Hey, lol. It's been a while and I know you don't want to hear from me and I told you I wouldn't talk to you again, but it's hard. It's really fucking hard. But this is the last one, I promise. I can't help but wonder how you are and how you're doing. I really did want something real and raw with you. But I guess it just wasn't meant to be right? I hate how we ended things, well you ended things. Part of me wants to be angry with you so badly but the other part of me strongly misses and loves you. Thank you. 4 everything. I love you, always.