Unsent messages to PAT
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 29, 2023, 9:49 am UTC
i think i'm just afraid of saying that i want this to stop already.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 29, 2023, 9:35 am UTC
You’re the reason I look back and not in the future. I would have never done that to you
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 28, 2023, 5:34 am UTC
I always knew it would work between us. I should have never said otherwise
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 22, 2023, 11:33 pm UTC
I don't know if we can be together but you are my whole world. You have helped me so much
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 22, 2023, 1:19 am UTC
U were the only person that truly understood me I hope you forgive me and I see u again 1 day
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 12, 2023, 7:58 pm UTC
I have never stopped rooting for you.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 11, 2023, 6:57 pm UTC
I love you like nothing else, were I to chose between you and the stars id choose you. I love you
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 11, 2023, 11:30 am UTC
i'm so proud of u for doing ur best everyday, ily
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 10, 2023, 9:05 pm UTC
i wonder if you still think about me like you said you use to all the time.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: September 28, 2023, 5:05 pm UTC
i didnt know i could fall in love with someones voice until you said my name
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: September 28, 2023, 5:02 pm UTC
i still wonder what you think when you hear my name
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: September 8, 2023, 9:21 pm UTC
i love you like i never loved anyone and how i will never love again
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: September 5, 2023, 1:28 am UTC
i was asked to think abt a happy moment and i thought abt when u kissed me. i miss who u were.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: August 10, 2023, 9:18 am UTC
You’re the best little brother. I miss u
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:44 am UTC
I’m sorry I left you behind. You are the sweetest soul. I wish I could go back to those days and never leave.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:08 am UTC
Do you think about me like I think about you? Do you hurt like I do? Or was everything you told me a lie.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:31 am UTC
I wish I could go back I was struggling a lot and never realized we would end up strangers in the end.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
I think I might like you. I get excited to see you and talk to you and you've made me feel good about myself. You don't really care about what I look like which means so much to me. However, boys scare me and I don't want to do anything serious.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:09 pm UTC
Hey, so uh i like you and were not holding hands at all, but im glad that ur happy with her, way to go pal :)
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:15 pm UTC
It has been a while since I haven't talk to you. You may never understand how much I cared about you, the nights I spend crying wondering if you were alright. But now, 6 years later... I'm aware of something... I need to let you go... An a piece of my heart will go with you... But as hard as it hurts... I am free of all that pain.
Take care, and I hope the best for you...
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 25, 2020, 10:58 am UTC
fuck it lol you'll never see this and nothings ever gonna happen anyways. i like u man. thats all ok bye. :)
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:28 am UTC
I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are. I love your curly hair and how you push it out your face, your goofy glasses with your ocean blue eyes, your adorable contagious laugh and how awkward you are around me. im sorry I was so drunk I shouldn't have said that, I know you don't feel the same and it hurts a lot. I can't get over you and I don't want to even if it hurts so hard. seeing you happy makes me so much happier and that's all I want for you. some days I wish that one day you will feel the same but that's just me dreaming.i think about the convo we had ages ago and how you called my hair cute and that I made you nervous. I wish I could feel that feeling again when I saw that message. I wish I could sing at the top of my lungs with you to shut up and dance.I wish I could cuddle you and tell you how much you mean to me. i guess its all a fantasy. I wish I could move on but I can't. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:18 am UTC
thankyou for being the first boy to make me smile. I still sing along and know the words to your favourite songs.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 11, 2020, 10:03 pm UTC
i want to cry. how long will it take you to realize i’m in love with you. i’ll be waiting, i always will be.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: November 3, 2020, 4:37 am UTC
7 years on and I still feel like you are meant to be the one. I’m not ready to let go of that thought just yet
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:25 am UTC
You absolutely broke my heart and what you did was unimaginable but I still miss you and love you, the way you made me feel.
From: ABC
To: Pat
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:21 pm UTC
I’m sorry I expected you to fix me without realising I was breaking you in the process. I’ll never forget how u made me feel
