i know you blame yourself for what happened. but you don't need to. it wasn't your fault. I told you to leave. I needed you to leave. I know that you feel responsible for what happens to me, but I can take care of myself. I want to be strong enough on my own. I want to know that if you weren't there I could still do it. anyways that's not the point. I'm glad we worked it out. I don't know, I think it's kinda cool.