Unsent Messages

I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are. I love your curly hair and how you push it out your face, your goofy glasses with your ocean blue eyes, your adorable contagious laugh and how awkward you are around me. im sorry I was so drunk I shouldn't have said that, I know you don't feel the same and it hurts a lot. I can't get over you and I don't want to even if it hurts so hard. seeing you happy makes me so much happier and that's all I want for you. some days I wish that one day you will feel the same but that's just me dreaming.i think about the convo we had ages ago and how you called my hair cute and that I made you nervous. I wish I could feel that feeling again when I saw that message. I wish I could sing at the top of my lungs with you to shut up and dance.I wish I could cuddle you and tell you how much you mean to me. i guess its all a fantasy. I wish I could move on but I can't. im sorry.