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hey nat. we've had lots of ups and downs. we tried being in a relationship two times now, but it was just too toxic. we've both had faults and i apologize for what i did two years ago. sometimes i still think you haven't forgiven me. truth is, i still love you. and i told you this, but you don't like me back. besides, we wouldn't work anyways right? we used to be best friends. we've been best friends since the 5th grade but since all this has happened it hasn't been the same. i don't know why i keep coming back to you. but i know i need to let go. and it's hard because we're in the same friend group and we see each other everyday. but i need too, its the only way to move on. if i' m being honest, my parents aren't the biggest fans of you, my mother doesn't even think we should still be friends. i remember the night that i realized i love you, we had a sleepover and we just randomly started to cuddle and i knew. i still love you, but i need to let you go. and that starts now, so this is me letting go. goodbye natalia.