I didn't realize that I loved you, it started off slow. Now, you're on a different path. I would stare at you, and you shone. I would see you in different hairstyles and clothing, while not all were great, they didn't effect my feelings, you are beautiful. I learned more about your interests and they became mine. We had few interactions, but we'd see each other often. I think back on you fondly, but if I focus too long, my eyes start to sting. You are my first love, I hope you're doing well right now.

The thought of you is less frequent. But then a song or a memory pops up . I get mad because you picked him . We weren’t perfect . But we were all we had .

school ended for the year and you don't talk to me. you don't put effort in. am i still even your friend? it doesn't even feel like you care about me. you forgot my birthday, you leave me out of everything. i get that you all work together, but just once, please include me. i'm drifting away from you all, and no matter how much i resent some parts of you guys, i never want to leave you. when are you going to appreciate me for being here? are you going to regret it when i finally move on, or will i just be another one that you all hate? all you do is criticise them, but i've watched you turn into the person you hate the most. its funny how hypocritical and bitchy you can be lol. i just wish you thought about others rather than yourself for once. there's a reason i don't tell any of y'all about my mental state

This is for rachel you big fat white nasty smelling bitch why you took me off the motherfuckin schedule with your trifflin dirty white racist ass-

I wish you weren’t so weak, why can’t you just get over it already? Why are you so annoying? Fuck, no wonder no ones wants you.

I deleted the last memory today . It just popped up. I heard your voice one last time . I was angry cause I have deleted everything of you . But some how skipped that one . It still hurts . But it’s okay . healing takes a tremendous amount of time . I’m doing it silently . But it’s working . Good luck . With love always .

hey girl- tbh i literally love your style. like you have such a likeable personality and i miss being close as FUCK with you. i'm not sure what your opinion is on me but whatever. anyways bye now you deserve better than that stupid boy ;)

i’m scared that i’ve become you. so cynical. always thinking i’m three steps ahead of everyone else so no one could possibly hurt me.

Rach, I didn't love you romantically but I did love you. You hurt me more than any of the others. I have to let you go

hey babe i love u and i want u to know im neva gon leave u bc ur special and ahhh i just love u so much god dam

I should have never trusted you as much as I did, you've ruined so many things for me but atleast you showed me everything I was so blind to. All I have left to say is good game and goodbye

Gosh... your smile, your laugh, your humor, your love, and your care... you're the once in the blue moon.

I miss you . I miss the way your head rested in my hand while I drive . Never placing without a kiss on my palm . The way you looked at me when you caught me staring at you . I miss hearing your voice . the way we laughed . The late nights . It came over me ina wave . It sucks . But not this time . Not this place . Maybe somewhere else far far away . it’s just a flood of memories . I closed the book. But I haven’t put it on the shelf yet . Ily .

i dont know if we'll ever be more than friends, but i thank the universe every night for your presence, you mean the world to me.

I didn’t think much of my feelings cause I thought they’d go away yet here I am filling out this form. It’s you and I think I’ve always known.

everyday you remind me of the person i could be if i tried and i hate it. i hate living in your shadow every single day. i wish i was like you

5 days ago you made me pinky promise i wouldn't end my life, if it wasn't for that i would've been dead 3 days ago.

i'm having a breakdown rn, ik you said to call you when i'm hurting but i feel like such a burden; don't worry i'll message you i'm fine in the morning

i always wonder what i did wrong to make you hate me so much. what you did destroyed me and i just wish i knew why although i know i was never any better

I wish you had the courage to talk about how things ended between us. I think about you every day.

I know you’re spreading lies. Tell the whole truth and people will see you for who you really are

hey i blew my foghorn the other night but you never responded.

sorry for pushing you out of my life but i dont regret it, i put myself first for once

To me. why do people hurt me, Im no one's first choice. Take care of you no one else will

I can't tell if I *like* like u or not - Ur gorgeous either way and I'm blessed to be around you<333

i miss you so unbelievably much. you roam my brain rent free and i wish we were still close

climbing up through your window :)

Just love yrself <3, ur perfect.

i dont think you understand the ways that you hurt me sometimes

I miss my best friend. I want to play our jenga and watch tv and do everything we always did :(

I wish we had more time, I hope you’re doing better, I don’t know if you even remember me

You threw away our friendship of 4 years for a man you knew for 5 months. Seriously, Roch?

you said i could have anything i wanted i just couldn't say it out loud

Loving you feels like coming into a warm house after being stuck outside in the rain

Think about me

You saved me more than you know. I hope you got my letter. I love you Rach.

I really need to talk 2 u… I need a friend rn

I’m sorry for disappearing and allowing our friendship to grow apart. Hope you are well.

I will always love you. You cancers have my heart.

Why me? Why wasn’t I good enough

Growing up is realising we were toxic together. I miss who you were and I miss who I was

i am sorry. hope we get a second chance later in the future

I wish you would text asking to come over. I need you. If you think it’s me it is.

i love you forever

you are so beautiful it is insane, i just wish i had the courage to say it to your face

u r my best friend and i will love u forever

I thought we would be best friends forever

i want to tell you how i feel so bad

i’m sorry about what happened between us and i really wish we could’ve matured and talked about it

I wish I was more to you.