Unsent messages to REN
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 29, 2023, 3:38 pm UTC
I love you so much! Happy 2 whole months with me, baby!
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 26, 2023, 11:45 pm UTC
i wish i could spend the rest of my life by your side.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:18 pm UTC
I miss you so much but i can never forgive you
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:56 am UTC
memories down the drain over some stupid guy.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:26 am UTC
I miss you. For years youāve plagued my heart. I need you.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:06 pm UTC
i miss you, you dont appear in my dreams anymore
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:56 pm UTC
youre not my first love, but you were the only genuine one, at least i think. i thought you wouldnt leave especially since you liked me first. i guess i was wrong
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:10 am UTC
You'll only ever see me as a brother but know that you mean so much more to me than that. But I'll have whatever you'll give me, and if family is what you see of me then that's enough for now.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
i can't find any submissions with your name so im scared you'll see this.
You...taught me a lesson. A good one. Ill cherish it and our memories. Im sorry I was ignorant to that part of you. I hope you find a lover like you so you'll truly be understood and loved the way you need. I've spent all this time reflecting on what happened and thinking. You did what you did but im not angry anymore. I wish we could talk out what happened but I respect your feelings and space.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
I still feel the guilt, doesnāt matter that youāve āchangedā. Ur hand isnāt round my neck but I still canāt breathe
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: December 20, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
Sometimes it feels like ur hand is round my neck, all over my body. You only hurt me with ur words but I feel like a puppet on strings.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:05 pm UTC
fuckkkkkk
ur such a dick but at the same time idk in a way. man, u have been such a big part of my life but youāve ruined me. hate u but love u lolzz
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: October 31, 2020, 8:55 am UTC
im sorry. you didnt talk to me for a month and i now we havent called in 8 months because seeing you made me sad
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: October 19, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
iām sorry i hurt you and overwhelmed you. it was never my intention and i respect your decision of cutting me off... it just hurts because even if i wasnāt to you.... you were my world. your smile and voice made me feel so happy and iām sorry for making you fake liking me for so long. iām sorry and i would fix everything if i could. but what can i do, iām just a useless little girl
.... i still miss you
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:09 pm UTC
i wonder if you realise just how much you traumatised me. you called me your angel once, and placed me on a pedestal. what i donāt think you realise is how decayed my mental state got from the constant tip-toeing of my words. i would happily sacrifice my own feelings to help you through an episode. thatās changed now. you were the hardest goddamn lesson iāve ever learnt.
From: ABC
To: ren
Date: October 3, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
by placing me on a pedestal, i felt i couldnāt communicate my decaying mental health, for i would taint how you perceived me. an angel, you once called me. i wonder if you believe you were the only one suffering. i would cry myself to sleep knowing you were an ocean away, and i couldnāt do shit while you kissed them. You were the hardest lesson I have ever learnt.
