You saved me from killing myself. now you message me non-stop saying to kill myself. what do you want from me?

Dude. Please let me love you. Ik you have been hurt but I just wants to love you. I want to be your best friend and build a life together. Ik you don’t want a relationship and honestly neither did I till I met you. I get it but I want to be there for you and help you trust again

if we had met a couple of years later we would have got married one day and man i think about that everyday

It's 12 am and it makes me think of all the times I'd sneak out to see you. i hope you see this. I've written hundreds of letters that will never make their way to you and this one might be added to the collection. i hope our paths cross again. i don't care when or how but I just want to see you again. do you ever think about me? Youre always on my mind and god, your scent is still on my bed and your boxers, and your sweatshirt that lays in my bed. you're the first person I've fallen in love with. there is so much i could say but I'm going to leave this here and let you go.
i still love you, and i'll love you forever.
xoxo, Your Person

this was the color of your sweatshirt you gave to me. I still wear it, it still smells like you. I'm moving to portland. I'll miss you. we haven't talked since you dropped off my gift after the breakup. please, call me. tell me you love me. can we see each other one last time, before I go? please. i want to say goodbye.
if you don't, i understand. if you called me and told me to stay, i would. i'd still do anything for you.
I still love you, and I'll love you forever. call me.
-your person,
lily

i miss you. i miss talking to you. i wish that things could go back to how they were, but they can’t and that’s my fault. i wish you the best in life and i hope she’s making you so happy because you deserve it. one day i hope we can talk again

dispite you treating me like shit and fucking up how i view and understand relationships, i still miss you sometimes. i hope you're doing okay.

I’m sorry about your dad, I know it was really hard on you. I hoped you could be my person but I knew it wasn’t the right time. I’m still hoping.

Everytime I woke up, it would hit me all again. How you left and couldn’t tell me why, while I thought we were at our strongest

i wish we didn't have to fall in love at such a young age. you changed my life. for the worse and the better.

you said you wanted to kiss me but didn't. It's been years, but I want you to know its not too late. I hope you see these because I can't say it to your face.

no matter how hard i try i can never give up hope that one day you’ll come back to me and want me the same way i always wanted you.

i miss the friendship we had before i liked u. i feel like my feelings for u ruined our friendship bc ur gf hates me.

I dreamt you came back and told me you love me still.
I woke up wearing your sweatshirt, hugging my pillow, in a sweat.
I wept.
I couldn't breathe at the thought of you.
I still can't.
My throat closes up sometimes but others, I go numb.
I panic and look at my nightstand.
The ring was right where I left it, I put it on.
Your sweatshirt still smells like you.
Old Spice, and cigarettes.
You smell like home.
You feel like home.
I miss grazing your cheeks and playing with your hair and listening to your heartbeat.
I remember the rhythm of it.
Somber whispers and silent kisses.
Solf moans and heavy breathing.
I miss you.
Call me.
xoxo, lily

thank you for ruining me. i would have never found myself otherwise. i would have never learned what true love is like. i learned that from myself.

i know youre toxic i know my friends are right i know it’ll probably end up the same i mean you’re already kinda starting again and it annoys me so much but i cant help it idk what it is but theres just something that makes me attached almost addicted to you i cant help it and i hate myself because of it why did (you just did it again now as i was writing this wow) i forgive you so easily why when ik youre bad i hate it so much but i cant leave and ik yk about my whole forgiving thing and i just feel like youre gonna take advantage of it and hurt me over and over again theres nothing i can do ofc i love you smn but i know all my friends are right about you and i hate myself for not being able to stop it

i miss how you used to be, you showed me who i can be, but you changed for the worst and i know you’ll never be the same. I wish the old us had lasted cause we were beautiful

i really hate how i have anxiety about you and i have these mixed feelings about how you feel about me i'm scared to fall in love i need you to be the one but please don't hurt me

I don't know if you'll ever see this, but you are worth everything and more. You are the kindest, most thoughtful, good humored, and overall wonderful person I have ever met. You deserve nothing but happiness and good things.

Our friendship is enough for me. I just need to know where I stand or I’ll run away

I don’t miss u anymore; u should see me now I’m so happy, so loved, I’ve changed and grown sm

I miss you every single day.

confess to me in the pouring rain because id never let you go

You need to gather the strength and say it to my face. I’m not pursuing anyone anymore.

every time i smoke it makes me think of you. menthols were always your favorite

i walked away bc i was falling in love with u

You know I’m better than her.

I still get the urge to text you and try to fix us. I hope you haven’t forgotten about me.

I’ve known I love you for a couple weeks now. Thank you for making me feel so happy and cared for <3

yur my world. I’ll always love yu for forever baby.

I still love you, and I think always will.
I can’t envision me with anyone else.

I just wanted someone to love me and a family to call my own.

I never thought I’d have to wake up without one of your good morning texts

you have to remember me and how gentle i was

I miss you moosh, wish I could have been a better gf and never broke up, I love you forever ml:)????????

I miss you so much, I wish you never broke up with me for her. I just miss my pretty boy

i’d to anything to have a conversation with u again to understand u better now.

I hate that you made me love you, I hate even more that I can’t stop. Leaving hurt, so did staying.

Been a while, but I still think of our friendship sometimes.

Fight, for those who can't, and never stop chasing your dreams, my dear

I wish we could’ve talked it out

I miss what we had, but I’m glad to be past what we were

I wish you’d realize I’ll never love you in the way you want me to.

I've been over you for a while. I just needed some peace of mind.

i love you more than you imagine
if it isnt reciprocated i dont care
id let myself be broken by you

Ik I act big and tough but when I'm with you my heart and mind run circles around eachother

despite the nasty things you sent to me i still miss you

Ur my best friend and you always will be But I think we're growing apart and im scared of losing you

do you remember october?

I’ll wait but I can’t let you hold me back anymore I love you forever