Unsent Messages

You fucking confuse me. My heart loves u but my head says no. Your smile when you laugh to your stupid personality you message me with kisses and hearts and be really sweet and make me fall for you all over again just after I’ve pushed all my feelings away I don’t know what to do because you say you don’t like me and I think that’s true but everyone that your close says to me that they think you do, just yet to admit it idk. I wrote that in my notes when you rejected me. I’m over you now and I don’t like you but I still smile whenever I look at you and it’s the little things that matter to me. I’ve learnt that you will never like me back because to you I’m completely un-loveable I’m only hurting myself thinking you might like me one day so I’m giving up. All you are to me is a friend and I don’t think of you as anything else.