Unsent messages to MATTI
From: ABC
To: Matti
Sometimes I think abt everything you used to tell me, how you thought I was amazing and all this other shit and sometimes I hate you; you ruined my favourite song for me but I still want you and I hate myself more for that. I know you’re not good for me but I can’t stop thinking about u every fucking day. I wish I was good enough and that you didn’t go and find others to replace me with but deep down I feel as if u don’t think abt her the same way u did for me which isn’t true but when I remember the stuff u’d say to me and I’ve never heard u say to her it makes me happy in the worst way. I know ur probably dating her now and I know that even if it was me u chose you’d still look for others but for one short moment i honestly thought I was the only one who you’d ever think of and the only one you could see yourself with. I always look at your name and contemplate whether I should message u but u never message me anymore so why should I bother. I hope someday you come back to me and I hope you want me back badly and in the best way possible I hope she breaks you’re heart...you deserve it and maybe it’ll teach you something
From: ABC
To: Matti
i love your dorky little smile, and the way you geek over everything! i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me but i’m way to scared, you probably wouldn’t feel the same about me, but even if it’s just friends i’m super happy to have you in my life :))
From: ABC
To: Matti
Even though I still miss you, I want all the best to you. Even though you hurt me and have a new one now... I love you
From: ABC
To: Matti
I’ll always love you, no matter where well be in life i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: Matti
I wish we had stayed talking. It all just dissapeared like we were nothing
From: ABC
To: Matti
Thanks to you I now know what it feels like to be truly loved <3
From: ABC
To: Matti
maybe one day we can pick up from where we left off and do things right this time xx
From: ABC
To: Matti
I really like you but I’m not gonna act on it because I’m scared and maybe you’re taken or something
From: ABC
To: Matti
i still think about you, not in a good way but neither in a bad way. r we gonna see eachother again?
From: ABC
To: Matti
i miss u so much. idk what happened between us. you still are my bestie forever
From: ABC
To: Matti
please, tell me you feel them too ; all those things we don't say out loud but our eyes do.
From: ABC
To: Matti
Us being temporary in each others life doesn’t make what we have less special. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: Matti
I said I wouldn’t wait yet here I am. It’s like a habit I can’t break.
From: ABC
To: Matti
You’ll always be the best baby. And I’ll always love you, even if we can’t be together anymore.
From: ABC
To: Matti
I wish I could tell you how much I love when you call me petnames. Even if we‘re just friends
