i would call you oliver, but you hate anyone but her calling you that. I cant tell how subtly youve changed my life since we became friends, i think that you have one of the most beautiful souls ive ever had the privilege of experiencing, thank you for always existing to me, and listening. i did find myself falling for you tbh, but i truly hope she makes you happier than anyone else could

I need you to apologize to me for the pain and heartbreak I so willingly stayed with you for. I was so broken. You made me the least myself I’ve ever been. Thank you for the lessons, I think I’ve learned all that I can learn from you now.

you were my bestfriend. You broke my heart. I still think, even dream of you from time to time. You moved on and i did not. It hurts to see you happy.

thankyou for teaching me patience. i’m so sorry i was not enough when i was with you. i’m glad you’re happy :)

i want to spend my whole life with you and only you but i feel like youre going to leave me for someone else.

i just know so many of these messages are for u. there's one w ur first and last name. wish i didn't fall for a player

You fucking confuse me. My heart loves u but my head says no. Your smile when you laugh to your stupid personality you message me with kisses and hearts and be really sweet and make me fall for you all over again just after I’ve pushed all my feelings away I don’t know what to do because you say you don’t like me and I think that’s true but everyone that your close says to me that they think you do, just yet to admit it idk. I wrote that in my notes when you rejected me. I’m over you now and I don’t like you but I still smile whenever I look at you and it’s the little things that matter to me. I’ve learnt that you will never like me back because to you I’m completely un-loveable I’m only hurting myself thinking you might like me one day so I’m giving up. All you are to me is a friend and I don’t think of you as anything else.

I tried so hard for so long to keep the love between us, but I woke up one day and realised it's not worth fighting for someone that will never love me the same way.

I realise now that you were my first attachment, not my first love. We loved each other but weren't in love... and that's ok :)

you broke my heart like it was a plastic fork, shooting out in all directions. you still walked away like it was nothing.

you dont know how much im in love with you but also how scared i am of you to leave me for someone else and worried that im not good enough for you, and one day youll see me how i see myself.

i was fine until you took my heart and now i wish i took yours but now when i think of you, i somehow wish we had more time...

i wish i could tell you how i feel about you. i dont think you feel the same but theres, i dont even think you like my gender. but you make my day, every conversation with you lights up my week. you make me laugh and smile so much and it amazes me how you cant see how beautiful and special you are to me. i love you gorgeous

I still think about you every night and wish that we were still as close as we used to be. I miss you. xx

I miss you. I hate seeing you get hurt by people you love, I wish I could've given you what you deserved.

im sorry that i didnt realize how much i loved you until you left. i would do anything to get you back.

I had to write the date on the board for the children tomorrow so now I know it’s your birthday and I miss you again

i’m sorry i was so bland and didn’t put myself out there. i’m sure i bored you and i didn’t want to. i don’t blame you for going to her. it was my fault

when u finally realise u left something good, it will be too late. i’m not waiting for u anymore.

I wish you never did that, we were amazing for each other and you ruined it. You knew I was moving

I should have let you go. I will never be able to tell you just how sorry I am.

i wish you understood how much you hurt me

I love looking at the hoodie you gave me

I want to kiss you

Please tell me this isn’t the end my pretty boy. You are still my everything. I love you. I’m sorry

let me forget about you

been 2 years and almost 4 miss u and think bout u everyday i just wish i could talk to u again

Let’s just try all over again. We already know the best bits.

I wish we were close again. You will forever be my sail.

you don’t love me the same, youre bored of me.

i love you.

Sometimes I wonder if you think of me too

I still hate what you did to me. I just can't bring myself to hate you.

you dont know this, but im still in love with you. more than ever actually. i miss your pretty eyes

I finally removed you off of everything, i’m leaving this chapter of my life and going forward - ????

Maybe one day you will believe me when I tell you that you are adorable <3

I miss you. I want us to be friends again. It’s been hard since you moved, for both of us.

I’m so worried about you. You insist you’re ok but are you? Is this really making you feel better?

I like you a lot I just don't know how to say it, and seeing you with whoever she is makes me weak

It’s been a decade since you loved me back.

I still love you, you mean more to me then you think you do.

admitting to myself that u never loved me is one of the hardest things i have ever done.

i never stopped like you oli why did you have to pick her

It’s all your fault

I’m unsure if I want to spend the rest of my life with you or if I just need more

i will wait for you forever

i will always love you and im so sorry for messing things up.

I love you, mon chéri♡

i made some mistakes and let the distance beat us hope you dont hate me forever

i never stopped having a crush on you