I’m really sorry I wanted to be with you forever but I understand you didn’t want that I can see you falling out of love and there’s nothing I can do about it

I wanted it to last forever you didn’t and that’s fine I just wish I could have stopped myself from saying what I said

hey bubs, ik youll never read this but i need you to know how much i love you. you make me so happy, but its never going to happen. you dont love me like this. thanm you for everything bubs :)

hey bubs, ik youll never read this but i need you to know how much i love you. you make me so happy, but its never going to happen. you dont love me like this. thank you for everything bubs :)

i love you so much, it's crazy TBH. you make me so happy and im so lucky to have you! i want to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what. again, i love you so so much. p.s. you're the most beautiful person i've ever seen, and i'm not just saying that :D!!

i have never wanted someone’s attention the way i want yours. i’m tired of begging, of pleading, of being kind to you when i’m not even being granted a text back. i’ll still look at the moon and hope you’re looking at it too.

You are my best friend and my soulmate. It hurts right now bc you don’t see it but I know deep down that we are meant to be together snd I will wait for as long as I need to.

I always think of the time you wanted to take me to see christmas lights...I was busy being loyal to a guy I didn’t even love.

you literally don’t care about me at all. and wouldn’t care if you never saw me again. idk why you have my heart

i’m shouldn’t b apologizing but i am and i’m sorry we ended the year in bad terms i love you but we’re not good for eachother

you meant the world to me, and you threw me away like i was nothing. im sorry for wasting your time and that i wasnt enough for you.

i love you for being with me. i hate you for breaking my heart. i wish we could go back to being friends

you are my everything. really, truly. i wish i could ease things up for you a bit. i wish a lot of things. but i want you to know how much i love you and want you to be happy. more than anything, i love you.
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hi ahaha I’ve kind of liked you for a while and idk I just don’t know how to tell you because we are so close and I don’t want to fuck everything up and you like one of my close friends and I can’t do that to them but you just make me feel so happy and I just want to spend all day with you because we have the most genuine convos and I love seeing your eyes crinkle up when you smile and when you shout HI LUCY when I see you or when you joke around when you message me it makes me so happy and when you got angry and stopped talking to me I was so upset I had nobody I could tell all the random things I needed out of my system. you have calmed me down when I have panic attacks or when I don’t want to me alive anymore (but you didn’t know that) you have always been there for me and I hope you could say the same for me (ur fav colour btw)

what the fuck. i hate that im back here. but my head is just overflowing with questions. i know you'll never see this, but for some reason i still hope that you'll come back and at least explain to me why you left. why you lied to me. i really thought you loved me. you're the reason i have trust issues. you're the reason i hate myself and why i wonder why I'm never good enough. because of you I'm hurting others. but i don't hate you. i could never. and i hate that I'm even writing this. i want to say you're a piece of shit but you're not. but until i get an explanation, you're a piece of shit, river. i loved you. and i hate that i told you i did and i hate that i let myself get hurt by you.

it's now 2021. too much time has past since we were whatever we were. i let go of my claim on you- you're happy with her, i know she makes you happy. don't forget i existed okay? okay.

I miss you so much, but I respect you even more. Your move.

youve made me feel so guilty . im still hurt by you , deeply .

i did love you

i didn’t expect this to happen i wanted all of your love but now you like someone while dating me

you’re gonna hurt him too

i wish it couldve been me

Ik you’ll b a star in someone else’s sky but why

You’ll always be the one no matter how badly you hurt me. Tell our son I’ll miss him too. I love you

i’m not with you, but of you. and whatever else it comes to.

I still love you, I still have those flowers you give me for our 7 months. Come back.

You are the best thing that ever happened to me

you can text me.

You are one of the best people I’ve ever met. Love you lots <3

sometimes i find myself wishing you would call; please call, riv.

i think i like you back.

i keep going to the skatepark hoping to see you, i miss talking to you and seeing your face

i’ll come if you call

i was supposed to be a girlfriend not a mother. i wasn't expecting to date a two faced toddler

im still living with open wounds from what you did to me, all I did was care about you

I think I’m finally done waiting on you. I deserve more than this

The flirting isn't a joke I wanna be with you

OMG UR ACTUALLY SO SWEET love u pookie<333

i want to talk to you so badly but i feel like im disappointing and/or bothering you

have u told her all the things we've done together, the things "just friends" don't do?

dance me all around the moon

you'll always have a place in my heart too. i just don't know if i could ever reach out to you again

I like you so much

I wish things would've turned out differently

im sorry, im too scared to be vulnerable. i still want you though

i wish we got married and had kids. i wish i never went through your phone. i’d be so much happier.

you used me and yet i still feel love for you

I would wait lifetimes for you if I had to.

i will always love you, my heart, my soul, my home, my River. some bunny loves you.

i wish we could’ve stayed friends. i just couldn’t handle the way you seemed to change