i hope we get married and live together forever. i know we’re only 17, but I feel it in my bones, my soul. we are so connected that it’s almost unreal. my lover and best friend... i will love you forever and ever. never stop being you. you are my source of air, of life, my will to wake up in the mornings.

i still think about you all the time. i’d take you back in a heartbeat. i miss feeling comfortable telling people things because you’re the only one who ever truly cared. i’ve been in a dark place recently but i do rly miss talking to you cause you made me smile. maybe dm me? i shouldn’t have ended it -

You’re my happiness. All I can ever think of is you and you’re the first person I want to tell things to.

You broke me heart into a million pieces but no matter what you do I’ll always care about you, always.

Honestly fuck u for breaking my heart you'll never know how much I cried over you I moved on now well maybe...

i wish the distance didn't kill u. i think we really could've had something perfect. i hope u find what u need

i am terrified of what i'll feel if we meet again. that doesn't stop me for looking for you everywhere.

i miss you so much my heart physically aches. please text me. it feels like a part of myself left with you.

i tried so hard to make us work. i gave you so many chances and i kept coming back to you because i loved you. now you’re gone forever. we’re just strangers with some memories. iloveyou ♡

If it was that easy for u to end everything then you never cared as much as i did. We could have had such a beautiful relationship. I wish you the best.

from ‘pumpkin’

I love you man. Thanks for getting me through everything. You're the one person that was there and is still there for me. I love you so much. Literally date me lawl.

i think i've finally learned how to let you go. i have learned that we do not love the same way, and that's okay.

Rhys I loved you so much, I’m sorry I ruined it all. You were my everything. I miss you. If you find this, please come back. I don’t want you to be dead anymore.

what are you so afraid of? i know you’re falling for me and you already know how i feel. what’s holding you back?

I really was in love with you and i thought you felt the same. I just wished you could’ve give me a second chance

i want to hate you for what you put me through. but like i told u before, no matter how hard i try i can’t hate you. but sometimes i wish i did.

Fuck u for what u did to my family, i relive it everyday.
u traumatised me, a 10 year old little girl.

my bean, i’m sorry i wasnt the person you deserve, i’ll keep trying till i am, maybe one day i’ll b with you again

you used to show me love so passionately & consistently. why'd u stop? i'm stressed too but i'm trying so hard.

i just want to be shown off or at least for people to know you're in a relationship. it still feels like you're hiding me. why?

Fuck off I hate you but honestly I'm grateful for the 6 years so thanks I guess. Just a future tip - next time don't get your twin to break up with your girlfriend it kinda hurts

i'm sorry, it's not your fault. i didn't want to hurt you. i just have a personality disorder, i thought i could control it. i clearly couldn't. ily

idk why i miss u. u never rly even knew me. but u were so happy when i was with u it made me forget how miserable i was. thank u for that.

i give you everything i have to offer, i put you before me and everyone in every situation but do you do the same? i’m a project to you. something that is an achievement for getting in another ones pants. please just look at me the way i look at you. you act like you do, and sometimes i really believe it’s real, but then you’ll date her. what am i to you? am i something special or am i what i’ve listed above. whatever you’re doing it’s killing me and i don’t know if i’m gonna be here much longer as i’m struggling so much myself. you’ve taught me what it feels like to be loved but also to be neglected. i want you more than you’ll ever know. you told me that there’s ‘something about me’ that you love. as much as i know it’s all lies i refuse to admit that to myself. all i want is you, i don’t want anyone else. please realise what you’ve done to me. please.

i dreamt about you last night. i hugged you for the first time in six years.

i’m sad that we didn’t work out. i miss talking to you everyday.

You are my home, sweet boy. I can’t wait for the rest of our lives together. ♡

Sometimes my heart aches thinking of you

ive been in love with you since we were four - why do you have to be so clueless?

I hate that I'd forgive you for everything you did to me.

I'll kinda miss you):

Finally letting go of the hope that you’re going to apologize and we can talk it
I’m glad

u will forever be the loml. im sorry i get so upset w u. im trying to be better. i promise.

i still half expect to wake up to a notification saying you added me

Ive never felt like this with anyone before<3

u have no idea how bad i have it for u -

please just talk to me you have no idea how much I admire you in class

still miss cuddling in my bed with you. i wish i could move on but always find myself waiting :(

I wish I knew how you feel about me now, maybe I’ll ask some day

You're a good friend, thank you for being kind to me

i still love u rhys. why did u throw our love away?

i miss our connection but i guess i need to get better at being better.

u were my first kiss, first boy i hugged and first boy i felt that safe with.

ill never not love you rhysey poo
im sorry i get mad at you
i just care too much

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I love you, I wish we could go back to what we had. I just wanna hear you say ily one more time

i’ll love you forever. there is a gaping hole in my life now you’re not in it and i’m aching for u

she's not the one


i love you and i miss you please come back

i’ll get better. for you, and myself

Ur so cute I wanna hold ur hand during chem all the time