Unsent messages to MATTIE
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: June 25, 2025, 2:24 am UTC
even after you left like that i’m still here , im still in love with you. i’m here anytime, always.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: May 30, 2025, 2:05 am UTC
I still like you but I’m done chasing you.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: May 16, 2025, 10:37 pm UTC
I still want the life we talked about together… I love you, I can’t forget you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: April 8, 2025, 11:51 pm UTC
Am I crazy or are you writing them abt me dolly
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: March 21, 2025, 4:44 am UTC
I still have the letters and the movie ticket…
Maybe one day
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: March 20, 2025, 1:17 am UTC
You are still the women I want to spend my life with.. I’m sorry I still loves you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: February 8, 2025, 1:00 am UTC
sitting on the porch hoping
you’ll pass by
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 12, 2025, 7:51 am UTC
i miss you. its been almost 2 years since we last talked. you just..disappeared. imy bubba.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: December 10, 2024, 2:36 am UTC
i wish i never hurt you…i’m sorry for everything, little bug
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: December 6, 2024, 11:32 pm UTC
I lied. I didn’t see you in the street yesterday. I just wanted an excuse to talk to you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: September 11, 2024, 4:35 am UTC
I can’t express how grateful I am to call u friend. u taught me how to be confident and soft again.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: August 23, 2024, 9:34 pm UTC
i know you don’t care about me at all , but i just wanted to say i love you.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: August 11, 2024, 3:38 am UTC
Hey I really hope you know I've had a huge crush on you for like ever and I really miss you<3
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 19, 2024, 11:59 pm UTC
I still haven't finished Dexter. I hope we can finish it together someday.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 19, 2024, 5:36 pm UTC
I still think our story isn't over angel
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 18, 2024, 8:36 pm UTC
I miss when you were in love with me. I would do anything to get your love back.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 3, 2024, 4:20 am UTC
I wish we worked out. You were my everything. I miss you more than words could ever express
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: May 5, 2024, 5:04 am UTC
you make me grateful i left boston, or else i would have never met you <3
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: April 21, 2024, 4:19 am UTC
I know you don’t care but can we please talk one more time? I need closure so I can let go of you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: February 10, 2024, 5:16 pm UTC
i feel like im annoying you all the time. i love you
:3
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: November 14, 2023, 3:07 am UTC
i’m sorry we didn’t know how to be what each other needed. having a sister was nice <3
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: November 6, 2023, 4:48 pm UTC
I think that will haunt me for a while and I'm worried for when I see you again :(
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: October 25, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
I still check on your posts daily to see if your okay. Just how could you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: October 21, 2023, 5:40 am UTC
I hope one day you come back around. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: October 17, 2023, 4:29 am UTC
my poems about you write themselves. my heart still aches for you.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: October 11, 2023, 7:46 am UTC
I look at you the way I look at sunsets, you heal my inner child.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: September 7, 2023, 3:14 am UTC
I dream about those eyes of yours 24/7, that pretty shade of green, and your smile
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 31, 2023, 3:25 pm UTC
youre my favorite. dont ever think otherwise
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: July 14, 2023, 2:37 am UTC
i'd come back if you'd just call, little bug.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:59 am UTC
I can’t write these to you anymore. I can’t write letters in my journal to you anymore. I see now that I can’t hold out hope like I have been these past couple weeks. I can’t apologize enough to you for letting my imagination run wild and letting our past interfere with us. I’m not able to understand the neurotic heuristic phenomenon that took over that night, but I will one day. I deeply regret ruining our relationship and causing you to close yourself off completely from me. Knowing what I’ve done to ruin your openness and your view of me has been enough to completely ruin me. I can’t forgive myself for any of it, and it just feels worse with time. I’m so sorry it went down how it did. I’m so sorry that I still miss you and think about you every waking moment. I’m so sorry we won’t have a future together.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:33 am UTC
i don’t know if I’m misinterpreting who these messages are to. i don’t want to be your best friend. i don’t think we were or weren’t “meant to be”, but i think we put in equal efforts to a relationship and tried and that’s what’s important to me. i can’t imagine myself without you and it hurts to hear you call me your soulmate in a friendly way. what does that even mean?
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
i just want to write you walls of text about my days and trace your face and tell you about my new plants and how i read the books you told me about but i can’t do any of this anymore and it is killing me
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:45 am UTC
every day i lay here and wonder how it is i seemingly meant so much to you and yet you let me go so easily
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:18 pm UTC
hiding our polaroids around my house so i’m not tempted to throw them all out in fits of anger and sadness
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:52 pm UTC
i’d inflict any amount of pain and go through it all over again if it meant i could still be with you.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:57 pm UTC
I don’t feel -that- way anymore but I wish you knew I’d give you my life and realised your own self worth.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:24 am UTC
I fall more in love with you everyday. The way your eyes light up when someone mentions your current hyperfixation. I love you
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: November 26, 2020, 4:03 am UTC
Hey. I don't know where you've been, or what you've been up to. I hope your safe. I haven't told anyone this, but I think I've liked you since like 5th grade. You were my first crush, and that's so silly of me to say. But I don't think I'll ever be able to stop picturing you in my mind. I miss you Mattie.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
so you were so nice and when I first met you I thought you were different but the I realized you were just like all the assholes in the world sorry not sorry bitch
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: October 6, 2020, 8:42 pm UTC
Hey, I know we are talking as just mates but I annoyingly kinda like you and I want to see where things go.
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
i wanted us to work out so bad. you made me feel things i've never felt before. i still have small hope we'll come back :(
From: ABC
To: Mattie
Date: September 7, 2020, 4:24 pm UTC
i’ve hoped every day since i left that you’d reach out and tell me we’re back on again. every night i lose sleep.
