I'm sorry for everything, I never meant to leave like that. When you said the word love, I got so scared and I fucked up. Even if you won't see this, I just want you to know that I still think about you.

I don’t even know why I liked you but what I do know is that once I knew I liked u, I couldn’t stop. It hurts to know you’ll never know I ever loved you. I hope you’re doing well. I hope your cats are doing well. I hope your friends are doing well. I’ll never forget about you.

I know what you wrote, I saw it hurts me not being able to be what you want me to be, ashes and snow right haha I will always love you

i love you. things aren’t going well rn. your really good at having secrets lol. rn especially. but it’s whatever, you make me happy. but you also put me in pain lol. but i’m in depression or something so i’m always hurt and i’m really sensitive but i’ll stay because i promised. and i will miss you. i’m not doing the same thing i did with jay. it sucked. lol. but just know i love you and i promise promise i will stay forever.

I liked you so much. More than you could ever imagine, but of course I was always second best to the pretty blonde.

I don’t love you anymore, really, but sometimes I like to just think about you. I don’t know what it was about you, I really don’t... You were all I could think about for a two years straight. Even now I question if I still like you. I don’t though, I promise. Just please take care of yourself for me, would you?

You have a perfectly happy and healthy life. Do not say you’ll take yours in effort to gain another. J

It hurts thinking about how I missed my chance with you when you were still around. I can't help but wonder what we could have been. I still remember how it felt to be next to you, how you smelled, and how we made each other smile. I wonder if reading this makes you think of me. I hope we find each other again down the road. I will love you until then.

i still listen to cherry cola, it reminds me of you. of our memories together, talking all night. we were never physically together, but you were closer to me than any other person. i wonder if you know how much you impacted my life. looking back at those summers makes me smile. you are so important to me yet i am just a random girl you use to talk too. but i dont care, im just thankful to have had those times with you. thank you benji :)

the part that hurts the most is, i know you never think of me.. you told me we can meet in time.. we didn’t. fuck i love u

I wake up everyday hoping there’s a message from you.

have you beat sans yet benj?

i love you… how can i tell you that you’re not the one for me?

i meant it when i said i couldnt see myself ever hating you

Every time my phone buzzes I hope it’s you. Please, you can’t stop loving me.

I’m waiting for you to say I love you and to mean it, I can’t wait to say I love you too

nothing could ever make me change my mind on how i feel for you. ‘

I wish you would see me the way I see you

I miss you more than anything,

I miss you more than anything,

I love you benji, my heart aches for you everyday

I’m not even sure this if is your name anymore, but I forgive you for everything

I want to watch lala land with you…Please, just break no contact, I’m so sorry

i’m sorry that you’ll never know how much you mean to me.

been thinking about u. i hope ur finally at peace with urself. i love u but too much time has passed

I tried to push u away because I didn't believe you'd stay. and you didn't because I pushed you away

can’t watch star wars without u. wish i would've when u asked. i’m sorry. love u most always benj

I still have the shirt you gave me,i always wonder if you have mine.

I still have the shirt you gave me,i always wonder if you have mine.

I like you.

I am in disbelief that I believed everything you said.

Hi my fav fortnite bro youre a W guy much luv ???????????????????????????????????? (see u next summer)

why did you have to do that to me?? you promised me so much.

if you felt unloved since thanksgiving why didnt you just tell me. i wouldve done better. you lied.

hope u find your baby in this life, i'm sorry i wasn't, love u forever :]

I love you so much stinky!

I still hug our pjs to sleep. Cant tell u how much I hate this. Why do I miss you this much?

I genuinely can’t stop thinking about when you kissed me. Why don’t we ever talk about it?

I think i am
falling in love with you

bubba, ive been thinking of you nonstop lately. I hope i never forget your voice. I love you.

i wonder if I even cross ur mind

I like you
I just don’t know how to say it

I’m at peace with the thought of u. Wish u the best.

Thankyou for being the best brother ever.

i keep waiting to miss you less, or love you less, neither have happened

you taught me how love hurts

slowly letting go of you.it hurts. u moved on so quickly.how. still holding on for bit just in case

idk how to explain in words what i feel. i miss you

I’m still waiting on you

Miss you so much Benji :(