Unsent messages to ARCHIE
From: ABC
To: Archie
You made everyone hate me when I messed up one small time when you were messing up the entire relationship, with the girl you said was “just a friend”
From: ABC
To: Archie
I miss you so much. I just wish we could redo that whole relationship. You can't blame me, it was my first relationship. If only we could redo the whole thing, so we could both learn about our mistakes. But i tried so many times if we could try again and you just refused. I'll always miss you archie :(
From: ABC
To: Archie
i love you with all my heart. no matter what. and im always scared that you'll somehow fall out of love, i really hope that you don't. i love you
From: ABC
To: Archie
u really didnt need to like my best mate while we was dating then actually date her after i fell out with her :))))
From: ABC
To: Archie
Your my world you make me so happy we are both so young but I really think your the one. Please don’t leave your my everything.
From: ABC
To: Archie
remember the wedding we had in year 2 during break time? no, of course you don’t, but it was too important too me.
From: ABC
To: Archie
It’s 2AM and I can’t sleep because I’m stuck thinking about all the memories we shared... and how I’ll never experience them again.
From: ABC
To: Archie
Why do I have these feelings for you? I don't want them! But then you smile and i cant help myself...
From: ABC
To: Archie
Hi smelly, I told you I never deserved you yet I still can't comprehend that I deserved what you did to me. I don't wish you were still here with me, only I never met you because now I still feel like I can't live without you, only living for the hope we'd have a second chance. You think I'm crazy but it's all too much. I hope you and her are happy, I'm sorry I still have to exist.
From: ABC
To: Archie
i didn't realise how much I took you for granted. I am so sorry I wish it could've worked out, but its too late now
From: ABC
To: Archie
Archie, although we were nothing, texting you was really nice. It was a shame you didn’t feel the same way but I get why. She’s so much better than I’ll ever be, I hope you’re happy :,)
From: ABC
To: Archie
You were, and still are, the only one who understands me for me.
It’s been a year, but I still love you.
From: ABC
To: Archie
I really wish you were a better person. I remember having so much fun with you and thinking that we would be together forever, but that’s not the case.
From: ABC
To: Archie
I hate the fact you found your person and that person wasn’t me. But I love that your happy just hoped it would of been me
From: ABC
To: Archie
I loved you more then you could of ever imagined but yet I still wasn’t good enough no matter how hard I tried
From: ABC
To: Archie
you just used me to play with my feelings during quarantine and now act like u don't know me i liked you...
From: ABC
To: Archie
you used to pick up my ft when i got bored, after a year and a half now you don’t even reply to a simple message. I’m sorry i didn’t give you the attention necessary I was young and wanted to idea of having a boyfriend. You were my first non official bf still lasted 3 months tho
From: ABC
To: Archie
i miss you and think about you so much. but i have to let you go because it’s never going to work, and i always question wether you really meant all the things you said. we aren’t endgame, no matter how many times you come back. it’s never going to be us
From: ABC
To: Archie
where do i start: with the simple, yet meaningful apology or the way i truly felt for you. i never felt like i was good enough for you- the perfect, sweet boy who was oh so sweet, so passionate. you made me feel so happy, and ill always cherish the gifts you got me even if we decided to break up and stay friends. i honestly can't tell you if what i felt was love for you as a friend or as a lover, but i feel as though part of me forced myself into a relationship with you so i wouldn't be alone. you would always respect my boundaries, and always asked for consent which would make my heart flutter. we lasted what, 7-8 months? i wish i could say throughout all those months that i felt as though you were the one, however that isn't the case.
you were so involved with our relationship in the beginning, it always felt as though you wanted nothing more then for me to be happy and comfortable with you even when i seemed hesitant. but, alas, things do change. i will never understand why midway through you suddenly seemed to stop caring. was i too boring? were you starting to question your feelings? thats the one thing about you that ill never understand. although i had never been in a relationship before, i knew that ignoring my texts, leaving me on read when i told you that i love you, and avoiding me wasn't what love was.
i never had it in me to break your heart like i knew you would to mine. i couldn't call it off, i was too scared that i was overreacting when the signs were clear. i should've communicated with you more, maybe then i would have told you how i don't feel comfortable being in a polygamous relationship and hearing about how you also love your other friends. maybe i could have told you that it made me uncomfortable hearing how you thought a celebrity was hot and that you would date them if you were single.
you would always tell them that you loved them, but you would never say the same to me at the end. i realize now that i was jealous how it seemed that you were more in a relationship with her then me. i know you were never comfortable calling, but why would you call her but never me? why would you string me along and pretend that you cared about me for so long when it was obvious you didn't?
all i can say is that i know i wasn't perfect then. i know that i didn't have a single clue as to what love was and that i relied mostly on you in the beginning to keep us from separating. sometimes i wonder if what we had was real, or if we were both just desperate teens wanting affection and seeking it through dating our best friend. im glad we are still friends, but sometimes it pains me knoeing how awkward it is when anybody brings up love. but i just want to say im sorry. maybe if i was better like them then you would have loved me.
From: ABC
To: Archie
hi my love, it's been a long time since we've spoken just wanted to let you know that I still love you.im sorry about everything and how we ended like this,I kinda feel like fuck u but sometimes love u.just a quick message.
From: ABC
To: Archie
you scarred me. i hate you more than anything, i can’t believe i let you do that to me. i feel guilty
From: ABC
To: Archie
I loved you with my whole heart until I realised I don’t LIKE who you’ve become. love isn’t always enough.
From: ABC
To: Archie
omg ilysm you're literally amazing and so awesome you've always been here for me and i hope i can too skjdskfhghjhfdjk
you're really amazing and such a great person and you deserve to know that
From: ABC
To: Archie
hi bae
i love you man. its weird, i know, big age gap. but, i want you to know how much you mean to me, literally tryna not cry while I write this lol. but.. ily
From: ABC
To: Archie
you used to look at me the way noah looks at ally. i wish id knew if i loved you. i don’t even know now
From: ABC
To: Archie
you were the first person i loved and you distracted me from pain and then you left and it got bad again and it hasn’t got good again (it’s been 4 months of bad)
From: ABC
To: Archie
i hope you think about me as much as i do you, i know you don’t like me but have it known your perfect to me
From: ABC
To: Archie
why did you have to do ruin my life.
i can’t be with anyone else because of you.
and i can never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Archie
2 years of constant lead ons
Your touch will forever cast a shiver down my spin which no one can ever compare to
But you won the other girl so you just had to take her
You told me
“Your my right person wrong time, our time will come I promise you”
You told me there’s no one you’d rather grow old with
I’ll hold you to that
Your forever have my heart chichi and for that I’ll never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Archie
ily so much but idk how to tell u and idk if u like me back but I just want u to know that ily x
From: ABC
To: Archie
im in so deep babe n i know its going to end soon but know that this has meant everything to me
From: ABC
To: Archie
I think in a couple years time, I hope we’ll find each other at the same Party.
From: ABC
To: Archie
I’ve messed up and regret everything I said after,I wish I could take it all back. I still love you
From: ABC
To: Archie
Im not waiting anymore but if u want to come back ill never say no. I miss u
From: ABC
To: Archie
cried in the club thinking about you. it's truly never over
From: ABC
To: Archie
you’re a lier. you promised that i would be the one to leave you but you broke everything we had
From: ABC
To: Archie
you're the first boy who's ever made me feel wanted, you're my other half. I love you xx
