of course im in love with you, I can't just not be. my feelings never went away but she makes you so much happier than I ever could. you deserve that much.

it crushed me to say that i wish i had never met you, but it crushes me even more to realize that i really meant it.

it hurt so fucking much for you to say that you only kept me around for your own pleasure. how you say that i loved you more than you ever loved me, even though my love was just the bare minimum. how, in spite of you destroying my heart twice, you can still justify goodness in yourself. rae, i've been justifying your actions. i've been telling myself that maybe you are that person that i thought i fell in love with. that i wasn't just a person that you could kill time with, but a person that you valued and enjoyed being around. i spent so long thinking that maybe it had been my fault; that my shortcoming of loving someone so strongly was the reason why you left. but it never was. i gave you my love, rae—but you just never gave me enough.

i wish you would open your eyes and realize that you deserve better. i wish i could love you enough to wash away your pain and sorrow. i wish i could protect you. i wish you the best in life. i hope they can make you happy.

I wanted more from you than you could give me.
I genuinely love you.
But you won't give yourself a chance to experience what that could feel like.

stop that. you know better. you deserve better. you're not allowed to read these again until you're completely over him.

i hope you know that what you did has affected my whole way of living. hearing your name makes me go into a panic attack. Seeing the shows you watched makes my entire body shake. You’ve ruined my life.

i miss you. i wish we were still friends, the nights feel so alone without you and spencer. i know i left, but i just wish things were back to normal. i try to bring closure but my brain doesn’t want to see you as a stranger. i hope you’re doing well. i love you. :)

i miss you. i wish we were still friends, the nights feel so alone without you and spencer. i know i left, but i just wish things were back to normal. i try to bring closure but my brain doesn’t want to see you as a stranger. i hope you’re doing well. i love you. :)

3 years that i've loved you, and i can't seem to let go. please, please, don't hurt yourself. you deserve so much better than her.

I've always liked you a lot. Since I first met you. I apologize for what happened years ago. I was in the closet and couldn't be out yet

they say it takes 6 months - 1 year to fall in love. i've thought about kissing you every day, but u just want him

‘ello gov’na, would you fancy a pot of tea? one lump or two, my good friend? anyways, don’t wanna keep you any longer, see you later pal? oh and er uh... i have a secret message for you. i was told you needed it. i don’t know if it makes sense but hopefully you’ll figure out what it means later... *ahem* here goes.





“TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES”

the chances of you ever seeing these notes are zero to none but it comforts me to talk to you this way

you hurt her so much and i stood up for you. I loved you and i thought some girl was making you toxic but you made yourself toxic. get better and stop holding her back from her lover

i miss playing genshin with u, i kinda wish it didn’t end the way it did. happy late birthday btw <3

it would've been fun, if you could've been the one

i wish i could confess and i wish it would work.

it’s been a few years and i still haven’t moved on from u. i think and dream about u often.

You ruined me. I'm a shell of who I was and I miss you

I still miss you, even though you cheated on me.

I’m sorry Rae, i never was the one for you. it was one chance and i lost it. thank you ml

My old name was rae. i miss the person i was back then. nostalgia hurts, even if life is better now.

I feel bad for thinking this, after everything. But I still love you. I always will.

loving u and losing u, is the wound that never heals.

For me.. Just breathe. Everythings okay. Hold yourself. It all happens how it's supposed to..

i miss you more than you'd ever think. I've been a disaster and i think about you everyday. im sorry

i still love you..<3

i wish i could tell you how i truly feel.

i could never love another person as much as i love you.

i love you so much, it hurts me that someone hurt you so bad you isolated yourself

I wish you would let me help you get better

i miss us in winter

I am so sorry honey i miss you :(

I miss you.
We're echoes of our past, ghosts of memories, but my love for you remains still.

I love you and please be my last. I dont want anyone else.

i only wish i could get some closure

you’re the love of my life and i’ll always want you by my side, even if it’s just as my best friend.

I’m sorry. I hope you’re happy with him. You’ll always be my first love

i really miss you and i hope you get everything you want in life

i was so stupid thinking that you had changed when really you didn’t care about my feelings at all

i learned cursive to write you letters would you mind texting me back

i wish you cared about me as much as i care about you

you're genuinely the best person ive ever met, ilysm. i wish we talked more nowadays.

u gave me happiness for a short while and for that i'm eternally grateful :) imysm, my love.

i wanted to go back to the old house but i probably never will, just speak up

i’m sorry. i’m trying to let go but i miss you

youre so pretty.

i wish i told you about how i’d felt before you left us. i regret so much

i wish i could see you for just 10 minutes.