Unsent messages to REECE

if you ever see this, know i'd find every way i could to tell you i love you, darling.

thank you for showing me what love really is. i love you forever

I hope you don’t forget me and still think of me. I love you will all my heart and always will

i’m sorry i couldn’t be everything you wanted. i miss you. so much.

I’m sorry I need things so abruptly you were holding me back. I still love you and wish you the best

my bad, i rlly just wanted to check if u were doing good, last time fs

do you still think about me?

i loved you for years, i wonder where you've gone.

i like you so much i think about you more than youd ever guess

you broke me. every. single. piece. of. my. soul

im sorry i'm so much for you
i love you

i love you so much and i genuinley have liked you for ages.

I'm proud of you. So so proud.

It's so hard to move on.

ive tried to move on from you. youre in my head all the damn time and i dont know how to get you out. you never felt the same way about me but for some reason i still hold on to hope that one day youll feel the same. ive been missing you a lot these past couple of days i just want to see you

I don’t think you will fully understand how much pain you ever did cause me.
You use to make me feel like I wasn’t good enough for you or for anyone.
I love you but Jesus you’ve broken me and I don’t think there’s much left to try and break anymore

you told me you thought you weren't enough for me, when all I would do it make sure your ok and help you but in the end u turned around and called me the selfish one.

after you left our colour became like any other colour, and our show was just a show I finished, and never rewatched

Thank you for the laughs and happiness. I know I’d run into your arms if you ever came back, it’d be like you never left. I miss you.

we were both too young and dumb to understand what love was. But now I’m older, I know I love you and I always will.

I really think you've made me love myself again. I love you as a person but i can't be in love with you after what you did.

i'm sorry. i think about you all the time, its stupid. i don't even know you anymore. do i ever cross your mind? i hope not, but i also hope i do.

i really liked you but i know you never had the same feelings i never saw something between us, i still wished you would feel the same even though you played me many times

i fucking hate you, you literally ruined my life and i hope you enjoy peaking in highschool and having an awful life. i cannot even begin to explain how much pain and trauma you've forced upon me since FIRST FUCKING GRADE and i hope your life sucks

I did you bad and I genuinely didn’t mean to. I simply just got caught up in our honeymoon faze then realised you gotta lot of stuff you need to figure out and it overwhelmed me. Sex was bomb tho

i wish i wouldve got more time w u. idk why u just stopped talking to me. guess i’m just too bad of a bitch for u

Your voice makes butterflies in my stomach. I think I’m falling, and you probably don’t feel the same way.
But i care about you, and I’ll stay because I want to be here you for. Not for myself, but so I can help you out of this hell you’re going through. No one should have to struggle like you do.

I know u never loved me back but I’m ok with that know because you are the reason I’m still here today and I will always love u for that

I won’t forget the time you told me you loved me. I don’t know what this is but if you don’t feel the same, whatever this is now is enough for me :)

i am so so sorry. i wish i could convince myself to let you go, but i can't. im stuck on you, and you have no idea.

You could’ve told me why. I sat here for months wondering where it all went wrong. I wish you all the best.

you absolutely broke me and i am so grateful for it. thank you for making me realize i’m better than that

you absolutely broke me and i am so grateful for it. thank you for making me realize i’m better than that

I cheated on you but couldn’t tell you and that’s why I broke up with you. I hope you are happier now.

You were my first love. I have been thinking about you ever since we broke up and wondering if you’re doing better? Wondering why I wasn’t enough for you. Why you said all those things and didn’t mean any of it. I had a lot of anger towards you and I thought I hated you, but I don’t. I’m angry that I felt you were the one, but you didn’t feel the same way. It left me wondering if maybe it was right person wrong time type of thing, but I guess I’ll never know. My pride will forever stop me from reaching out to you, so this is the only outlet I get I guess. Just know that I miss you. I miss us and that I would do anything to make things work between us. I will always love you and I hope you are doing okay.

You messed my head up so badly why did you do it for and you said everything was cool between us then you left

I know you may never see this but I know you are my person and one day it will be me and you against the world.

fuck you for discarding the lengths I went to for you because I wanted to feel special. hope you liked the fucking shoes.

i wish you loved me even half as much as i loved you. it still hurts me to see how fast you moved on.

Why do you keep making excuses? Just tell me you were never into me already. You just wanted me for my love and support and never gave me any in return. You did the bare minimum but that was my fault for accepting it. This is the first and last time I settle for less

I never resented you for what you did. I just wanted to know why I wasn’t good enough for you. Maybe I’m still being too good to you.

you told me u cared about me and wouldn't hurt me right before you broke my heart and left me for her but it's okay bc i told u to go to her ily :)

Why did you have to treat everyone so badly as your coping mechanism? If you talked to me I could have helped you, I promised I always would.