Unsent messages to RAE
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: November 12, 2023, 3:28 pm UTC
i dont regret what i saïd but i regret not being friends. hope we can be chill someday
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: November 8, 2023, 2:05 pm UTC
ever since the other night i cant stop thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: November 2, 2023, 6:56 am UTC
i cry every time you talk about cutting me off.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 30, 2023, 9:53 am UTC
i lost myself and you never noticed. i think you never liked me to begin with. yet here i am. man.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 30, 2023, 12:08 am UTC
idk if we'll ever get back together but that's okay, it's great being friends, I love you sm <3
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 29, 2023, 5:03 am UTC
can we love each other the way we used to? i'm sorry for messing up. i love you.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 25, 2023, 11:08 pm UTC
I miss you every day but for your sake I hope you’ve already moved on
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 22, 2023, 7:37 am UTC
i am literally so attracted to you in every way. maybe in another life?
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 13, 2023, 9:00 am UTC
I wish the stars would align just this once.
Maybe we'd find who we need in each other.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 11, 2023, 6:35 am UTC
I'll never be able to wash your fingerprints off my soul.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:25 am UTC
if you see this please tell me u love me. i’m too scared to say it first
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 10, 2023, 1:14 am UTC
i like you so much, i really do, i wish you knew how much i adore you.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: September 22, 2023, 5:01 pm UTC
i only wish i could get some closure
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: September 7, 2023, 3:16 am UTC
You ruined me. I'm a shell of who I was and I miss you
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 26, 2023, 10:00 pm UTC
Thank you for being a good friend but no
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 14, 2023, 2:15 am UTC
I wish that I could trust you won't leave again but I can't.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 4, 2023, 4:06 pm UTC
i can’t wait for our weekend together!! i love you bunches <3
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 3, 2023, 2:25 am UTC
i think i deserve more than to just keep missing you.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 2, 2023, 2:21 am UTC
i don’t understand why you’d do all this
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: August 2, 2023, 12:01 am UTC
I miss your voice. Please talk to me one last time.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: July 31, 2023, 5:24 am UTC
I hope you don’t come back when you see that I’m better off.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: July 30, 2023, 12:39 am UTC
you're truly an amazing person. im lucky to know you <3
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: July 22, 2023, 1:45 am UTC
I miss you all the time sunshine, I never stopped loving you
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:49 pm UTC
I wish you would let me help you get better
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
‘ello gov’na, would you fancy a pot of tea? one lump or two, my good friend? anyways, don’t wanna keep you any longer, see you later pal? oh and er uh... i have a secret message for you. i was told you needed it. i don’t know if it makes sense but hopefully you’ll figure out what it means later... *ahem* here goes.
“TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES”
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:49 am UTC
i wish you would open your eyes and realize that you deserve better. i wish i could love you enough to wash away your pain and sorrow. i wish i could protect you. i wish you the best in life. i hope they can make you happy.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:52 pm UTC
i hope you know that what you did has affected my whole way of living. hearing your name makes me go into a panic attack. Seeing the shows you watched makes my entire body shake. You’ve ruined my life.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: December 18, 2020, 3:04 am UTC
it hurt so fucking much for you to say that you only kept me around for your own pleasure. how you say that i loved you more than you ever loved me, even though my love was just the bare minimum. how, in spite of you destroying my heart twice, you can still justify goodness in yourself. rae, i've been justifying your actions. i've been telling myself that maybe you are that person that i thought i fell in love with. that i wasn't just a person that you could kill time with, but a person that you valued and enjoyed being around. i spent so long thinking that maybe it had been my fault; that my shortcoming of loving someone so strongly was the reason why you left. but it never was. i gave you my love, rae—but you just never gave me enough.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: December 18, 2020, 2:59 am UTC
it crushed me to say that i wish i had never met you, but it crushes me even more to realize that i really meant it.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
3 years that i've loved you, and i can't seem to let go. please, please, don't hurt yourself. you deserve so much better than her.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: December 1, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
I've always liked you a lot. Since I first met you. I apologize for what happened years ago. I was in the closet and couldn't be out yet
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: November 16, 2020, 3:10 am UTC
they say it takes 6 months - 1 year to fall in love. i've thought about kissing you every day, but u just want him
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: November 10, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
of course im in love with you, I can't just not be. my feelings never went away but she makes you so much happier than I ever could. you deserve that much.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:58 am UTC
i miss you. i wish we were still friends, the nights feel so alone without you and spencer. i know i left, but i just wish things were back to normal. i try to bring closure but my brain doesn’t want to see you as a stranger. i hope you’re doing well. i love you. :)
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
i miss you. i wish we were still friends, the nights feel so alone without you and spencer. i know i left, but i just wish things were back to normal. i try to bring closure but my brain doesn’t want to see you as a stranger. i hope you’re doing well. i love you. :)
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 18, 2020, 1:00 am UTC
stop that. you know better. you deserve better. you're not allowed to read these again until you're completely over him.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: October 13, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
I wanted more from you than you could give me.
I genuinely love you.
But you won't give yourself a chance to experience what that could feel like.
From: ABC
To: rae
Date: September 24, 2020, 7:55 pm UTC
you hurt her so much and i stood up for you. I loved you and i thought some girl was making you toxic but you made yourself toxic. get better and stop holding her back from her lover
