Unsent messages to MIKAELA

I am sorry. I did not realize that I was wrong in the moment. I did not mean to rush into everything when you clearly stated what you wanted in the beginning. And to take it to social media for everyone to see was so immature of me. Losing you impacted me harder than I thought. You left me and I was heartbroken and drinking helped me forget it all. Your friends even joke around and tell you I changed because of you. But I am starting to realize I broke you well before you broke me. I am so sorry and I hope that one day you forgive me.

how do you not see how beautiful you are? this isn't a confession of love, but a note that I hope you'll see one day just to help you realize how amazing you are.

you are my first bestfriend love. and it sucks how we drifted but we both changed into different people and there’s nothing we can do about it. a part of me thinks you’ll see this but i really miss you but god i hated you. i can’t trust anyone that well anymore and i just miss how we used to be and me going to your house 24/7. please come back. i made this your favorite color too.