You are wonderful. My best friend. someone else would be lucky to have you. I am so sorry I'm not in love with you
I am so sorry i am too scared of losing you and being alone to break up with you.

please, I know I probably scared you away with my coldness, but the only reason I acted cold was to protect myself because I was Falling hard for you

I'm sick of your manipulative shit. Stop posting about me and confess for what you FUCKING DID. I think everyone would think what you're doing is hilarious. You're making an absolute clown of yourself. Start to remember who your real friends are please. And Your little game is a big fat joke.Just like our relationship
Fuck you elise. You Asshole.

i dont know why you couldnt love me anymore. i dont know why you hurt me like you did. but i dont regret anything

you said you couldn’t talk to me right now. i’m torn. a stupid part of me wants to believe it’s because you still like me. but i know it’s because of what i did. i don’t know what it was or when or why, but whatever made you leave me, i am truly sorry. we both were a bit fucked in the head though so there’s that lol

You broke me. i can never frogive you. then you went and dated Rose like i never mattered in the first place. you stupid bitch. fuck you.

idk if it was just that you were the first girl to pay attention to me. but I loved u. i don't get upset anymore.

I hope we fall in love again. I still love you like the day we broke things off. You’re my stars, you always will be. And if you ever want to go to space again, you know where to find me.

I hope we fall in love again. I still love you like the day we broke things off. You’re my stars, you always will be. And if you ever want to go to space again, you know where to find me.

I hope we fall in love again. I still love you like the day we broke things off. You’re my stars, you always will be. And if you ever want to go to space again, you know where to find me.

I always thought you were cute and I wanted to ask you out, but you already have a boyfriend and circle of good, supportive friends and I was wrong to try to shove my way into that. I’ll miss your memes and supportive thoughts but I never deserved it.

it's your birthday coming up, i've been thinking about you a lot, i got caught up in my head, thinking about how you left town, felt like i was annoying you with all my texts. i just wonder what we could've been if i was in a more stable place. just know that I still care. d

i really thought we were a forever thing. i messed everything up. i was at my lowest & i lost you.

i don't care that you don't like me. i don't care that you don't want to be friends. i don't care that you think i'm annoying. i care that you pretend to be my friend when you run out of other options.

you broke me without knowing i was in love with you you were my best friend and you utterly and completely broke me.

i wish you knew how much i miss you. you will always be my best friend.
pinky promises break my heart now .

i wish you hadn't ignored me. i think we would've worked out if you'd let me help you through it all.

i’ve never stopped loving you, i miss you so much it hurts, it hurts so much. but my god does it make me feel alive.

the fact that you fucking lied when you couldve gotten help and youre mad at me for helping fuck you. i dont deserve this shit im going through enough i dont need your ass constantly trxting me you're gonna kill yourself. if you actually are planning on it dont tell anyone, or actually tell your shitty ass friends because i know for a fucking fact none of them would do anything. not even your girlfriend. so fuck you and your fucking life i dont want to be apart of it anymore. fuck you im sorry you hate yourself and your life that bad but i am not fucking sorry for trying to get you help. im finally fucking done with you. fuck you.

the fact that you fucking lied when you couldve gotten help and youre mad at me for helping fuck you. i dont deserve this shit im going through enough i dont need your ass constantly trxting me you're gonna kill yourself. if you actually are planning on it dont tell anyone, or actually tell your shitty ass friends because i know for a fucking fact none of them would do anything. not even your girlfriend. so fuck you and your fucking life i dont want to be apart of it anymore. fuck you im sorry you hate yourself and your life that bad but i am not fucking sorry for trying to get you help. im finally fucking done with you. fuck you.

I know you miss those years when we were best friends but I don’t. You were so fucking toxic and I don’t think you even realized it. You should take some time to self reflect to realize what kind of person you actually are.

you know, maybe i was a shit friend. but that is not equal to what you taught me. how i cannot let myself be loved anymore. you used me, you manipulated me. i don’t care if you hate me. i don’t care if you have reason to hate me. fuck you

I wish I didn't forgive you so quick. You caused me so much trauma and so many issues yet I still forgave you because I was dumb. You told me to never tell another soul about what happened and now we laugh it off like a joke. You never even told me why it happened. What you did to me triggered a huge depression within me and i've almost killed myself twice because of you. How ironic that is. You pushed it aside and said that it was because you were going through a rough time and just wanted to push me away. That is not an excuse. I think about what you did daily and I would never wish that upon my worst enemy. I wish I could talk about it with you now but it's been years since it happened and i'm afraid to lose you. Your one of the only two people who talk to me. You've made me so dependent on people and I'm afraid of being judged of everything I do. You "make fun" of me because it's "your sense of humor" but it's drilled in my brain. I think I'm dumb and a crybaby because of you. I think that everyone will leave me. You've turned me into a people pleaser. You've changed me for the worse and I'm so over it. God sometimes I wish we never talked after it happened. Sometimes I wonder if I would be better off without being friends with you. I feared for my life everyday because of you. I was afraid of myself because I thought I would kill myself every night. I have old notes I've written just before I almost attempted. I've hurt myself because I thought I was never good enough. You made me hate myself. I thought your opinions mattered. They don't, your opinions about me don't matter. One day I will tell you what you've done to me. One day I will be brave enough to break out of your hold you have on me.

i hope ur ok. i reacted badly and i know that must have been shitty for u. but i wish u would talk to me, i really do want to be friends again

hi elise. you probably won't see this but thank you for everything. you make me so happy. you're beautiful and funny. i love you.

i dont feel anymore. i dont think anymore. but i still somehow manage to think of you at least once everyday. i need you, e. i fucking need you right now.

I still love you so much, I'm sorry that your parents found out and I know it's my fault. I still have that monster can you gave me.

ur a fucking bitch whos manipulative and when i was at my worst you left me in the dark yet would cry out about ur boyfriend, no one cares. People say "i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy" but i would wish it on you.

it's okay to love. it doesn't make you weak. let people see you. you deserve it. open up. you deserved to be loved.

i self sabotaged because i couldn’t be friends with you, i wanted you too much.

i hope you think of me every second that you’re with her.

I hope you have a happy life, I’ll miss you x

I still think about you. Come back.

I wish you didn't live so far away. I'd let myself love you, if you did

i’m still waiting for you. i think about you constantly sweet girl

You were the first, now everyone I love reminds me I’m always meant to love more

Do you think of me after all this time ? I wonder if I cross your mind sometimes like you do mine.

i miss you and i’m sorry i ruined our friendship. hopefully we can fix things my twin tower

you’re a piggy come to work

ill love you forever and always. ill wait for you until my last breath my sweet girl

Everyone who has known you says the same things. And they aren’t positive reviews.

Knowing you has made my life so much less dull, i love you

No one has ever known me like you did. We both moved away but I’ll miss you forever

Idk why I'm so scared. Your everything i want to be with I love you so much but I'm too scared

i hate that our friendship is drifting apart. ur one of my fav people.

i’m in love with everything about you. how are you so perfect

“i keep the letters that you wrote in a secret place”

Even if it was just for a moment you made me feel happiness I’ve never felt before.

I love you, wish i told you when we were still friends.

still dont know what a cul-de-sac is… miss you and your freckles