I’m sorry for everything that happened. I tried my best. I gave it my all. I cared. I used to not care until I met you. But you were always so wishy washy with me. You hurt me in ways I never thought I could hurt. And I hate it. But I still talk to you. Often. And I have hopes it can work but I almost don’t want it to. Idk what it is. But I still feel like I need to keep you in my life. Or I need to be in yours. It’s so hurtful though. And I wish things could go back to how it was. I love you.

I’m sorry for everything that happened. I tried my best. I gave it my all. I cared. I used to not care until I met you. But you were always so wishy washy with me. You hurt me in ways I never thought I could hurt. And I hate it. But I still talk to you. Often. And I have hopes it can work but I almost don’t want it to. Idk what it is. But I still feel like I need to keep you in my life. Or I need to be in yours. It’s so hurtful though. And I wish things could go back to how it was. I love you.

i miss you sm. things arent the same as you know. my days without you are now boring with no laughter, it quite and i hate it. i got no sleep last night and i havent slept for days because i have to be on the phone with you and honestly i dont even think my brain works right when i dont talk to you. you bring out the better person in me and i just wish we could see eachother (even though i saw you 4 days ago) you're my best friend and even dad misses you. i miss your big ass forehead on the screen of my phone. things are gonna get better tho and i promise you we are leaving as soon as we can. dad and i are even looking at vans and cars rn. ily best friend and always will :) - Butt scratcher

i am really sorry. i wish we were still friends. i wish i would have never blamed everything on you. i wish that i could tell you everything the right way but i know you don´t want anything from me. i wish you would text me and we could fix everything but i know that is not even an option anymore. i wish we were still friends. i miss you.

I love her so much . She means everything too me even if she did something bad I would always be here for here she makes me laugh and smile so hard

I hope you get everything you deserve. You deserve the world. I love you and everything is everything.

I hate you. Simple as that. You ruined how I feel about the people around me. And I will forever hate you for that.

I can't wait to distance myself from you, I think that's the only way I can handle you. You are so exhausting to love, because I have to love you more than I love myself

I haven't been on here in so long so I've went back and read the ones about me. Look, I never once told her to not talk to you, I am not the one to control anyone and who they want to talk to. She just could tell it bothered me from what Kai said so she stopped for my sake. She said it didn't matter anyways and I felt bad for it but she said it would be okay, thats it. I'm also not trying to be like you in any way, although ive always looked up to how you look, I am my own person and how I look and act has nothing to do with you. But I love her with every fiber of my being, and it is all in my own way, it again has nothing to do with you. And even if you wouldn't have hyped me up to her, we would have fallen in love anyways. How it happened AGAIN had nothing to do with you. I'm not a bad person Allie. I'm just trying to make it by with the girl I love in peace, im tired of all this drama. So just leave it be, why can't you ever just let it be?

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No, we shouldn't talk. I'm afraid of you. Your dragon ripped my throat out in a mess of screams. I can't speak or breathe. I can't make it okay. IM FUCKING DYING ALLIE. I'm so angry and hurt and the feeling that I'm drowning hasn't left. I wanna drown, I wanna scream so loud you can hear it reverberate off the moon. I want my screams to send shock waves through the ground and cause a fucking earthquake. I want it to rip the very place I stand so I can live in hell but in peace. I painted the night sky on your back. I GAVE YOU MY SKY. I gave you everything I was in love with you. For your information, I haven't found anyone willing to treat me the way I deserve. You taught me I am more than lies and empty promises. You warned me, I wish I listened. I wanna fucking rip myself apart. You can't take away things I learned about myself when I stayed in your castle locked away. I will always be my own Marcy I will always be my own Bubblegum I will be my own moon I am still Pacific Kai. YOU CAN NOT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME. I don't miss you or hate you don't get it twisted. I just wish I could erase you from my history. I wish we never met and I mean that. Thank you, I am much more confident without you. I am coping with everything in different ways now. I rebuilt myself into someone you've never kissed or touched or loved. I am so much more than the moon now. I do not owe that to you though I owe that to myself. Thank you for tearing me in places I didn't even understand because I am now someone who is confident and proud. I am still mourning the loss of Bumblebee and Margaret but I'm living the life of Pacific Kai and it is amazing and it is without you. Expect more from
The moon
Bumblebee
Artemis
The one the only Pacific Kai

not my first love, but the first person who really understood me. we will have our moment one day. -christmas lights and pizza

I still think about you and wonder what I did that made you leave me with no explanation at all even 3 years later

i'm sorry i chose her. i wish i could go back in time and choose you, and i wish i could just talk to you again. i love you.

Every time you say you love me my heart breaks a little. I know you don’t mean it the way I want It to.

When you completely erased my existence from your life that hurt. I hope you know that. I hope you care. But I know you don't.

why did you do this. there was no reason for you to do this. i did nothing. i was there for you. but you chose your boyfriend instead. it really hurt but i guess some bonds just fade away. well i just wanted to say thank you for everything but ig this is a goodbye.

I wish you wouldn't have left. otherwise, id still like you. not this kid whos across the county who I don't know. now I'm crying about him. I love him tho.

I knew you weren't my soulmate but I really wanted you to be. We're too young. I'll be there for you forever

I’m sorry for ruining our friendship, I miss playing games with you

Pls take care of yourself and dont fall for her trap again thats not love and you know that now

I'm really really glad that I did not choose you nor to be together with you

Wow, srsly tho, why am I only able to see u in my worst days. It's frustrating, don't show up atlst

I miss the days you use to look at me and I was urs and you were mine

I miss you a lot, and I miss my guitar.

Why would you just leave me without saying why? I miss when we were friends

you are everything to me. i cannot live without you. i wish i knew how to put it into words

I miss you and the feeling of your arms around me

It’s crazy how much better I am now

You left me because I got caught between your drama.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel but I don't want to ruin everything again.

I miss you. I wish things were different and we were still talking. I'd love to talk to you again.

I miss you so much. We never seem to love each other at the same time. I’m so sorry.

I want to be loved by you again more than anything.

i miss you so much pretty girl. i wish i didn’t mess things up between us. yellow is your color.

I miss you a lot and I wish we could work things out.
I still think about you all the time

I’m sorry Allie, I betrayed your trust. I’m trying to change. I wish I didn’t do it, 7 yrs are gone.

I have a gf shes rlly nice, lives in fl! I think about u less now but im forever here hope ur ok al

youve showed up in my dreams consistently these past few weeks. i miss you a lot

was it casual?

“i dont know what hurts worse, talking to you or not talking to you”

a lot forever

I don’t know why things ended up the way they did but I had a great time with u and wish u the best

i still love you im jus not inlove with you anymore txt me wen u can id like to talk no drama.

you stopped texting me, i miss you.

My dearest Allie,
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us.

i wish the feeling was mutual at the same time

Every time you cross my mind it feels like I’m dying

i literally can’t even listen to nickelback without thinking of you now. thanks.

if you still love me why not reach out and admit it? if you love me, hurting me is impossible.

I’m sorry for being the person you found please just be happy

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