hey.. i know its almost been a year since we ended but do you ever think of me? im in another relationship and i love him and he treats me like an angel but sometimes i think about us and how i could still be with you and it makes me question whether im in the right place or not. i dont think i would leave him for you at all, im very happy with him, happier than i was with you but also i really just hope you think of me at night when ur alone and the feels hit, i hope you think about what you lost, i hope you miss me and its selfish because i dont want you back but i really really hope you miss me, i hope seeing me with him makes you angry, i hope you look at me and regret leaving, i hope you smile then cry thinking about our memories. since you moved on so fast i hope that now you go through what i went through in the beginning, i hope you feel the pain i felt. but you wont will you? i never really meant that much to you. i would say i wish you all the best but i dont, i want you to hurt, i want it to hurt you, i want to matter. it just drives me crazy that losing me had to effect on you. i just want to be appreciated enough that my absence bothers you.

hey nemo und zwar han ich kfühl für dich becho ich wott aber nöd das du es weisch will ich wott eusi bzh wo mir jz hend nöd zerstöre will es gaht mir momentan nöd perfekt aber besser han ich dich im lebe als best kllg anstatt als ex wo mir vllt nachr nöd emal meh knt hend. du bedütisch mir momentan richtig viel und das wird echt so blibe will du bisch mir so schnell is herz gwachse und nur wenn ich scho din geruch riech fühl ich mich sicher will ich ganz genau weiss das ich mich mit dir i de nöchi sehr sicher bin. ich han gfühl für dich will du ganz genau weisch das ich zwei site han vo mir und du kennsch beidi site sehr guet will du bisch die ersti person wo ich mich als erstes göffnet han, denn gits no de grund das mir beidi eus zm sehr wohl fühlet (vllt gahts nur mir so) aber mir beidi zm sind eif nur bhd und ich lach weg jedem scheiss will ich eif glücklich bin in dinere nöchi zsi und dafür dank ich dir. danke das ich dir vertraue chan mit mis ganze lebe und danke das mich glücklich machsch thank u. i love you.

I didn’t believe in true love, marriage or soulmates. Then I met you and everything fell into place. I can not wait to marry you

I didn’t believe in true love, marriage or soulmates. Then I met you and everything fell into place. I can not wait to marry you

Did you enjoy leading me on and confusing me...
On that night you offered to take me back to the party, if I had asked you to walked me home would something have happened...?
Did you even feel anything towards me? Or was I just a joke.
You were a waste of my time.

I have loved you and always will maybe in a another lifetime.If we’re meant to be together we will be together again.

i’m afraid to tell you i lost feelings. they started to fade once i noticed you stopped caring about us

you always tell me how much i matter but i know that if you get the chance to be with her you’ll leave. but that’s ok, i don’t mind being your second choice if that means i get to stay with you

im so excited for our future, im ready to be yours forever and ever boo, my future belongs to you and only you. I luv u boo. I can't wait to start a new life with you and share our lives together(: =w=

i love you and i don’t know how to say it out loud because i’m scared you won’t love me back

what i wouldn't give to hold you one more time

“next time you cry, let it be into my arms”

thank you for talking to me again, you don’t understand how much i missed u

i miss you. i know you don’t like me anymore but it still hurts

i like you and i promise i’ll do my best to take care of you <3 thanks for having such a sweet soul

I hope this is real this time, you and I. All I want is to trust you. No more heartache.

i see you everywhere man.
p.s. i really really miss you

I know you see someone else when you look at me. It hurts but i love you

i hope one day you realize all the love you’re searching for is inside of you.

I no longer cry when I think of you but everything still hurts.

u kinda broke my heart, but nevermind. i feel so stupid. like a dog waiting for scraps, anything.

the glass has shattered

I love you, always have. Thanks for the friendship. I'll miss you, but I wish the best for you.

to my best friend, i love you forever and im so lucky to have you

Why’d you come back? In may you sent that text.

I like you, I know we don’t talk much and your not in the best mindset but I’ll always be here ☆

I can't even continue watching squid games. It hurts without you.
I love you so much

i sent so many on here that didn’t go through over the year bcs i never stopped thinking of you.

I’ll have to remember you for longer than I’ve known you. I never did actually forget. I want you.

I still think about the times spent together in your car, our first kiss. I wish we worked out

i’m sorry i can’t be what you need rn. please don’t hate me. i love u.

despite not being in a good place rn… i hope u know ur still on my mind
(as always)