i cant stop thinking about every moment with you, you always play with me but I really just wish youd hold me in your arms

no. you. are. so. obviously. the. root. of. every. problem. if you didn’t fuck up every chance you got, maybe things would’ve been different. bye babe :)

I’ve never had a better guy best friend then u. You put 100% effort in our friendship. And I fell short. I didn’t deserve you. I’m sorry.

I still wonder if you ever truly liked me like you said you did. I don’t understand how you could use me like that if you did. Im sorry for everything that happened with us afterwards, I wish my friends would’ve never gotten involved. But despite everything I’m glad what happened happened. Because I am truly happier now.

i can’t wait to do all the little things i wanted to do with you, with someone else. sing them to sleep, play with their hair, kiss them in the middle of talking, stare into their eyes admiring them. all the things you wouldn’t let me do, because you couldn’t act right. even when you claimed you “were trying” it wasn’t good. i can’t wait to give my love and not waste it anymore. i can’t wait for somebody to give it back and treat me right. with no trials and errors, no need of multiple chances. i hate you. bye.

you were toxic and i didn’t realize until i left. you made me so happy though, and i feel like i never fully let myself show you how much i cared about you. i wish you all the best.

Why, just why that's my only question. not did you think about it, not did you mean to hurt me, Just why did you do it

i was so in love with you and it's so hard to know how much you have changed as a person. you lost yourself and deep down i hope you know that you will never do better than me. i miss the old you but i am better without you, live your best life bubby.

Let go. I know I’ve hurt you, but you hurt me too. A lot. I hope you get whatever you need to get better. Goodbye..

At this point I dont even know if u liked me from the start. U always only text me when your drunk. I miss u and I loved you. It's been a while and I still have feelings and I hate myself for it. U broke me, u made me stop looking both sides when crossing a road, u made me wanna die, u made me cut, u made me cry all night and I still love you.

You were my first true love, and I was just someone for you to use on your way to greatness. I still love you more than I should.. you’re gonna do so many great things.... stay golden ❤️

i could never kiss you with a straight face. behind the anger was a girl so in love that she was scared of it. im sorry.

it's always been you, it always will be. I love you unexplainably. Our story isn't over. Please come back.

good days- sza
fallingforyou- the 1975
streets-doja cat
nicole-hotel books
sparks-coldplay

idk, just search up/listen to the lyrics? but if we’re doing song quotes,
“Close your eyes and let the world paint a thousand pictures, one good girl is worth a thousand bitches.”
“i let go of my claim on you, it’s a free world”
i hope one day you realize it. you realize what i put up with, and how i finally snapped. how you left showed me how it really was. how all were doing now is going back and forth on this. ive came to accept it. in the end i shut you out, but i wish you could see it clearly like i see it. and by IT i mean the reason i acted the way i did. but I’ve came to respect myself and grow a back bone. i will never let you walk over me again. i will never invalidate my feelings again. and god am i glad that I’ve came to this point. all i have to say is, im proud of myself.

i did nothing wrong, u got me through some of my hardest times and honestly i rly did love u. i thought letting u go would make me feel better but its even harder. all these guys arent the same.

You made me never want to date again. I hate how sick you turned out to be, or always were and I was too blind to see it.

if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you kissed my forehead.

if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you hugged me.

if I think really hard, I can still feel the way I felt when you said you loved me.

If I think really hard, I can feel you right here besides me.

and because I can feel it, that’s why I’ve been thinking really hard for hours.

but it’s only if I think really hard, because if it wasn’t, I wouldn’t be able to move.

I would never get out of the daydream of you.

you messed me up man. im supposed to be an independent woman and you had to go and break my heart but also keep it at the same time. you know ill never leave and i hate you for that.

I love you and I hope u have a rlly good time with the rest of ur life. Ur my fav lil brother and always will be no matter what

i’m so sorry for leaving but it was for the best for both of us. we were so toxic and we we really provided each other was stress. we had our amazing happy moments though. and for those i’m so thankful. i wish u nothing but the best. i hope maybe one day we can talk again. i still miss u.

The year's almost over and, I can't keep doing this. I need to leave you in my past, at least for now. No what-ifs, no more why'd he pick e and not me, no more anything. 2021 will be a new year without you affecting me. I am now done. I wish we could be friends, but for now, I don't think that's possible. Thank you, goodbye, and I'm sorry.

Thankyou for teaching me about love and how stupid and great it is. I wish i said something about this back then

if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you kissed my forehead.
if I think really hard, I can still feel how it felt when you hugged me.
if I think really hard, I can still feel the way I felt when you said you loved me.
If I think really hard, I can feel you right here besides me.
and because I can feel it, that’s why I’ve been thinking really hard for hours.
but it’s only if I think really hard, because if it wasn’t, I wouldn’t be able to move.
I would never get out of the daydream of you.
i miss you, and I’m sorry. come back. please.

i played fallingforyou by the 1975 the night you snuck over. read the lyrics. read them, compared to that one song you played. but it’s all on me. i played you that song and we kissed to it, because I was too afraid myself to show you how I felt about you. guess we had two different messages we were scared to tell eachother...

Your favourite color. You don't know how much I miss you handsomest boy. I think I always will.

I still have your grandfathers bookmark. I hope you’re well.

i love you so much baby i can’t wait to get married and grow up together. i love you

The only people I’m jealous of are the ones w no regrets. Like you. I’m so proud of you. :(

i shouldn’t have let you go, i wish you would come back.

to live with you know knowing how much I like you is becoming the sad reality I have to live with

Unblock me and reach out to me. I want to see your face again even after everything you said and did

you deserve to be happy and to feel loved, i hope that i can be the person to show you genuine love

i hate the way u did me but i miss u sm and id do anything to have you back..

I know you say you love me but do you really love me as much as you say?

Please don’t become a stranger reach out soon

i often think of that night. the night we first rly talked after work when you walked me to my car

something in the orange tells me you’re never coming home.

What did I not say for you to see how much I loved you?

i can’t tell you but i’m in love with you, i hope we find our way back to each other

its not fair that you don’t love me the way i love you.

ive always been stuck in what weve had.

I hope you’re doing okay. I don’t regret what I did. It was best for me, and probably you too.

after all these years, I'm still in love with you. i want to pursue you, but I'm scared.

your smile is so beautiful :D

it meant everything to me, but that doesnt mean it works. i love you, but that doesnt mean it works.

i can’t wait till 2 years is over and we can be together i love you so much baby

I miss you so desperately. I’d like to be your friend at least if the offer is still there

i’ll always look for you. in every song, every car, every morning. and i’ll pray you look too.

wish I could tell you how I feel

i’m sorry i didn’t mean to hurt you. i wish you all the best in life tho