Unsent messages to NIC
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 1, 2023, 6:52 am UTC
i'm not used to express my feelings, but i've admired u for a while now
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 1, 2023, 3:04 am UTC
why don’t we talk anymore? what did i do? why am i the first thing to give in your life?
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 28, 2023, 12:27 pm UTC
i've admired u for a while now, u know that?
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 23, 2023, 3:48 am UTC
You hurt me but you were right about so many things that happened after. I should have listened.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 20, 2023, 7:37 am UTC
I feel like betray you, but I didn't at all, I feel so anxious bc I love you and don't wanna lose u
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 15, 2023, 11:19 pm UTC
how it ended makes me believe that our story isn’t over. there are still loose ends.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 13, 2023, 9:43 pm UTC
i miss you sm , i miss your hair , eyes and smile , i love you. and ill never stop loving u
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 12, 2023, 7:54 pm UTC
you’ll always be my first love, but that doesn’t mean i want you back.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:00 am UTC
you were my first love and i hate how things ended and i never want to see you again but i love you
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: September 25, 2023, 2:36 am UTC
what’s so special about her. you never posted me.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: September 13, 2023, 5:33 am UTC
i wish u cared abt how much i cared for u
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: August 26, 2023, 12:45 am UTC
i botched this year. i should have been with u.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: July 31, 2023, 11:20 pm UTC
I'll show you care even if you don't,
I know love isn't fair.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: July 11, 2023, 1:09 pm UTC
Do u like me or not? I literally cannot tell at this point
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:11 pm UTC
you’re the most amazing person in my life. it’s a shame you’re in love with her. in another life I guess.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:29 pm UTC
Our souls are one. We’re meant to be. I’m sorry the universe has other plans for us right now. One day we’ll come back together - I’ll wait for that day.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:20 pm UTC
As long as you're happy with her then I am happy. No matter how I feel about you, I will always put your happiness first. You'll never know how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 24, 2020, 12:06 am UTC
a blessing and a curse. thank you for changing my life. i hope we can meet again in a few years when i've done some growing. you know i care and i always will. if i could i would never move on but i have to because you not wanting me makes me not want me. not a goodbye but a see you later.
P.S. i'm sorry i never told you i love you
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
You said you’d never hurt me like he did. After 1 kiss you hurt me a million times more than he ever could.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:34 am UTC
you helped me grow as a person, i will always appreciate that and i'm sorry i outgrew our relationship
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 17, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
this was as close to khaki as i could get (since they stay on). i miss you, but i can't text you or else it'd be confirming your fears again. i wish i didn't fuck everything up and that it wasn't selfish of me to want us to stay in contact. why can't you just speak your mind? we could've been great. i hope you don't hate me, and that you're happy, or will be. i only want the best for you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 16, 2020, 6:56 am UTC
stop fucking w me. you're toxic and you know it. stop telling ppl lies, stop drawing me in, leave me alone. go find someone else to manipulate
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:31 am UTC
sometimes i regret staying friends with you, sometimes i think it’s the best thing that could’ve happened for us. i love you so much, but those feelings i had for you freshman year still make me mad when i realize you never felt the same. i’m glad it never happened, but i still somehow resent you for it
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:47 am UTC
I’ve moved on, I promise, but when I see you I can’t deny that everything slows down for a second and the what ifs come back.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:12 am UTC
I hate that I can't see the red color the same anymore because it reminds me of your dumbass. I know our timing wasn't right and I will forever love you. You mean the world to me. I love the person I become around you. You inspire me, I look up to you in so many ways, I don't you'd understand. I just know we would be so powerful together but we are too stubborn to see it. The saddest part is that at the end of the day, I will never know how exactly you feel towards me and I hate playing the guessing game. Please talk to me before its too late, because I am so close to giving up indefinitely. Im hanging on to the slightest bit of hope but I can only hang on for so long. Idk if you'll see this but if you do, there's no one like you that I have come across in my life. :p
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:36 am UTC
Fuck dude, I gave you so many chances and told you i liked you, i feel like a dumbass and a clown for actually believing i had a shot with you. Why'd you play me?Why'd you make me feel as if we were gonna be something. That shit hurts and the worst part of it all i cant find a single bit in my heart to hate you. So fuck you for making me fall for you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:08 am UTC
ever since you left me I’ve felt like I wasn’t good enough, but in reality you lost something that was more then good enough
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:43 am UTC
You were my first heartbreak. I didn’t deserve that. I was only 12. You saw my best friend and knew she was better.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:04 am UTC
I miss you still. even tho ur a terrible person i still wish we didnt give up on us.even tho u hate me now i will always be here for you
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:34 am UTC
Looking back, I'm not quite sure why I dated you but I guess at the time it's what I needed, so thank you for being that person anyway
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: December 6, 2020, 12:43 pm UTC
there isn't a single day that has gone by that I haven't thought about you since the first time we spoke, i miss you and i still love you
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
i think i loved you. i’ve thought about you every day since that night. even after you crushed me. especially after you crushed me.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
your name is the only name that makes this website not work for me.. I think that's a sign that I don't want to know.. because I know your ex put something here about you..
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:56 am UTC
I gave you a second chance and you took that chance to break me again. I don't understand why, but I'm learning to be okay with that.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
You know who sent this,, I love you and miss you but I am glad we broke up. It wouldn't work out. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
hey im sorry i hurt u so bad but feelings change and shit happens yk im still here for u and ur gonna find someone else so just chill and dont gaslight me pls lmfaoooo
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
i hope that you realize that i am the only person would never left you when things got rough for you, you’ll regret it one day. i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
i hope that you realize that i am the only person would never left you when things got rough for you, you’ll regret it one day. i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 23, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
I wish you knew how unfair it was that you told me you didn’t love me but you didn’t want me to love anybody but you.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 10, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
I wish you knew how much I really did love you! I wish u knew u were the reason I woke up in the mornings,the reason I was happy and above all I wish u knew I loved u. But now it’s all to late and I have to watch u fall in love with other people, and yeah it sucks but I’m happy to see u happy.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:31 pm UTC
It's been a year today. I thank time for relieving that pain. As for you, I hope you're nothing but happy.
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:13 am UTC
I don’t like u I see you as a friend I wanna break up. Your so cool that I still wanna be friends but I also think I like azy
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 1, 2020, 3:10 am UTC
Nic, I know you have no idea that I like you but I’ve liked you forever I want to be with you all the time but I can’t even tell you that because your nic. And the girls you get are stunning and You could do so much better at the end of the day
From: ABC
To: Nic
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:19 am UTC
what's love? is it imagining you in my head before i go to sleep, is it wanting to do everything with you, is it smiling every time i think of you, is it hating myself thinking of the things i did to hurt you, or is it always coming back to you?
