Our colour was yellow. I don't miss or love you anymore but I hope that you are doing better than I am. Kinda hope you reach out to me

No voy a encontrar a alguien como tú nunca, pero estoy feliz porque se que di todo de mi para que funcionará.

9 años...
2 confesiones...
2 rechazos...
1000 lágrimas...
Aún no lo entiendes ??
Siempre fuiste tu y nunca lo tomaste enserio.

i know i wasn't important enough to be considered your first love. but you were mine. and it haunts me.

You are all I think about it’s insane and sometimes I wish I could get you out of my head so I can move on with my life. I could never forget you.

You are all I think about and it’s insane considering how long it has been since I’ve seen you. I can’t get you out of my head and sometimes I wish I could so that I could move on .

Siempre te consideraré el amor de mi vida y a la persona que más he amado, déjame decirte que amas muy bonito, y que cada vez que miro a la luna, susurro “te amo de aquí a la luna. A pasitos de tortuga”, esperando que cuando la mires. Recuerdes esa frase. :(

It's hard for me to hide my feelings, we are friends but I still love u in so many ways, sadly u don't see me like I do, it hurts but I want u to be happy with her.

you never knew how many times i looked into a mirror, and wished that i was her. because then maybe you’d finally love me back...

I know you are the one for me, and I know I am the one for you. The way we knew each other, the way we laughed, the way I wasn't afraid to be myself with you, and the way you weren't afraid to let me see your ghosts. I hope one day we can dance under the stars. Because since day one, I have been falling like them.
“I'm gonna hold you so close, I swear to God, I'll never let go”

Hey, i miss you. I wish we could go back. I’m sorry for everything i’ve done and everything i’ve put you through. I wish I could do something to make it better but I can’t, unfortunately. I want you to be happy, I want you to find someone that makes you happy. It’s going to hurt seeing you with somebody else but I have to get used to it, I have to get used to the fact that we’re not gonna get back together because it’s over. I wanted to tell you that i’ve change, i’m not the person I used to be but it’s to late for that. It’s to late to tell you all these things, I should’ve tell you when I could. I miss you more than anything in this world. I love you forever and always.

Things are going to have to end soon but I can't bring myself to do it. I'm so grateful for what we had.

Ive never felt this way about a person before. Im sorry i haven't been feeling like myself lately, I miss you.

it hurts that I always have to start up our relationship again like you don't care, even though i know you still think about me every time you hear that song.

Ive been having thoughts about dying lately, maybe if i did then you would actually care. But you're the only person keeping me from doing it.

U wanna know what hurt u and my best friend were crushing on eachother and I had to sit there and support her and at home I'd cry my self to sleep for not being confident to express my feelings

It took me nearly a year to get over you just to find out you never loved me there will always be a place in my heart for you.

It sucks that we never happened but remembering u say those words at the halloween dance still makes my heart flutter

It sucks that we never got to be a thing, but remembering u saying "I like u" at the dance still makes my heart flutter

every single thing reminds me of you. there isn’t a moment where you’re not on my mind. please come back, i need you.

I loved you even though you hurt me so much. I would keep coming back and still be attached each time. You kept saying you changed when you didn't. You kept using me for my body when you knew yourself, I have an issue with it already. And now you want to be together, after all I went through. Saying you changed but are the same person each time. The more you love me, the less I love you and myself.

I've always thought you were cute but we make such good friends. I dont want to ruin that but if you ever felt the same way maybe we could have something before we leave for college

Hey okay idk how I feel about you I really do love you, but well.. there is this other dude and he treats me so much better than you do and well.. mm I don’t know anymore you really hurt me til the point I didn’t want to even talk to my family it really hurt, and after all that I still said “I love you too” You said you needed time and I did wait for you I promise that but listen while you took time I found someone.. I see him merely as a friend only though.. Sometimes I wonder if me and him could become more and if I would actually be happy with him. More happy than you made me.. Because I gave you my everything, you were the first person I wrote paragraphs for, the first person I told my whole family about, the first person that I thought of day and night, you may have not been my first love but you were my first and last to everything, and I know just being with you hurts me more, I can’t see you live life without being happy I want to see you happy, I’ll try to make you happy like I did before doesn’t matter if you hurt me again, I gave everything up for you..

you're a fucking trump supporter. i hate you. i hate you so much. you broke my heart. in so many ways. i wonder if keeping your friends was worth it. i fell for you so hard. so so hard. i loved everything about you. sometimes my mind still wanders to you. sometimes i wonder if i imagined it all. were the heart eyes and hands all fake. did i really imagine it all? did you not look at me like i was everything? was that all a lie? at the end of the day when im lying in my bed, i miss you. i miss you so fucking much. i hate you. i hate you for being a horrible person. i hate you for being everything i hate all in one person but tricking me into not seeing any of it. i miss you. i hate you. i love you.

You hurt me so much. I was so far broken that I am still patching up the wounds you left 6 years ago. Thank you so much for teaching me how to be afraid of anyone who shows remote amounts of interest. Hope no one does the same to you

It’s funny because I only knew you for a couple of hours or maybe less, but your stuck in my head. You weren’t like the other boys. You were kind and put your arm around me and I felt safe. I wished you had kissed me.

I wish I can go back in time and meet you again and do things differently... I wish we weren't strangers.

I wonder if... if I had told you sooner... if you ever said anything about how you felt... if things would be different than they are now

I thought you would run back to me by now like every other time :/ I miss you so much. I hope you’re okay

i was so in love with you that you cheated on me and i stayed... did you start taking me for granted? i thought i'd always been the girl of your dreams

The feelings have faded since, but they might still be there... a little bit... i’m still unsure. We were both dumb and probably toxic toward each other in hindsight but i’d do it again in a heartbeat. you made me feel safe and like i was good for something. i wish i was less clueless. then maybe i could understand you.

It’s been 2 years I don’t miss You I just miss us it still hurts that I see you happy and have to act like we never happened you were 4 years of my life, my first love and I miss the way we used to be

Ter que conciliar você me magoando todos os dias, com faculdade e estágio, sem apoio de psicóloga porque nenhuma aceita convênio (várias já me recusaram), só mostra que eu sou forte demais. Eu sei que no futuro você vai querer voltar nem que seja por uma noite e estragar todo o trabalho que eu tive até agora só para inflar seu ego e se sentir amado por um minuto, mas nem pense nisso! Eu sou muito forte. Eu passo por tudo sozinha sempre, você me ensinou a passar por tudo sozinha. Você tirou todo o crédito que eu tinha com meus amigos a ponto de não quererem mais escutar o que eu tenho a dizer sobre como me sinto e não culpo eles. Entendeu? Você é nada perto de mim. Eu sou muita coisa para você. O destino não quis que ficássemos juntos porque ele sabia disso. Seria como colocar tudo o que eu sou em um potinho que é a sua vida, eu definharia.

i always hoped you would return my calls yet, you never did. you hurt me so much but my arms are always ready for when you want to comeback. please comeback. i miss you.

You’re definitely not my first love but you taught me a lot of things. I think it’s good that I noticed how insecure and manipulative you were and how people who aren’t happy with themselves with definitely have sex with anybody and destroy the people they’ve been with. I know this sounds hostile but it’s just a honest realization

Docente que una persona puede ser la correcta, pero en el momento incorrecto. Sinceramente no creo que nosotros fuéramos eso, lo nuestro jamás se dio, la timidez fue mayor para mi, jamás te puede hablar en persona, pero me enamoré de ti por tu forma de ser, por lo que me contaba tu mamá de ti, eras y eres lo que siempre deseé para mi. Tenemos muchas cosas en común, y tal vez era un poco pesada contigo, pero los nervios al verte me ganaban, quisiera haber sido más valiente y poder conversar contigo, saber si aunque sea pudimos haber sido amigos, creo que una amistad entre nosotros hubiese sido linda y nos hubiese ayudado a ambos a sanar. O tal vez no estaba enamorada de ti, quizás amaba la idea de que alguien me entendiera por lo viví, ambos tenemos la misma herida en el corazón, y es difícil sanar, pero me quedo con lo lindo, con esas miradas en el gym o en el insti, con todos esos recuerdos que sentía que había algo lindo entre nosotros. Quizás la vida nos vuelva a juntar, o tal vez no, pero quiero que sepas que te deseo lo mejor en cada uno de los proyectos personales y profesionales. Me siento orgullosa de donde estás y del chico que eres ahora.

It finally happened. You finally unblocked me and honestly, it's taking everything in me to not text you right now and ask you why you did what you did. I want to call you and cuss you out and tell you everything about how you fucked me up. It's been a year and I'm still unable to trust people. It's been a year and I am still so hurt that I won't allow myself to open my heart to anyone because I am so traumatized and scared that they are going to hurt me as you did. You hurt me so bad, and the worst part of all is that I don't think you even know that you did. I just want you to know that no matter how much I try to move on, I am still stuck on you. And not in the loving way, in the way of wanting to understand. I want to understand why you did this to me. Why out of all people, you cheated on me. You decided that I was the girl to cheat on. I gave you everything, I introduced you to my entire family, I cooked, cleaned and bought you things. And I received nothing. NOTHING but hurt and trauma in the end. There are so many unspeakable things you did to me, the times you hit me and the time you threw my phone at the wall because YOU cheated on me. So many things that you did that truthfully changed me to my core. I am no longer that girl you met a year ago, I could never be her again. Because she was doing so much better in life before you came and now I am forever imprinted. There is this mark on me that you left. And because of you. I will never be the same. I want to text you, and I want to tell you everything I feel right now. But I can't because you won't give a shit, you'll gaslight me into thinking it was my fault. Which it never was, and you'll just lie. Because honestly Andre, lying is the only thing you'll ever be good at. You know how to lie like a penny in a parking lot. I hope you one day find a love that makes you feel the way I did. And I hope she tears your heart in 2 just like you did. And I hope you are so hurt that you never let it go. I hope one day you sit in the position I'm in. Crying alone, listening to our song and knowing that I was the best thing you could've ever had.

you have a bad rep so i hold back on liking you, but since my last ex, you're the only one whose pre close to it letting me catch feels? but there's so many things blocking me from telling u, its better if you ghost me ngl.

you stopped talking to me years ago and i still wish i had the courage to ask why. you'll never realize the pain that caused me. i still wonder what i did wrong.

it's been a while but i still think about you a lot. i miss what we had and i wish i could figure out why you ended it.

Uma vez eu disse q eu era sua única amiga. N foi por maldade. Acabou q eu tava certa... vc n sabe qm tá do seu lado.

u know i sometimes find myself aimlessly scrolling through these to see if i crossed your mind enough for you to write a message here but i know that that's a stupid thought to have on my part

I find it funny how even now when I hear your name I feel this overwhelming feeling of emptiness. You hurt me so bad.

I’ve liked you for over a year, and I still don’t know how to get over you. You just used me and yet here I am. And I would still get with you if you texted me right now.

you say it's all my fault. you blame me. but YOU are the one who ran. ruined me. walked all over me, all while i tried.

E Nicolas tava certo. Vc nunca gostou de mim. Eu só servia p afastar sua carência. Vc é muito carente!

E eu odeio q minha mente só lembra de vc com muito carinho, mas eu sei q vc n é essa pessoa q eu lembro.

Yo se que juntos todo iba a funcionar, y te amo tanto y te extraño todos los días pero también se que separados todo va a estar bien y que te mereces el mundo y yo simplemente no soy ese mundo. Quiero que sepas que si no quería verte es porque el mundo se me viene encima cuando estás cerca. Pero también que cambiaste mi vida por completo, soy una mejor persona por ti. Me ayudaste a entender y aprender y crecer pero ahora tengo que hacerlo sola, y quisiera que pudieras ver la persona en la que me estoy convirtiendo. Y se que estás enojado, perdón por todo lo que hice pero yo necesitaba hacerlo para estar bien, y fui completamente egoísta pero aveces necesitas serlo. Se que vas a estar bien y espero que tengas tu mundo. Porfavor no te quedes corto, vive todo intensamente, y ríe y baila y observa.
André si lees esto, no me escribas, no me busques porfavor. Solo quería decirte que te amo con todo mi corazón, verdaderamente.

I really did love you I just didn't know how to say it. I wish I could go back to the kitchen in the cafeteria and start over.

talvez eu pudesse ter te amado, se fosse confiante o suficiente. de qualquer maneira, nem você nem eu nunca saberemos se daria certo