i love you. i love you so much paul i truly havent felt this way before. i say that all the time but i mean it. you have been there for me through everything and you have been by my side ever since we first started talking. im so in love with you and i have been in love with you ever since we first met. im not sure how i ever got the privilege of calling you my boyfriend but im so glad i did. you are my soulmate, my twin flame. i think we are gonna last forever paulie.

I love you. But I don’t love you the same as I did before. I love you like a childhood friend. You taught me so much in such little time. You’re in a different relationship and so am I. Thanks for everything

You’re taste in girls now days is just like my music... I play each song for a second and then I move on.

You were right about everything. I just wish you weren’t such an asshole about it. You made me feel like you genuinely cared about my wellbeing but now we barely see eye to eye. Come back soon please. I’ll be waiting

I honestly wish I never told you I like you because I know I make you cringe now. I just want you to know no matter what happens/happened I will always want you to be happy.

When I first saw you, all of my bad memories of love disappeared. You really made me love someone again.

I miss you and I wish you hadn't moved. But I am to shy to hit u up again so this is going to have to work.lmao

I'd love to tell you how I really feel, but I just can't get it out. I really appreciate that you're so hard-working, respectful and kind all of the time.

i still smile when your name pops up in my phone. you’re my favorite notification. you’re the first person who really touched me. you’re the first person who’s snaps i smiled out. i love/d you. but you don’t anymore. or do you. you’re indecisive is killing me. i love you. come back.

thankyou for still sticking around im not sure if im ready for a relashionship but you stuck around and thats more than most people do for me and for that i thankyou i hope i will be healed enough soon but if not i know you will find someone you are ever so kind and have a huge heart thankyou for caring thats more than most people do. I seem to get distant randomly and i wish i could explain why, one day i will, but until then thankyou for sticking around it means so much more than you know.

hi paul if u see this fucking write me one of these u wee twat LMAO there so fun to read i expect a whole 10 page essay k bye! xoxo sexiest cunt you’ve ever laid your eyes on

I loved you, yea i really really loved you. But there is so much more than love what we’ve needed for a good relationship. Goodbye my man.

Happy New year! You were the best and worst part of my 2020. I hope it works out with the new girl. I hope she succeeds where I failed. I still love you but it's time for me to go. - ?

I’m so sorry for our relationships and that they never worked because I was toxic,but that’s all I know because that’s the only thing I grew up around,I’ve never learnt or been taught how to be loved therefore I couldn’t love you without toxicness because it wasn’t normal

hi ur currently saying u don’t wanna ft bc ur in a bad mood but i really really really really really really really want to ft u rn sjsjjsjfjfi :( i hope ur mood improves tho !!!!!!!!!! hdjdkdjdjfj i still want to ft u n try cheer u up but imma not push it :)

okay now ur saying ur going to sleep but i want u to stay up so i can try cheer u up ?? pov of me abt to try convince u to stay up

yes i’m writing all these to you when we’re BOTH supposed to b sleeping but i can’t fall asleep anyway this is the last one until like next month LMAO imma go talk to u on ft now even tho ur sleeping you’ll never know what i’m saying :)

what did i do so wrong for you to stop talking to me and then just see me as object? i miss the old you.

I tried my hardest to make you love me but it wasn’t enough. It’s been months and my heart stills hurts. I wish you missed me the way I miss you.

hey, dad. we need to talk. you are tuly such a good person. i have seen it with my own eyes, but why wont you shwo it? dont just show it to me, show it to other people. i know it is in you, so just show it. be that person you are scared to be.

We haven’t known each other for long but I don’t think i’ve ever felt this way for someone. Thank you and I miss you. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough

I realized last time I saw you I never fell out of love with you. I just didn’t see you for 20 years.

I loved you from the moment I met you. I felt truly happy, beautiful, powerful and free for the first time. You showed me how great live could be and then you broke my heart in pieces and I haven´t recovered. I feel empty and lost everyday and wish I would hug you one more time to feel complete for one more second in my life.

Fuck you ugly ass trump supporter honestly I thought you couldn’t get any worse thank you for leaving my life

i wish that i would've stayed bc i know that right now i'd be with you and not her. but, as happy as it makes me to know that it would've been me and you, it just as equally scares me.

You texted me "Happy New Years", and it made my day. It was good to hear from you after so long, but it also gave me the peace I needed to move on. I know that you don't hate me anymore and I didn't hate you from the start, but we need to keep going our seperate ways, and your message gave me the courage to release my hold on you. I hope you achieve everything you wanted and worked for. Maybe I'll see you when I'm a doctor one day :)

You made me hate myself n be ashamed of myself for so long, but ive learned to love myself - so thank u. you made me stronger and tbh i hope one day i can be ur friend again because i miss our stupid antics (sorry for making another one of these because its been about a year now)

Remember the blue butterfly emoji we would send to each other every night after we would say I love you to each other. I associate blue butterfly’s with you now, whenever one passes me I know you’re with me. God I miss you

I love your energy. I want to spend more time together. I hope our perceptions are aligned. I’ll wait for you, if it’s right you’ll come to me.

i'm scared that my darkness is back but I don't think you can help me because not even my medication work. I am scared.

You know my grandma died in a car crash. Why do you take the car and sneak out to drink? I love you too much to lose you

Hey... can you believe it's been 6 months since we've broken up it doesn't even feel like it's been that long because of all the hurt i'm going through. 6 months ago you chose the girl you told me I didn't have to worry about over me you see I was always afraid of losing you because you were one of the best things to happen to me.. What happened to "forever" it was supposed to be me and you against the world, you weren't supposed to do this you promised you wouldn't but you know what it's ok. You wanna know what the stupid part is though I would go Back to you in a HeartBeat if you said you wanted to start dating and talking again yeah i'm stupid but I really love and care about you but that's the thing with me i'm toooo forgiving and I shouldn't be after you shut me out for 6 months but I would do anything for you because I believe you were right person wrong time, I believe you are my person... I love you forever.

idk if I'm still in love with you. The little details of what was once us are fading. I want you to come back. I wanna do things differently this time. I love you always bubs.

maybe you're since 6 months my crush, Unfortunately you don't care about me and it hurts me so much to know..

that whole one week of you ignoring me, it truly hurt. You acted like you were interested in me and that what made me like you. I was dumb enough to realize that you were just like the guys ive talked to. I get it that it was hard to talk about your health problems but we already talked abt that topic so why hesistate? its not that im gonna judge you or anything because you know im not that type of person. I still like you and but i think i upgraded idk.

i’m scared to move on cause that means i accept our fate as strangers & i’d rather be heartbroken than forget about u

I really liked you and i’m honestly not sure how you didnt notice it all along. I rather would have had your friendship than lost you completely so I never said it. you’re an amazing person and you deserve good things. I eventually lost my feelings for you but i’m so glad you’re a great friend, even if we’re not that close

I really liked you and i’m honestly not sure how you didnt notice it all along. I rather would have had your friendship than lost you completely so I never said it. you’re an amazing person and you deserve good things. I eventually lost my feelings for you but i’m so glad you’re a great friend, even if we’re not that close

i can’t believe you fully removed me from your life and are acting like i never existed.
i hope you feel terrible about it. i don’t miss you or your horrible singing.

How can it hurt so bad, it isn't getting easier, only worse! My heart literally aches and I don't know how to fix it! He is like a drug; each time I take the tiniest bit of him, I crave more and more. He consumes my thoughts and invades my dreams...and I think he always will. Whatever our souls are made out of his and mine are the same.

i hope one day i can find the courage to tell you what you did to me and how broken it left me. im getting better

Always and forever didn't last for you. But it's lasting for me and its draining my soul so I think I need to let go.

youre asleep on call rn but i jus feel like saying i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you. i wanna marry you. i really love you paul, and i know i always will.

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every time you say my name i know you’re consciously replacing that for sweetheart and as oddly fast as i got over you it hurts i think

I love every time around you, I know later on in the future we could possibly make amazing memories together but I still don't know if you are him. I love you and im thankful for everything you've showed me and I hope all your dreams come true because you deserve it and you're also lowkey a really dope person.

I like you but I don't know if we are on the same frequency. I am healing and my values are strong. I'm not willing to compromise. If you can handle it I want you in my life

I really hope it didn‘t hit you too hard.
I never wanted it to end that way or at all, thank you for one of the best times of my life.

its your birthday today...our relationship is too broken after everything you put me through and idk how to fix it.

I’m in such deep admiration of you. It kills me to admit that you’ll never be enough for me romantically.