Unsent messages to NICO

You said you have feelings for me and you are serious about it. You made so many mistakes, which truly broke my heart. Yet the only thing I want is to see you standing in front of my house because you want to talk about everything. I want to hug you, to kiss you, and to just see your smile once again. Why aren't you fighting for me? I am praying every day that you come back, even after all the things you did.

I hope she was worth it to break my heart. No matter how bad you treated me, I will always love you. I hope you're gonna be happy with her and she gives you all the things I couldn't.

i’m starting to believe you just didn’t wanna open up because you were scared of your own feelings and me hurting you which wasn’t the case i would’ve broke my heart before i would’ve broke yours and i mean that 1 million times you were the first guy i ever came across who didn’t use me for my body you actually spent time on me which i wish i would’ve took advantage of because no communication with you just breaks my heart into pieces and just the thought of you moving on hurts but i’m still going to care and love you forever and always

I miss you so much. I know that we will never get back together but I love you so much and I wish we would still have that bond. You were my first love, my first kiss and my first heartbreak.

It hurts that I wasn't interesting enough for you. Sometimes I like to think of what we could have been. We could have been great, or we could have destroyed each other. Only the stars know. I dreamed of you even when I was awake, now when I see your name it leaves me cold. I hope one day there's no one to miss.

¿Para qué me salvaste la vida si luego me destruirías?
Como sea, siempre tuya, te amo con lo que queda de mi alma

Love u so much my love, thank you for coming into my life, you're the best thing that happend in my life, love you

Realmente fuiste especial para mi, pero creo que yo para ti no , siempre te llevare en mi corazón.Si estábamos destinados la vida nos volverá a juntar y si no , espero que seas muy feliz.

Either we get married together, or I'll tell my daughter about you when she comes home with a broken heart.

i know you blame yourself for what happened. but you don't need to. it wasn't your fault. I told you to leave. I needed you to leave. I know that you feel responsible for what happens to me, but I can take care of myself. I want to be strong enough on my own. I want to know that if you weren't there I could still do it. anyways that's not the point. I'm glad we worked it out. I don't know, I think it's kinda cool.

nico-
the first time i ever interacted with you, i thought you were rude and mean. but it turns out you were going through a lot. i don't regret it one bit that you're now part of my life. we've been through hell and back together, and i fell in love with you. but of course you don't know that. i know you're not telling me something, but that's ok. just know that i'll always love you and i'll always be here for you.

I know we don’t talk that much. I know that the only thing we do is stare at each other. But what I don’t is if you will ever love me as much as I do. ¿

hello love, sorry i keep talking to you like this instead of actually talking to you. i don’t know if im just in denial but i don’t wanna believe you did anything wrong. i miss you angel

I need you to understand how much I love you but all you talk about is bodies and stupid stuff like please I just want your attention and that's it

i dont even know if i like you. but every time you flirt with her, it hurts. she doesnt like you. why dont you flirt with me?

i have so much i want to say but no words to form into sentences. you just mean the world to me and i’m afraid to lose you ig :/

I hate that I still find myself thinking about you. I don't think I'm ever going to get the closure I deserved from you, you hurt me to much to ever have another conversation with you. But if you see this - I hope you know I forgive you. I understand why you did what you did. And I hope you know that even though you may still be angry at me, I never wanted us to end like that. I wish I had been able to give you what you needed. But we've moved on, and are healing, and I think thats for the best. A part of me is always going to love you. I really, truly hope that you're happy now. All my love, e.

I will love you to the rest of my life. This is your favourite color, you are always the first, even ahead of myself.

Te conocí recientemente, no sé si te caí bien o mal pero sé que la pasé bien hablando contigo. Por favor, dame la oportunidad de poder conocerte.

perdon por haberte dejado de esa forma. ya pasaron dos meses y sigo pensando en que te merecias algo mejor

You took a piece of me every time you did me wrong. Eventually the love wasn’t worth the pain anymore.

cuándo terminamos nunca te pude decir lo que sentía, éramos dos personas destinadas a estar juntas después de dos años de relación ya te sentía como parte de mi y han pasado dos años y aún no encuentro alguien que llene el vació que dejaste, estábamos destinados pero no en este momento, espero que llegue ese día y a pesar de las cosas malas que pasamos siempre te recordare con cariño, te amo

Nunca podrá existir alguien que me haya gustado tanto como tu, es una pena... que por mucho que yo te quisiera, tu nunca me devolviste todo ese amor que te di. Aun así, no te guardo rencor. Me sigues gustando.

From your Leo: You most likely hate me. But I think about you every day, and even though the ache in my chest isn't so deep anymore, I still miss you.

i have always loved you, you were the first to say i love you and made me believe love was real. i really do cherish you as my best friend but it's hard that you lost feelings while i am still so in love with you. i know you cant help your feelings and i forgive you for making me feel lesser since you always liked her when we were together. i hope throughout life we stay friends. I agree with you that we are soulmates but for me it isn't platonic, you are the one for me and ik you thing we're too young to know anything like that but my heart knows it. also you're a poopy butt

You hurt me so much, but for some reason i still love you and idk why. it hurts so much. please come back to me :‘(

Please don't go back to her, it hurt so so much the last time you left and I can't bare to lose you, you make the bad days good and the good days even better, i know it's hard for you right now but im here

I like you and I know that you dot like me in the way I like you so I don't tell you that, but just a reminder that you are a wonderful person and don't let other people tear you down

sometimes i wish we just stayed as strangers, not wasting both our times waiting for me to open up but i’m so grateful for the little time you were in my life

Picking this color was easy you make me smile all the time thank you i think we have something good here going for us i can't wait to see what the future brings ;)

i never felt like i was enough for you. i’m sorry u could never heal from what hurt u before me. but u still had no right to take it out on me. while i was building u up u were beating me down. don’t ever try to come back into my life. go to therapy please

i couldnt consent. that was my first time being drunk and you knew it. and the worst part is i dont even think you know what you did.

why do I still care about you even after all this time? you were never good to me, but your words linger in my mind sometimes. and you'll never know.