I hate you for using me whenever you felt alone Cos you knew i’d always have feelings for you. I did everything for you and when I think about it you don’t even know how to get to my house, my birthday, the names of my family or even my dogs name and you’ve never once come to console me or bought me food if I was sad. Meanwhile I know exactly how to get to yours, I know your birthday, I know your family’s names and your dogs name and I bought you food if you hadn’t eaten Even after being broken up and I wrote you a letter and printed our photos for you to keep. What did you ever do for me? Nothing because you never even cared in the first place. I also hate myself for letting myself believe you loved me even a little bit whenever you did the slightest thing to show the tiniest amount of affection. I’ll never let you back in again. You made me feel hard to love and difficult when I was asking for the bare minimum, all I ever wanted was for you to care about me the way I did for you and it hurt so much every time I had to force myself to realise you never would.

I still like u :/ even with all the drama that happend in 7th grade. I need to realize it will never happen. We will never happen. But sometimes it’s so hard to let go which is crazy because we don’t even talk

You are my soulmate. I realize that now. No one compares to you and I would rather be alone for the rest of my life than be with someone other than you.

Just the idea of never in my life being with you again makes me want to die. I should have never let you go.

I wish I could've helped you. I still think about you everyday. You deserve better than what the world gives you.

I miss you. I was thinking about calling you before it all happened, just to check in. I really wish I would've. It was hard to hear that you were gone. I'll love you like a brother forever.

Even though I’m I’m happier now, a tiny part of me wishes you would’ve just been better for me. I wish you could’ve felt how I used to feel, maybe then we would’ve worked out. My heart still has a you shaped hole in it. Sorry I could never be enough. There was always someone else more interesting to entertain than me. Maybe in another lifetime :(

im sorry that our timing was wrong. i loved you when you didnt love me and you loved me when i couldnt love you. im sorry i let myself give up on us because i was so scared of my parents finding out. im sorry ive rejected you 30 out of 30 times youve asked me to hang out. im sorry. i know sorry isnt enough, but you deserve someone better than me. you deserve the world.

My world still revolves completely around you i still feel you in my bones

you're everything to me forever <3

i want to marry you so bad and i want to take you out on dates and buy you things . ilysm

i love you, but i'm so scared you love someone else

You mean so much to me

Sometimes I can’t tell if you hate me or like me. Wish we’d hang out again without it being weird.

congratulations on graduating college, i'll always be so proud of you. I think of you all the time.

I'm still waiting for that conversation.

Just know that I am a phone call away buba

I hate that I still love you. Deep down, it still hurts you left.

You’re all I think abt recently. I want to text you but last time we talked you said you hated me.

Can I be your darlin forever?