Unsent messages to PAUL
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
maybe you'll find someone. maybe i'll be your someone. maybe i won't. and that's what keeps me awake at night.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:00 pm UTC
it's hard to think one day your kids will be running up to you after you come home from work. And they won't be mine.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 19, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
it hurts losing a friend like you when everything was just doing fine with the two of us. its funny that in a small span of time i got the chance to know u, i became comfortable and even got attached to u. i was so happy because we vibed instantly when we first talked and so happy that i had a friend like u but you chose to leave. that night when i needed someone to talk to, you just left without even leaving any reason. im not dumb for not understanding whatever your reason is. questions are bothering me right now to the point that i question my self worth. fuck you for leaving me behind without saying anything. fuck you because i feel like i need to start all over in fixing myself.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 16, 2020, 12:20 am UTC
I like you but I don't know if we are on the same frequency. I am healing and my values are strong. I'm not willing to compromise. If you can handle it I want you in my life
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 15, 2020, 4:09 am UTC
youre asleep on call rn but i jus feel like saying i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you. i wanna marry you. i really love you paul, and i know i always will.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:24 pm UTC
I realized last time I saw you I never fell out of love with you. I just didn’t see you for 20 years.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:58 am UTC
yes i’m writing all these to you when we’re BOTH supposed to b sleeping but i can’t fall asleep anyway this is the last one until like next month LMAO imma go talk to u on ft now even tho ur sleeping you’ll never know what i’m saying :)
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:27 am UTC
okay now ur saying ur going to sleep but i want u to stay up so i can try cheer u up ?? pov of me abt to try convince u to stay up
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
hi ur currently saying u don’t wanna ft bc ur in a bad mood but i really really really really really really really want to ft u rn sjsjjsjfjfi :( i hope ur mood improves tho !!!!!!!!!! hdjdkdjdjfj i still want to ft u n try cheer u up but imma not push it :)
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 12, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
hi paul if u see this fucking write me one of these u wee twat LMAO there so fun to read i expect a whole 10 page essay k bye! xoxo sexiest cunt you’ve ever laid your eyes on
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 9, 2020, 6:51 am UTC
You’re taste in girls now days is just like my music... I play each song for a second and then I move on.
From: ABC
To: paul
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
I wish I wasn’t so far away. I wish I could tell you how I feel. I wish I could go back to a time when things were easier. Maybe things would have be different between us.
