Unsent messages to MIKE
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: August 4, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
i wish things didn't go the way they went. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:38 pm UTC
if you loved me then why’d you stop telling me?
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:37 pm UTC
Why can’t you realize how wonderful you are
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:27 pm UTC
all i ever wanted was to be enough for you
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:49 am UTC
sixty years will pass and still my soul will wait for you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:57 am UTC
I went on a date today and it was the most fun I’ve had in years. We talked about our ex’s and I didn’t even bother to bring you up because you are too complicated to explain
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:30 am UTC
No matter where we go in life, I know in my heart I will love you forever and always. You have changed my life for the better.
. S .
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:56 am UTC
I have been afraid of falling in love again. That thought feels a little less scary when I think of you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:10 pm UTC
Where are you? Why aren’t you crossing fires just to talk to me? Why aren’t you walking through the deepest darkest depth of the ocean just to see how I am? How could you let us die after you said you’d always be there for my starless nights?
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:10 am UTC
hey, you obviously don’t know me but i just wanted to say that you look so pretty cool and i wanna be besties with u
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 9, 2021, 1:45 am UTC
i love you more than anyone i have ever loved. i just cant make myself date right now. every time you insult yourself it takes a part of me. you are an amazing, sweet, kind and funny person.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:48 pm UTC
I've finally found a healthy and loving relationship. I hate that you're the reason I still flinch when he touches my face.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:16 pm UTC
i hate whiskey, but sometimes when i miss you, i take sips of it. If i close my eyes long enough, i can pretend that it’s your lips...
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:01 am UTC
hey lol u won’t see this but I found out the reason u broke with me was because I got “to attached”. And I want to say I’m sorry, I truly am. I do get attached easily with new ppl I meet and become friends with and I’m sorry that it was reason u broke up with me. again I’m sorry for ruining things between us.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:22 pm UTC
you hurted me so much when you left me from day to night. i always knew you would let others affect our relationship.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:53 pm UTC
We’ve always known that we loved each other , but you finally confessing on nye has changed everything
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:58 am UTC
The pain you put me through.. Killed me inside, you saw how vulnerable I was and took advantage of that, You really hurt me, And yet I still love you, I wish I could hate you but I can't, and it's eating me up inside
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 29, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
Mike, I love you so much, it hurts it hurts so bad everyday, I wish I could just tell you how I feel. But I can’t. I just can’t.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 26, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
I love you. I love you so much and I can't describe it. I want to tell you but don't want to chase you away. you've been the best thing that has come into my life but also the most confusing thing that ever stepped foot into my heart.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:25 am UTC
Maybe we were meant to be soulmates in the next life, somewhere and someplace. My heart will forever hold a place for you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:10 pm UTC
hii,
i miss the talks we had before. we could talk about everything, but i didnt talked anymore and im sorry for that. i miss u.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 21, 2020, 3:57 pm UTC
I miss you every day. Around 2 years ago, we shared our first kiss—a kiss that started it all. We knew everything about each other, but now we are close to strangers. We have shared a few smiles here and there, but the smiles don't make up for how we use to be. We never really ended; we just drifted. That hurts so much more than if we ended harshly. I think I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:29 am UTC
i always will have love for you and will always be there for you if you reach out. there is a certain energy between us that makes my heart skip a beat. if by any chance you see this reach out to me even though we can’t be together now. if you’re guessing this is meant for you i promise you it is. i miss you and want to be closer. i think of you whenever i see those a+m tik toks and wonder if you feel the same. time hasn’t been kind to us and sometimes you make me in believe right person, wrong timing.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:19 pm UTC
hi,
i just wanted to say i love you and im sorry for everything just that you now it you saved my life
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 15, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
youve really become my favorite person in life right now, so i thank you. please dont ever leave. we pinky promised
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
I just wish you weren’t so scared to commit to me again, I’d never hurt you like you did to me. I love you too much.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 12, 2020, 2:52 pm UTC
I told you I wanted something more but you only wanted my body. You were everything I needed at the time, you didn't know it but you made me happy in such an unhappy time in my life. I know you don't care about me, you never did, you just wanted me for sex. When I asked you for something more, you did not even want to try, I think I cried for days after that. I would've done anything for you, but you did not even give me a chance. I wish you would've given me a chance. its been hard to let you go but I finally am.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:01 am UTC
I wish you realize what we had was “right person, wrong time“... I feel like we were right for each other but the timing was off. Come back, I still miss you like crazy. I can’t stop looking back at our photos but I know those memories are not constantly playing in your head.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:00 am UTC
I wish you realize what we had was “right person, wrong time“... I feel like we were right for each other but the timing was off. Come back, I still miss you like crazy. I can’t stop looking back at our photos but I know those memories are not constantly playing in your head.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 11, 2020, 5:23 am UTC
I miss u so much, I really want to see you. I want to commit to you. Please let me in. I want to be part of your life. S❤️
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
Do I tell you I'm completely and utterly in love with you or just keep it cool & protect my heart..
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:29 am UTC
I miss you more then words can describe. I know I piece of me went to heaven as well. please know how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:43 pm UTC
I wish you would have tried harder to keep me in your heart. Thank you for loving me for a little bit.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 7, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
I cant tell if we’re actually just friends or if we’re both to scared to admit we’re something more. But I could never risk losing you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:42 pm UTC
Listen here, I love you but you dont love me and thats fine ive learned that i cannot make someone love me no matter how hard I try. I just want you to be happy with whoever you end up with, and know that i am always in your corner. Always and forever, me
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how much your teasing brightens my day. How the sight of your eyes creasing when you laugh makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:51 am UTC
Last year at ball u didnt ask me to dance, i tried to enjoy that night but i just couldn't. I started acting like little child ugh. When i remember this day i have this regret feeling.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 26, 2020, 7:48 pm UTC
The holidays are hard because last year we talked endlessly throughout the day and now we barely talk
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 26, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
We were never really right for each other and we both knew that but i still miss you and hope you’re doing well
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:24 am UTC
I am so sorry we didn't see you suffering until it was too late. I still get out your sunglasses sometimes.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 24, 2020, 2:06 am UTC
If we don't see each other in our next chapters of life, thank you for helping me heal and see how truly beautiful the world is
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:26 am UTC
Creo que es algo muy bonito tener la oportunidad de escribirte algo, de nuevo. Toda mi intención durante el año que ya no estamos juntos ha sido superarme y dejarte atrás pero, cómo lo hago si en algún punto siempre vuelves? Aunque realmente es mi culpa dejarte entrar, ya no me puedo excusar diciendo que es "amor", porque sé que no lo es.
De igual forma no tengo ningĂşn odio hacia ti, al contrario, de alguna forma me ayudaste a crecer y valerme por mĂ misma.
No creo que sea algo malo quererte, serĂa diferente si todavĂa pensara que hay una oportunidad donde tĂş supieras realmente lo que quieres, asĂ son las cosas.
De todo corazón te deseo lo mejor, aunque no lo leas, sé que pronto podrás cambiar ese miedo hacia el compromiso, es por eso que no te odio.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
I'm so tired to see you with her, but I can not kill myself either. You have no idea how bad it hurts.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
i miss u and think abt you everyday. not a day goes by where I don’t hear or see something that makes me think of you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:46 pm UTC
do you want to talk to me or not? why do you block me but then 2 days later text me again and have a whole conversation with me making it seem like you actually want to talk to me just to block me again at the end of it? if you don’t want to talk to me just tell me instead of blocking and unblocking me it’s getting exhausting. am i actually some you want to talk to and be with or are you just using me as someone to speak sexually to at 1 in the morning? i really like you mike but right now this isn’t going anywhere and i feel like i’m just wasting my time. you might not need me but i need you, when i’m having panic attacks about what happened a few years ago who am i meant to come to if your the only one that knows? if you don’t want to talk to me tell me know so i can start moving on.
mike this is really exhausting, i’m dealing with so many problems right now and your becoming one of them.
if your not prepared to not treat me like shit, then maybe your not the guy for me.
bye mike.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
I know you were just joking around when you blocked me because you knew I loved talking to you. But what you didn't know was in that time you had me blocked as a joke, I had a panic attack because an area in my house smelt like the person who sexually assaulted me when I was 4. I had to deal with the panic attack alone because you wouldn't answer and you were the only person I trusted enough to talk to about it. please answer me, I need you.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:50 am UTC
we were never lovers but i just cant get over you and idk why. i love you and i want you to be happy even if it's not going to be with me.
From: ABC
To: Mike
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:11 pm UTC
Pfttt you Hanako simp. it's already hard for you. im sorry to make it worse. I hope life becomes more at ease, if not, it'll come i promise you. Im sorry we had an arguement that one time, i promise i was only joking then. Mwah mwah i love you. you toilet brush, keep trying.
