hey I know we didn’t work out , I get it , it was my fault , I understand, but you seem happy and that’s all I ever wanted you to be in the first place even if it wasn’t with me , keep smiling...

I had sex with your friend before us and never told you. i wish i didnt do it and i wish i didnt do it with you i wish we never met i wish i was just dead. noone wants me my whole family hates me . you were the only one who showed some sort of love but now youre gone i have no reason to be happy. im going to be unhappy for the rest of my life.