We've been kind of talking a lot lately. It's probably the most we've spoken since sophomore/junior year. Today made me realize that I don't know what to currently think of you. Since the summer of 2019, i feel like you've been given the short end of the stick and i feel terrible. It's obvious that you're extremely unhappy. I would say i'll be here for you, but i'm not sure if i mean it quite yet. At least you have many others to do the same for you. I still get angry thinking about how you betrayed my trust, but that was a long time ago and i need to get passed it. I can't let that live in my head rent free forever. Unfortunately I don't think our friendship could ever be what it used to. And after high school, i don't see us staying in contact :////. I do seriously hope you'll be genuinely happy in the near future, and i sincerely wish you the best.

i cant believe ur still friends with a.w even when we told u she said the n word. ur a great person but i’m disappointed in u.

You promised that time would bring us back together. 5 years, and I’ve never been able to give my heart to anyone else. I’m still holding on to hope. I know what we have is real, and I know you know that to. Love always, stripes.

i really want to tell you the truth. you were my first of everything. i miss you so much. losing you has hurt so badly.

Hey Carly It's yourself. You were you own first love. It's the 5th of December at 10:33 pm. Hope you see this when your older. Love you.

last saw you in elementary school and lost contact in 6th grade. i’m really sorry i miss you so much. my ipad broke i wish i could talk to you again... hopefully you see this and remember who i am... it hurts to think about how i haven’t texted you in years /gen

You were my first love. You were always the sweetest person. I hope you find your soulmate. Thank you for being my best friend

you were my first best friend i’m so glad we met in 3rd grade and made it all the way to sophomore year. I put people before you and i’m sorry i will always love you and you will always be my best friend

you stole my best friend. i hate you so much and i wish you would realize how insanely toxic and bitchy you are.

fuck u u fucking cunt ass bitch go get a life and fuck off because we dont we really and i get it your lonely but you need to learn how to cope. i promise you you have no hoes they are all imaginary.

I hope you don’t find out that I wrote this but I just wanted to say sorry. I didn’t mean to say the things I said about you. I was angry. I still feel bad about it. We haven’t talked for a long time. I want what we had. Going to each other’s houses every day. Talking all day, every day. You seem happy. You have good friends. I can’t say the same. Sorry this was long. P.S. happy late birthday

i was never able to tell if i regretted ending it but ill never regret those nights we spent laughing till 3am

I love you carls I want you to be the happiest you can be in San Diego and I wish you the best of luck in everything you do

That one day I wanted to kiss you. It would have been perfect. But I didn't want to ruin our friendship.

Hey it’s me I know that we didn’t really work out. I wish we did when I kissed you the love felt real to me I guess it wasn’t for you
Love,
Your friend

you’re so beautiful it hurts

You have to let me go so we can both grow, I wish you the best forever

i think you're very cute and funny and silly c:

I wish I could forgive you, but I don’t hate you. It’s all just too painful, you never apologized

We didn’t end on the best, but I hope ur doing well. My love for you was genuine

Contact me if you care. you blocked me and I don’t want to reach out again. You’re still on my mind

I miss you.

I want to apologize so bad.

Just so you know id still pick you

My heart will forever call your name, girlie. For always, I will love you, no matter what.

What I’d give to hold you in my arms again, even in this heat- to give you sleepy forehead kisses

i’ll never take you for granted again. there’s truly no one like you. my special girl.

I’d still accept you with open arms if you came running back to me

I’m glad we aren’t together-for your sake. You look and seem happier without me. I love that for you

you’re my favorite person to spend time with <3

I know you messed up and so did I, but i want to make it right this time. please reach out.

I miss you... please message me if you want to talk

why do u get to be happy with him when im suffering from everything you put me thru?

i will never be able to make it up to you and i’m so sorry

I love you

i love you more than i’ll ever tell u gal.

I talked about you in therapy today, it was hard. But i need to detach myself from you, it hurts.

I miss you, I wish I could say something.

If you miss me too let me know..

I really wish we could be friends... You were always so cool .

i'm so lucky that i live in a world with you as my sister

how do I move on? I wish you'd message me

It's been 4 years.. I still can't get you off my mind.

i will always love you and your gorgeous eyes

i know it doesnt mean a lot coming from me but im really proud of you

I wish we were as close as we used to be

You’re my bestfriend in the whole world <3

i still think abt u all the time

I really have gotten better...

Will you ever feel the same feelings I feel for you?