Unsent messages to NATALIA
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: May 13, 2024, 6:32 pm UTC
you ruined me. now i don’t know how to love.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: May 13, 2024, 3:44 am UTC
im happy for you but i resent you for getting what i waited for for so long.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: May 12, 2024, 1:37 am UTC
I'm sorry, everything was my fault and you know that so don't hurt yourself
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: May 6, 2024, 8:29 pm UTC
I still think about the plans we had for the future together, you know.
I hope you do too.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: May 1, 2024, 3:23 am UTC
im sorry i never responded. i never had the words to.
i miss you.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: April 28, 2024, 3:16 am UTC
the things i do are out of spite… it’s not as deep as you guys think
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: April 23, 2024, 4:40 am UTC
i’m sorry.
but apologies without action mean nothing.
(did you ever realize i loved you?)
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: April 20, 2024, 6:24 am UTC
your eyes make me want to devour you whole. i painfully miss being able to have you as my own.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: March 27, 2024, 2:05 am UTC
I wonder if i mean as much to you as you do to me
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: March 16, 2024, 5:23 pm UTC
When u kissed me for the first time, i felt like i knew the feeling of your kiss all my life.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: March 15, 2024, 10:39 pm UTC
iloveyousomuch you always make my day so much better and i hope we can be together one day
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: February 7, 2024, 9:30 pm UTC
i never forgave you so don’t talk to me in the complex as if nothing happened :)
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: February 7, 2024, 9:01 pm UTC
I love you, you are bestest of friends, and I am thankful that we never fell apart <3
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: February 2, 2024, 6:58 pm UTC
Wish you'd give me a sign that you're thinking about me too
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: January 17, 2024, 6:18 pm UTC
thank you for being there for me. i miss you, ill never forget you. i just wish i got to say goodbye
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: November 10, 2023, 8:11 pm UTC
I miss you even though you really hurt me. I think that we should try to be friends again
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: November 6, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
I never pictured my life with someone like u in it until now. You’re special
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: November 5, 2023, 1:52 pm UTC
I hope you’re doing okay. Thank you for growing up with me. You taught me so much.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: November 4, 2023, 9:13 pm UTC
i really like you but you seem way out of my league
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: November 3, 2023, 2:14 am UTC
You taught me what true love was. But that also taught me what pain is.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 25, 2023, 3:04 pm UTC
I wish you knew. I’ve seen pictures of you lately. You look good.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 22, 2023, 5:36 pm UTC
I love you, and i wish you the life you always wanted <3
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 22, 2023, 11:14 am UTC
I dont know what happened to us but i will love you no matter what <3
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 16, 2023, 6:01 pm UTC
I wish you could have seen it the way I did. I didn’t want to leave you behind. Two years.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 14, 2023, 1:26 pm UTC
We talked on the phone for the first time in 2 years. I forgot how much I missed your voice.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 12, 2023, 8:38 pm UTC
to this day i'm still convinced you pulled a spell on me, how else can you explain this obsession?
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:55 pm UTC
I hope we last for ever and I'm sorry for what i did
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:26 pm UTC
i think about u all the time, u were my happiest moments and i wish i could take it all back
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: September 2, 2023, 2:14 pm UTC
sry for not replying it hurts knowing u aren’t mine anymore
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: August 16, 2023, 11:05 pm UTC
i still love u lol,, but its too soon to say that again sober
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: August 14, 2023, 11:59 pm UTC
I think i’m finally getting over it
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: August 13, 2023, 11:02 pm UTC
I wanted you to love me, the way you used to
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: August 13, 2023, 10:58 pm UTC
Hope you’re doing okay, a lot of stuff I wish I could tell you
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: August 10, 2023, 1:50 pm UTC
Thanks for leaving, I actually don’t need you anymore :)
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: July 30, 2023, 12:33 am UTC
Natália, I love you, but I think I need to let you go.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: July 28, 2023, 2:39 am UTC
I want to talk to you, I need to get over this
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:08 pm UTC
no, love. i haven’t forgotten abt u :)
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: January 17, 2021, 10:38 am UTC
my infatuation ran deep. because we were actually friends. you wern't some unobtainable girl that i put on a pedestal, you were within reach. But only as a friend. You were captivating. Intriguing. talking to you made me nervous. I'm glad we met.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:16 pm UTC
I have liked you for so long and I wish I could tell you one day. But I'll never be brave enough, simply because I fear you would hate me. You're my best friend and you were my first real friend and I am so incredibly thankful for you. I don't think you realize how the little things you do and say drive me insane, sometimes you say things that give me so much hope but then you always find someone who has the balls to actually show how much they care about you. It always hurt me so much when you got into relationships because I know that they have the thing I wish I could have.
This relationship you're in now is different though. This time I was starting to like them too, and you both gave me so much hope at the same time. Some of the things you both told me gave me a small bit of hope that one of you liked me, but I should have known that wouldn't happen. But the worst part is, it doesn't make me sad that you two are together. It makes me sad that it can't be the three of us. You aren't into that and I respect you both enough to know not to bring up liking either of you because that would be a dick move on my behalf. I wish I could grow a pair and actually tell you this but we all know that is never going to happen.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
hey nat. we've had lots of ups and downs. we tried being in a relationship two times now, but it was just too toxic. we've both had faults and i apologize for what i did two years ago. sometimes i still think you haven't forgiven me. truth is, i still love you. and i told you this, but you don't like me back. besides, we wouldn't work anyways right? we used to be best friends. we've been best friends since the 5th grade but since all this has happened it hasn't been the same. i don't know why i keep coming back to you. but i know i need to let go. and it's hard because we're in the same friend group and we see each other everyday. but i need too, its the only way to move on. if i' m being honest, my parents aren't the biggest fans of you, my mother doesn't even think we should still be friends. i remember the night that i realized i love you, we had a sleepover and we just randomly started to cuddle and i knew. i still love you, but i need to let you go. and that starts now, so this is me letting go. goodbye natalia.
From: ABC
To: natalia
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:38 pm UTC
i know we are just friends but i you wanted to kiss me i would totally kiss you back.
i am so happy when i am around you and btw i love your dog
