I still remember that night, when I told you how bad I looked at night but you still saw me and said how beautiful I was. No one ever made my heart beat the way it did when you would compliment me. When I would go to sleep smiling and the stars seemed to shine so bright. Now they look so dull and cold.

the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. we broke up 10 months ago but i will never forget the heart break i went through. you were toxic but it doesnt change the fact that i will always have a little bit of love left for you in my heart. now im striving and doing better then ever. i miss you

why haven't you tried reaching out? why did you lie? i was hoping this time we could make things right. ive waited for you for so long just for you to come back and disappoint me again? do you realise how much i love you? every time you would mess up i would try to understand it from your point of view. i just want you to love me. i think you are my first love even though i've had a bf before you but i don't feel the same about him the same way i feel about you. you'll always be in my heart even if you hate me, i'll still love you. i know everyone has told me to move on and that i deserve better but i want you to be better so that we can be together. i know i'm hurting myself by holding on but there is no way of letting you go. how are you able to do it so easily? messing and hooking up with other girls while i'm at home worried about you. i want to believe that you are my soulmate so please be better. i'll always forgive you. no one's felt like you, i've been waiting for you for over a year but you don't even realise that. when will you mature. i really don't want anyone else. if it's not me with you then it's no one else. i miss our late night calls where we just talk about random things. why did you have to go and lie, you know i would always forgive you. i love you so much but i can't stand myself being so weak. why do you always win the end? i don't think i'll be moving on for a long time. i miss you everyday and you seem fine without me. can't you see all the hurt you've put me through why are u so cruel. i'm so sick of staying up late crying and thinking about you. i know someone else better out there deserves me but if i had an option i'd always choose you. it feels like home with you, idk why am i doing this to myself. why am i so attached to you?

Im too scared to tell you this but i never liked you girl bsf but i only put up with her cuz I love you.

when you left you took a piece of my soul. now i can’t wait to prove how wrong you are about me and my dreams. this is to me achieving what your future parters can’t. they won’t be able to understand you as much as i could. and we both know that

you broke me, so i thought being without you was best, but now i think being without you breaks me even more.

i can’t wait to marry you, to spend the rest of our lives together. i love you j. forever and always.

Fuiste la primera persona la cual yo me enamoré, y te sigo teniendo un gran cariño, pero ya no es lo mismo, he conocido a alguien más que me valora más de lo que tú lo hiciste, y a veces me pregunto por qué no he logrado estar contigo, pero todo tiene su razón. Te sigo teniendo cariño, pero ya no amor.

I had a date tonight. He brought me flowers and paid for my dinner. Unfortunately for you, I was shown better. Fuck your turtle mode

It's stupid after all this time i still think of you. The last words you said to me hurt but my feelings were sincere to you. I feel so stupid..

Text me. The thought of us being soulmates never leaves my mind when I think of you. I feel like we’re running out of time. I miss you Jeffry

hey jeffrey. we met 1-3 years ago. remember the 13 year old girl you hurt? you lied to me, you told your friends i was the toxic one. i was a kid. i didnt deserve that. i know i was also toxic but youd only use me for pictures. i hate you. b.m

the hardest pill I'll have to swallow is knowing that the person keeping me breathing didn't want me anymore.

i find myself writing about you. in my poetry, my songs, here. anywhere that reminds me of you, which unfortunately is almost everywhere. i long for the nights we spent laying in the summer fields stargazing. when we didn’t care about the passing cars or the wet grass underneath us. i miss the way you looked in the moonlight and our 3am 711 runs. i miss your laugh and your smile. i miss our friendship. i miss you j. why did you leave? especially when you knew i needed you the most. you hurt me all the time and yet you are the only person i want to be by my side when i fall. maybe that makes me stupid. stupid in love maybe. you’ll never see this but if you did, i need you.

white, for the moonlight we shared.

the color of your eyes. i miss them. i think you want me to let go, i just don’t know if i can. it wasn’t supposed to be like this

i still remember the last song you told me to listen to, supermarket flowers. ill always remember u :))

I'll always see you as a coward for not being honest, which makes me happy it ended. I know distance wasn't the problem.

I know there’s a one in a million chance that you’ll like me back, but i wanna let you know.....your my yellow.

i miss you, but i miss how you were. you’re not that same person anymore and i pray that i remember that

You truly made me happy. You were everything I wished for. Loosing you hurt me really bad. And now I have to deal with the fact that I won’t find anyone like you ever again. I wish you the best. You deserve better than me.

I want to thank you for all the beautiful times we had and for the worst. Because of you I know what love I deserve. I think about how we reconnected after 2 years and different relationships we both had. I found out I was your first love as well. A part of me will always remember. We were just kids, but still, sometimes there’s more hate than love. More bad than good, you’ll always have a place in my heart.

I wish i wasn't so immature back then. I knew you liked me and I liked you too but I had a hard time expressing myself. I wish we could go back in time but I'm happy to see that you moved on in high school. I wish we could have ended on better terms and became friends.

i hope one day we can be something again. i had so much hope for us and we had a happy connection. i had so much hope for us to get back once we both healed. but it seems like you had different plans by how badly you're treating me as a friend. what did i do? all ive ever done is love you and care for you. i dont know why you are being so harsh to me now. i was willing to work through the hard times of what you did together but you gave up on us. but i guess its okay if it helped you. i told you ill always love you and that wont stop. i just hope you find happiness even if you choose it to be not with me. just please tell me why you truly ended it and your feelings so i can stop hoping. bb b

right person, wrong time. we both knew this wasn't gonna work. we only broke up a few hours ago but i'm already starting to miss you. you mean so much to me j.

sometimes i wonder if u ever still think about me, we hardly knew each other properly but i would still say yes if u wanted me back x

I remember crying the last time I held you and on the drive back from your house. I bawled my eyes out. We had agreed to keep trying, but I knew it was over. A year later sometimes it hurts just as bad as that day if I think about it for too long. We once thought we were soulmates. Are we ever going to stop pretending we're strangers?

Congrats on your new role. Please understand I can't ever go back to what we used to be.

I want to stay with you for a little longer

I love u, I hope you'll stay by my side always. I'm grateful you came into my life.

Love me like a Lana del Rey song, baby.

Sometimes, I wish I never drove away that night. I wish you would have made me stay.

Why do I still miss you so much. I just want to move on, but I see you so often in my dreams.

I didn't want you to be a lesson after 7 years. You were supposed to be my Forever.

Maybe sometimes you smile in your sleep, and I hope I'm the one you're dreaming of.

im sorry for what happened between us, i still often find myself thinking about you.

I think you’re right, we’re going to be married this year love bug <333

U broke my heart. Why did u do this to me?u broke me & I hate u for it. Why can’t I move on?

i still love you. its been so many months and i know i should move on, i just cant

I’m sorry I left. It was the only way I could give you peace.

You are my calm in a raging sea of chaos. My safe place. My soul needs you. I love you.

In another life, I was born a boy. Then you’d see me as your friend instead of a partner.

you are the best thing that has ever happened to me :)

I’ve been fighting every day the urge to reach out. I always want to respond to you. But it’s hard.

i’m so glad i found you baby, you’ve made live worth living. <3

I still think about you every now and then...

i still wish we could talk again but sometimes i hope we would never cross paths again

I miss you

I miss u so much haha

you treated me so bad so why do i still miss you

Gosh I miss you. I wish I could talk to you again. But I'm afraid to reach out.