From: ABC
To: oli
Date: June 3, 2024, 7:04 pm UTC
hi
im really proud of you
youre doing great
keep going
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: May 25, 2024, 12:14 am UTC
you don’t love me the same, youre bored of me.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: May 6, 2024, 10:02 pm UTC
i miss how u were when we were together more than i think i’ve missed anything ever.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: May 2, 2024, 4:56 am UTC
Until I see those beautiful hazel eyes again, take care, sunflower girl
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: April 30, 2024, 6:05 pm UTC
i lied. i will
let u back every time. i think i still love you
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: April 28, 2024, 8:14 am UTC
i miss the old you, seeing the new you is upsetting
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: March 8, 2024, 10:20 pm UTC
been 2 years and almost 4 miss u and think bout u everyday i just wish i could talk to u again
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: February 20, 2024, 11:38 pm UTC
when u finally realise u left something good, it will be too late. i’m not waiting for u anymore.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: February 14, 2024, 6:23 pm UTC
I need all of you. I need you to try for me. I want you to want me. I want it to only be me and you.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: February 9, 2024, 7:48 pm UTC
I’m not waiting around for you to come back. I’m just waiting for the apology I wish I got.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: February 2, 2024, 2:38 pm UTC
I love you, but I don't want to be just a side thought, so. I'll choose myself this time.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 26, 2024, 9:39 pm UTC
i made some mistakes and let the distance beat us hope you dont hate me forever
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 20, 2024, 10:58 pm UTC
Maybe one day you will believe me when I tell you that you are adorable <3
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 12, 2024, 11:56 am UTC
I love looking at the hoodie you gave me
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 5, 2023, 5:59 pm UTC
Let’s just try all over again. We already know the best bits.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 22, 2023, 7:13 pm UTC
Please tell me this isn’t the end my pretty boy. You are still my everything. I love you. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 13, 2023, 6:58 am UTC
it was never hard to love you, im sorry. it was never your fault
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:35 pm UTC
i think about you everyday. i don’t know why you left. i think i’ll love you forever
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 12, 2023, 2:20 pm UTC
there is something tragic about a friendship so coloured by romance
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 3, 2023, 12:58 pm UTC
the person i loved and the person you are now are completely different
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 2, 2023, 1:56 pm UTC
i really wish i never changed my routine that day. i would’ve been blissfully unaware
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: October 31, 2023, 8:18 pm UTC
Please tell me youll come back?? and well work it out this time?
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:34 pm UTC
I’m unsure if I want to spend the rest of my life with you or if I just need more
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: October 14, 2023, 6:21 pm UTC
i never stopped like you oli why did you have to pick her
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: October 13, 2023, 2:52 am UTC
admitting to myself that u never loved me is one of the hardest things i have ever done.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: October 3, 2023, 6:04 pm UTC
I like you a lot I just don't know how to say it, and seeing you with whoever she is makes me weak
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: August 31, 2023, 4:18 am UTC
do you look for me in all the girls you meet?
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: August 2, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
i will always love you and im so sorry for messing things up.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:19 pm UTC
I still love you, you mean more to me then you think you do.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:22 am UTC
It’s been a decade since you loved me back.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:24 am UTC
I wish we were close again. You will forever be my sail.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:45 pm UTC
I had to write the date on the board for the children tomorrow so now I know it’s your birthday and I miss you again
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:21 pm UTC
thankyou for teaching me patience. i’m so sorry i was not enough when i was with you. i’m glad you’re happy :)
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:47 pm UTC
you were my bestfriend. You broke my heart. I still think, even dream of you from time to time. You moved on and i did not. It hurts to see you happy.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:33 am UTC
i would call you oliver, but you hate anyone but her calling you that. I cant tell how subtly youve changed my life since we became friends, i think that you have one of the most beautiful souls ive ever had the privilege of experiencing, thank you for always existing to me, and listening. i did find myself falling for you tbh, but i truly hope she makes you happier than anyone else could
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
you dont know how much im in love with you but also how scared i am of you to leave me for someone else and worried that im not good enough for you, and one day youll see me how i see myself.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:35 pm UTC
im sorry that i didnt realize how much i loved you until you left. i would do anything to get you back.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
I need you to apologize to me for the pain and heartbreak I so willingly stayed with you for. I was so broken. You made me the least myself I’ve ever been. Thank you for the lessons, I think I’ve learned all that I can learn from you now.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
i’m sorry i was so bland and didn’t put myself out there. i’m sure i bored you and i didn’t want to. i don’t blame you for going to her. it was my fault
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: December 10, 2020, 2:36 pm UTC
i wish i could tell you how i feel about you. i dont think you feel the same but theres, i dont even think you like my gender. but you make my day, every conversation with you lights up my week. you make me laugh and smile so much and it amazes me how you cant see how beautiful and special you are to me. i love you gorgeous
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
I realise now that you were my first attachment, not my first love. We loved each other but weren't in love... and that's ok :)
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:04 pm UTC
I tried so hard for so long to keep the love between us, but I woke up one day and realised it's not worth fighting for someone that will never love me the same way.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
You fucking confuse me. My heart loves u but my head says no. Your smile when you laugh to your stupid personality you message me with kisses and hearts and be really sweet and make me fall for you all over again just after I’ve pushed all my feelings away I don’t know what to do because you say you don’t like me and I think that’s true but everyone that your close says to me that they think you do, just yet to admit it idk. I wrote that in my notes when you rejected me. I’m over you now and I don’t like you but I still smile whenever I look at you and it’s the little things that matter to me. I’ve learnt that you will never like me back because to you I’m completely un-loveable I’m only hurting myself thinking you might like me one day so I’m giving up. All you are to me is a friend and I don’t think of you as anything else.
From: ABC
To: oli
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
you broke my heart like it was a plastic fork, shooting out in all directions. you still walked away like it was nothing.