Unsent messages to RICHARD

i hope your happy, sometimes i think about you and what we could've had but thats okay its best we're apart. you broke my heart and made me so conscious on the way i looked with all the pretty girls you cheated on me with

i wish i could hate you, but i still dream of you almost everynight. maybe in another lifetime loser. until then, youll always have my heart

timing was never right for us. but i think we would have been a cute couple together. even though i havent talked to you in almost two years, i still think about our future life together. is that weird? sorry. im not saying that it would have worked out effortlessly because there was some sort of resolved hatred for me that you had. im not sure why, maybe because i rejected you in middle school. but to be fair i was dating someone else and you were being a creep. i guess i am just writing this as a final goodbye to you, to me, to what could have been because 2021 has just started and i need to just stop hoping that one day you would magically snap me back or dm me and tell me we should go on a date. i hope that in the future we can be friends again if you want, but im done thinking of you.

Fuck you fuck you fuck you. I was always there and you said you’d never leave but god forbid when I needed you, you were nowhere to be found you never meant the I love yous you never cared. But at the end of the day I still love you so much. I healed you from that bitch but you always ran back to her but I know if I had the chance to run back to you I would to, but now that you don’t even act like I exist anymore I know I’ll never have that chance. So fuck you, but I still love you

You really took a toll on me
But your right, it wasn't meant to be
Let's hope I'm over you by next year

You became one of my very first friends when we met at 4 yrs old. You were my very first crush and one of my best friends. I wish I would have seen your message sooner and I’m sorry I never made time for you. You’re gone now but just know that I’ll always love you. At 24 you were taken so soon but just know that those 20 years of knowing each other were truly my favorite times. I miss you & I hope you’re in a good place & hopefully I’ll see you again one day

i’m happy that you found her , even if that her isn’t me , wish it sometimes was but she is the person you see like i see you :)

you broke me to my lowest point. You have no clue what love is but I wish things were different between me and you ,now I have to let you go soon and its gonna break my heart to pieces. the reason I haven't done it yet was because I'm alone and lost without you...I love u

Loving you was probably my biggest mistake, but I'm sure I'd take the pain and do it all over again, My sweet bubba

i still think about the short times we spent and how i pushed you away only to realize i wanted you either way.

When I’m about to go to sleep, sometimes I daydream about the times when I’d be laying on your chest and you’d caress my face in your bedroom. I can remember so many details from my memories and almost feel your touch. I don’t love you anymore. But I don’t not think of you anymore.

i miss you so much and i really have no reason too. We didn't even date but its just something about you that im just not ready to let go. i was always hoping that you'd ask me to be your girlfriend because i really believed you when you said you liked me but im now realizing i never even had a chance. you'll always choose her, exactly how you chose her over me. if you werent ready for something you shouldn't have lead me on or even told me you had feelings for me because now all you say seems like lies to me, but if im being honest, i cant hate you. I never will. i wasn't lying when i told you how much i really liked you and how bad i wanted something between us but clearly, you didnt feel the same. At this point, idk if i love you and that's why its taking me so long. its been 8 months and im still secretly hoping you'll come back somehow but for now this is best thing i can do to say how im feeling. i miss you richard.

I hope you are happy in your new relationship and wish nothing but the best. I know its time for me to move on

i don’t hate you. I wish you would confess your love to me like some cheesy romcom. I miss you. I dream about you. I still love you. I thought you wanted me to move on?

You cheated and said you will change. I gave you another chance after you left me broken, but you broke me even more this time and the worst of it is that I still love you, but you never loved me back. V

You cheated and said you will change. I gave you another chance after you left me broken, but you broke me even more this time and the worst of it is that i still love you, but you never loved me back.

You cheated and said you will change. I gave you another chance after you left me broken, but you broke me even more this time and the worst of it is that i still love you, but you never loved me back.

It’s been 2 yrs and I still miss you. Every. Day. I look for you in everyone I meet. But none of them are you.

It’s been 2 yrs and I still miss you. Every. Day. I look for you in everyone I meet. But none of them are you.

It’s been 2 years & I still miss you. Every. Day. I look for you in every one I meet. But none of them will ever be you.

It’s been 2 years & I still miss you. Every. Day. I look for you in every one I meet. But none of them will ever be you.

It’s been 2 years & I still miss you. Every. Day. I look for you in every one I meet. But none of them will ever be you.

you left me like I was nothing. all i wanted was you, but i wasn’t good enough for you to stay. i still love you.. i hope you’re well and i’m proud of everything you’ve accomplished.

you left me like I was nothing. all i wanted was you, but i wasn’t good enough for you to stay. i still love you.. i hope you’re well and i’m proud of everything you’ve accomplished.

I will always love you. All I wanted was you but I wasn’t enough for you. It took time for me to realize but it’s okay.

I loved you so much even though you made me feel weak, worthless and nothing. I still loved you after everything you've done and said to me. I fucking hate you Richard. I hate you. I hope you never find happiness. fuck you

I don’t believe in god but I’ve been praying that it’ll be you I spend the rest of my life with. I hope he’s listening

You broke my heart and told me it was all a prank. I watched you choose my best friend over me. You made me lose myself. Its been years and you still cross my mind. I hate you and I'm going to prove to you and the world that I deserve love. Bye Richard, you will always have a special place in my heart but I've grown up and I realise that you were never worth it.

we both know i didn't deserve that. i wonder if ur friends ever stopped and wondered "if only she knew"

Thank you for teaching me the lessons I needed to learn. I’m not upset anymore and I miss having you as a friend.