let me tell u u r so fucking strong. i’m so proud of you for being here. u also so sweet like i love you wtf and omg i love talking to u SO MUCH like u r so interesting and fun to talk to !! and sorry for always asking if u r mad at me i’m dumb but thank u for understanding wtf. also I WISH I KNEW U IRL like it would be sm fun wtf why do u have to live so far away ? also always remember i’m here for u and i will always be. also i remember one time u were taking to me abt the moon and then u said sorry cause u thought u were talking too much but i swear i was thinking that was very interesting hsksjs also u r so fucking pretty like wtf step on me please ? also it makes me rlly happy whenever we talk :) i’m so thankful for u rose

I'm sorry for everything that I put you through. It feels like so long ago. I wanted you to know that I look back on our friendship fondly and am thinking of you from time to time.

i don’t think i’ll ever stop missing u. i thought u would be in my life forever and u left me as soon as u could.

Maybe you’re better off without me. I Won’t be able to handle you leaving. Is there anything I can do? Just don’t go?

You feel like amber wood.
It’s a warm hug.

The costume died when you left.
I thank you.
You knew I wasn’t going to be one to pull the trigger.
You’re so brave
So strong.
And for that I love you more than I did before.
I release you.
Thank you.
I hope you find the person that gives you sunflowers.

Rose I love you and always have and I want you to be my girlfriend your just amazing and I would treat you right.

i hope you don't find this. we both know that nothing will ever happen between us, but despite that implicit and unspoken agreement, i still can't get you out of my head. i wish i didn't admire you so. i wish i didn't find everything about you so beautiful. i wish i could have been there for you more, especially after how i've watched this year change you. i wish i could give you something better than all of the hardships you've been put through, but we both know that my commitments lie elsewhere, in more ways than one. if you find this, assume it was for someone else– it's not your name anyways. you don't know it, but i will always love you, whether i want to or not.

I hate the fact that i loved u so much and sometimes I still do, but i think u didn't loved me.. I hate u K.

Wish I had the guts to tell you how pretty you are

I miss you, I don't like how we left things.

i don’t understand why you blocked me after everything we’ve been through together.

I still hear your voice like an echo. I think I’ll miss you forever. To know me is to know you.

I could be lonely with you.

I actually didn’t say any of it and I wish you would’ve believed me.

tell me happy bday for once its been 4 yrs and youve never told me ill use my bday wish if I have to

maybe if we loved each other less we wouldve realized it shouldve ended sooner

i buy your favourite snack almost everyday, it's my favourite now :')

I will forever love you my dear.

You said we had plenty of time. I would do anything to watch the sunset with you again.

I remember you showing me this, lm sorry for missing you xo

can we rewrite our friendship and delete the part where you betrayed me

I wish it wouldn't hurt me so much to stand up to you

I wish youd give us another chance. I pray about you all the time

maybe in another universe you didn’t abandon me because i was too inconvenient.you know who you are.

i think about u everyday & missing u hurts me sm. maybe in another universe

Hi bae I still miss you I want to text you but can’t but I love you so so much <3

u are the most caring and
wise person i’ve ever met. no one can make me laugh as much as u ❤️

I'm so pathetic like this, never knowing if you think about me like I think about you.

I miss you so much my chest hurts. I wish you could talk to me again

My love for you will live on forever even though you did not.

out of 8 billion hearts, i fell for a heart that doesn't beat for me.

i think we could do it if we tried !!

please rose, all i'm asking is for one chance:)